After the rain stopped, Sun Ma took the wild boar and left.

Sun Yudie and I stayed in the house.

Sun Yudie seems to have regarded me as her relative, and she has been sticking to me since Sun Jian went out, a big brother.

I thought Sun Jian would be back soon.

However, until the evening, I did not see Sun Jian.

Sun Yudie cried inexplicably.

She told me she was uncomfortable.

She said she missed her grandfather.

I left the hut with her and walked down the street in the direction I remember my grandson had taken when he went out.

At night, the streets are still very lively, full of people coming and going, but because Sun Yudie and I are beggars, everyone still avoids us.

The farther she walked into the street, the more Sun Yudie cried.

It wasn't until we came to a place where there were few people that I smelled blood, and looking for the smell of blood, I saw Sun Jian covered in bruises.

Sun Jian was lying in the alley, covered in blood, and he was dragging the choked half of the pig's leg in his hand, but the other wild boar was nowhere to be seen.

When Sun Yudie saw Sun Jian's appearance, she directly cried.

I just felt very uncomfortable when I looked at my grandson like this.

I carried him back to the hut, but when I laid him on the weeds, he swallowed his last breath, and until he died he could not say a word to us, except when he saw me, he handed me the remaining half of the boar's leg.

this day.

I suddenly felt like crying.

I'm used to seeing life and death.

Life and death have long been taken for granted to me.

But this time, when I saw Sun Jian's appearance, and saw Sun Yudie lying on Sun Jian's body crying silently, I still felt a little sour in my heart.

Don't think about it, I also know that Sun Jian's death should have something to do with the wild boar, and the half of the wild boar leg he desperately protected just wanted to give me an explanation.

Looking at Sun Yudie, I hugged her in my arms.

I asked her, "Shall we take revenge on Grandpa?" ”

Sun Yudie didn't answer me, but just hugged me with her backhand and hugged me very tightly.

After burying my grandson, I took Sun Yudie's hand and walked to the street again.

It was late at night.

There was no one on the street.

There was a faint smell of blood in the air, and I took Sun Yudie and followed the smell of blood back to the alley where I found Sun Jian, and I pushed open the door of the nearest house.

In the dark.

The bonfire was burning.

There was half a wild boar on it, and several people were laughing and talking about how to snatch the wild boar from Sun Jian today, with smug faces.

Looking at the way they looked, I just felt disgusted.

After drinking the Tenjin tea, I experienced the feeling of the gods, at that time, I thought about giving, thinking about blessing those who believed in me, at that time, even if the young man smashed my idol, I did not think about the evil of human nature.

Because at that time, I liked that feeling of protection.

I think that's my chance.

As Lieberwin once emphasized.

Village watchman.

Guarding the village and the soul of the town.

The most important thing is this word.

Tenjin tea gave me a deeper understanding of this word, and that is the opportunity I got from Tenjin tea.

But now......

I just found out.

Even if it's a god.

You can also choose not to protect some people.

People are divided into good and evil.

I didn't know how to tell the difference.

But now I understand.

When I left the alley, the smell of blood in the air was even stronger, and Sun Yudie kept lying on top of me, as if she was afraid, but she grabbed me tighter.

When it came back to the cottage.

Sun Yudie curled up on the weeds, looked at me and asked, "Big brother, will you leave me?" I don't have a grandfather anymore. ”

I replied with two words.

No.

When Sun Yudie heard my words, she burst into tears and laughed, although she smiled very reluctantly.

The next day begins.

I started doing grandchildren's things.

However, because Sun Yudie was afraid, when I woke up, he would wake up because of a little movement, and then follow me up the mountain to watch me catch wild boars and pheasants.

Sometimes I really can't find it, so I follow me to catch wild vegetables.

In the beginning, I always left things behind.

But as the days went by and things piled up, I chose Sun Jian's initial proposal to sell them on the street with me, and I got my first money.

I don't understand how much that's in.

Sun Yudie said that there are many.

There are several hundred.

I bought her a new outfit and changed it for myself.

But we remained in that hut.

It's just that life is getting better and better, and Sun Yudie is gradually growing up.

I forget how long it has been, it seems that it is just a blink of an eye, and Sun Yudie has become a slim girl.

She told me out of the blue that day that someone said they liked her.

When she said this to me, her cheeks were slightly red, and it was then that I remembered that many years had passed in the blink of an eye.

I asked who she was.

She didn't tell me, she just brought a boy her age that day.

The boy looked very shy, and when he talked to me, he always looked at Sun Yudie, looking nervous, and I looked at him, only to realize that before I knew it, I had become Sun Yudie's elder.

I started to decide to talk about marriage for her.

I suddenly thought of myself.

It seems that there is another person waiting for me.

It's just that it's been too long, I seem to have no memory, I racked my brain to think about it, but found that I seem to have forgotten my past, I only remember that day.

A little girl gave me a coin.

That day, when I saw her again, she gave me a chicken leg.

I was suddenly a little sad.

Three days later.

The boy brought a lot of things, and he said it was a dowry.

That day, Sun Yudie hugged me and said that she was reluctant to me, and told me to take me away and let me live in a new home with her, but I refused with a smile.

That day, she had a good laugh.

And I'm alone again.

I began to think, what is the meaning of living in this life?

I can't think of an answer.

It's just that from time to time, I will walk on the streets, watch those people of all kinds, and watch some vendors and customers quarrel over the lack of pounds and pounds.

Watching the husband and wife scold because of trivial matters in the family, they are like passers-by.

Looking at the corner of the wall that I was familiar with, there was a young man in ragged clothes squatting.

I found out that people's lives are really hard.

But why do they have to struggle with this pain?

I still can't think of an answer.

Until Sun Yudie found me in the hut with a big belly, she told me with a happy face that her man was very good to her and told me that she was about to give birth.

Tell me she's happy.

Tell me she misses me.

Tell me she wanted to go to her grandfather's grave.

Then I saw her secretly wiping away tears.

saw her reluctance to leave.

saw her forced smile, but when she looked at her stomach and looked at the person who came to pick her up in the sunset, the forced smile turned into relief.

I understood it all at once.

A person's life is nothing more than these ups and downs.

How to live and why to live, everyone is different.

At this moment, I suddenly realized that something that belonged to me was complete at this moment.