Shang Yan's voice was hoarse, Qin Chunian was close to him, and he could feel the powerful heartbeat in his chest.

Qin Chu was stunned for a moment, she blinked, and then reached out and hugged Shang Yan's back and caressed him lightly.

She whispered, "Ahhhh

The sourness just now came to her heart again, Qin Chunian sniffed, she learned from Lu Hui's previous appearance of comforting her, kissed Shang Yan's ear, and whispered, "Don't be sad, I'm here, Ah Yan, I like you the most."

Shang Yan's body stiffened slightly, and he felt that his heart was gently swept with a feather brush, soft and soft.

At the same time, a voice told him, "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, it's going to be cleaned right away, don't be afraid, it's going to be beautiful in no time."

Because after the matter of Zhu He, Qin Chunian and Shang Yan definitely didn't want to go out again.

Qin Chunian didn't specifically ask Shang Yan about Zhu He, after all, she could see it herself, just like Zhu He's appearance, she couldn't talk about Shang Yan very well, and she wouldn't be willing to poke Shang Yan's scar again.

It's just that I didn't expect that Shang was tired of taking the initiative instead.

He asked Qin Chunian, "Don't you have anything to ask me?"

"Ask what?" Qin Chunian said, "Ask you if you want to eat anything at noon, but you also know that my cooking skills are very poor, so I am tired, you will still cook at noon today."

Shang Yan looked at her deliberately pretending to be stupid, her Adam's apple moved slightly, and said, "She said that I let Shang Hao have a car accident."

Qin Chunian was silent, she stopped the hand in her hand that was flipping through the book, "Is that what you did?"

Shang Yan's eyes flickered, and when he read Shang Qin's first clean eyes, his emotions sank a little.

Qin Chunian looked at him quietly, so he said, "It's me, it's me who made people do something in his car."

"Oh." Qin Chunian nodded.

Shang was tired and said bitterly, "You...! Isn't there anything you want to say?"

"Say what?" Qin Chunian turned another page of the book, she bit her lip, and frowned lightly: "Ah Yan, although I can't say that you did the right thing in this matter, but...... I don't think you're doing anything wrong."

She sighed softly, closed the book, raised her eyes again, and calmly looked at Shang Yan: "Shang Yan, I don't think everything your parents did was right, even excessive, if you don't have any resentment in your heart, but are still filial to them, I will think you are terrible."

Qin Chu thought for a while and said, "The flower that grows out of the mire, no one is qualified to require it to be white and flawless."

"Shang Yan, you've done a good job."

Qin Chu read these two sentences very seriously, and she also looked at Shang Yi equally.

At this moment, she didn't say it as a disgusting wife.

Instead, as Qin Chunian, he expressed his thoughts.

No one has the right to ask for a flower that grows out of the mire to be pure and flawless, because it can break through that layer of mud, and it is already very powerful.

It's a miracle that it can bloom from the mud that keeps pestering it.

Shang Yan's long eyelashes blocked the thoughts in his eyes, and he could only see the dense eyelashes trembling slightly.

A flower that grows out of a quagmire, no one has the right to demand that it be pure and flawless.

Is that so?

Qin Chu Nian saw that Shang Yan was silent, she raised her hand and shook it in front of Shang Yan, and whispered his name: "Ah Yan...... What's wrong with you?"

She knew that the trauma caused by her original family was not so easy to make up, but she still hoped that her disgust could be warmed a little more.

He used to be too bitter.

Shang Yan lifted his eyelashes, he reached out to take Qin Chunian's hand and led her downstairs under the begonia tree.

There were matching tables and chairs here, and Shang Yan asked her to sit down.

He spoke slowly, "She is my mother, but we are not a normal mother-son relationship, or she has always hated my existence, because it was my appearance that interrupted her dream of being a wealthy family."

I wish the lotus to be born beautifully, in those days, beautiful is

A very good passcard, not to mention the beauty of Zhuhe, is one in a hundred.

So even if her job is not decent, there are still many dignitaries and dignitaries who want to play with her.

And among these people, there are always some people who think that love is precious, so there are many people who want to marry Zhu He and go home.

It's just that Zhu He's vision is high, and he relies on himself to be beautiful enough, and he thinks very highly of himself.

But no matter how shrewd a woman is, there are times when she looks away.

Shang Haosheng is the first time Zhu He looked away.

The young Shang Haosheng is elegant, handsome and handsome, and can speak well, even a woman like Zhu He, who is used to seeing men, is fascinated by him.

So much so that Zhu He gave up the opportunity to marry a rich man for Shang Haosheng, but after that, Zhu He found out that Shang Haosheng was actually a married man with a family.

Zhu He couldn't accept such a blow, and it just so happened that the rich man who had been chasing her proposed again, and she wanted to agree, but found out that she was pregnant.

She wanted to get rid of it, but the doctor told her that the possibility of trying to get pregnant again after the beat was almost zero.

So she could only take Shang Haosheng with Shang Haosheng, who was still in her stomach, and she needed him to be responsible.

But Shang Haosheng said it well, but he never divorced his wife, and Zhu He waited for a few years.

In the past few years, a woman who has given birth to a child, no matter how beautiful she is, will be worth a lot of money.

So no rich man will propose to her, and he will die for her.

She could only hold the mood of resentment and expectation, and waited for Shang Haosheng every day.

And Shang is disgusted, which is naturally the best punching bag she uses in her depressed days.

At that time, everyone who knew Zhuhe knew that what she hated the most was her son, otherwise how could there be a mother who named her child disgusted.

Shang Yan is like her pet, when she is in a good mood, she will feed him something to eat, and when she is in a bad mood, she will often beat and scold, or throw it out directly.

From the time he could remember, he knew that Zhu He was moody.

He also knew that his mother was very beautiful, but such a beautiful mother never treated him.

Shang Yi thought, maybe when he was young and ignorant, he longed for Zhuhe's maternal love.

It's just that the time should have been very short, so short that when he left that home at the age of fifteen, it was only relaxation.

Zhu He's agreement to sever relations, he forgot why he signed it, probably because they were fed up with each other's existence, so they simply didn't talk like it.

There was nothing unspeakable about these past events for Shang Yan, and after he finished speaking, he paused before he said to Qin Chu Nian: "You always said that I didn't tell you this, because I don't think there is anything to say, Nian Nian, my past is boring and dark, I don't want you to see this."