Chapter 131: Confession
Since then, more than ten days have passed.
The room of the previous matriarch, Reneneko.
Renina, who has been expected to become the new matriarch, is quietly sorting out their mother's relics with Rhaenys—in fact, it stands to reason that Renica should also be involved in this matter, but after seeing Renica cry and faint immediately after learning the whole story, and it took two full days to wake up, neither Renina nor Renys could bear to mention it to her again.
It's all over, Renina couldn't help but think to herself.
However, when she came to this place again, Renina couldn't help but feel a little emotional.
She glanced at Rhaenys, thought for a moment, and finally gave up the idea of saying something, and continued to sort out the things that Rhaenycor had used in her lifetime.
At this time, Renys suddenly said in a loud voice: "Eldest sister, come over for a moment." ”
"What's wrong?" Renina asked, standing up and walking towards Rhaenys, who noticed that the object in Rhaenys' palm was actually a piece of paper, and asked strangely, "...... This is? ”
Renys stood up and said in a deep voice, "This is left by my mother, you can take a look." ”
“……”
Renina couldn't help but think of something right away.
Then she felt as if her brain had been hit hard by something, and the intense feeling of vertigo made her unable to stand still, until it took about two or three seconds to adjust for a while, and then she regained her strength.
"What's written on it?"
Renina came up to Rhaenys and crouched down and read it with her.
[Is the behavior I'm about to do wrong?] ]
[Obviously, yes.] No matter when, where, or how I feel about it, there is no denying that my actions were wrong. There is no doubt about that. ]
[But Tampas, the god of battle, never favored anyone, even his own followers.] He never cared about anything but his precious daughter, the Red Knight, the goddess of strategy. ]
[And I'm old.] How long will I live? Five years? Three years? Still is...... A year? How long will this (pointless) battle with Merlot last, and when I leave this world, will my daughter Renina's character be able to shoulder the responsibility of 'matriarch'?" ]
[From what I know about her, it's clear that she can't do it.] And even if it does, it's just a cycle of repeating itself. ]
[So, I have to put an end to all this.] I'm going to make Merlot's tribe disappear from this island in its entirety, never to exist again. Of course, my tribe...... It's the same. ]
[Whether it's the other sisters in the tribe, or my eldest daughter, Renina, the more I get tired of them every day passes.] I'm very old, and Tampas, the god of battle, is a god who never takes sides—even his followers find it hard to please him—and I just want to find a quiet place to spend the rest of my life with Rhaenys and Renika. ]
[But if my eldest daughter, Renina, was still alive, and the other sisters in the tribe were still alive, they would never allow me to do so.] They were even more eager to fight than the female warriors of the Merlot tribe. Although if I insisted on making Renina the matriarch and then forced to leave here, they would definitely not be able to stop me. ]
[But if I do that, these things will form a "shackle" to me, and I will think of them every day, and dream of them every night (which is like a nightmare to me), so instead of leaving willfully like a child, it is better to leave in the way I envisioned.] ]
[Sorry, Renina; Sorry, my old friend, Merlot; It's just that I don't want to continue this pointless fight, even if it requires paying a lot of money to outsiders, but I'm willing to end it. ]
[Finally: Renysi, I've often heard you say that the outside world is wonderful.] Every day is so much fun for you, but is that really the case? I'm starting to get curious. ]
Obviously.
This is a confessional letter.
On this blank piece of paper, Reneneko fully explained in relatively clear sentences why she did it, and what her reasons were for doing it.
Working outside all the year round, it helped Rhaenys develop a faster reading rate than Reenina, she finished reading the content of the letter faster than her eldest sister, and after Rhaenys finished reading, she deliberately avoided the eldest sister's gaze and said, "Actually, eldest sister, I don't think you are as ...... as your mother said Extremely. ”
In fact, after her mother's words at that time, Renina could roughly guess some results, but when she saw what her mother wrote in this confession, she couldn't help but feel an indescribable feeling in her heart, and even more so after hearing what Renenys said to her just now.
"Say whatever you want," Renina said, taking the paper, "you're going back soon, anyway." ”
After saying that, Renena thought about it and finally decided to destroy the confession, but just as the new matriarch was about to complete the actions in her hand, she suddenly heard Renenys say, "No, eldest sister, I won't leave this time." ”
Rhaenys took the confession from her eldest sister's hand again, and as she straightened it out, she said, "Because I just said that you weren't 'that' unbearable, but I didn't say that you were a perfect and impeccable matriarch. And after the horde has experienced this catastrophe, there are still many things to deal with next. Can you do all these daily chores all by yourself? I don't believe that. ”
Renina was slightly stunned.
"So, yes, I'll stay." Rhaenys pretended to sigh helplessly, "Hey, who told you to have such a big temper, and you can't play anything other than fighting, but ...... Who called you my sister? ”
"What did you just say?"
"But who called you my sister?" Rhaenys shrugged, "To be honest, eldest sister, although Renica is in a bad mood right now, whether she looks at what is written on this piece of paper or not, the choice is up to her." And besides her, the other sisters are the same. ”
"I mean the front."
Renina said.
"Ah......h What, I'm angry when I say it? ”
"It's a little," Renina nodded, but when she said that, she walked over and hugged Renys tightly, "But, who called you my sister?" ”