Chapter 24, Illusion (Part II)

In the early morning, a ray of warm sunlight shone down, Qin Mo opened his eyes in a daze, but suddenly jumped up from the bed, startled.

Familiar walls, familiar desks, familiar rooms, a familiar and friendly voice came from outside: "Xiaomo, it's almost time to get up and eat, it's late, and I'm late for school again." ”

Qin Mo froze in place and said to himself, "Is this a dream?"

Wearing familiar slippers, Qin Mo walked to the window, opened the window and saw the cars coming and going, so it was not lively, and the students in school uniforms walked together in twos and threes, holding breakfast, eating and talking at the same time.

"Was it a dream before?" Qin Mo thought of a strange world, and felt a little vague, "No, this is a dream." ”

"Squeak", the door opened, and a woman walked in, looking at Qin Mo who was stunned in front of the window, and said a little angrily: "You kid, you don't have long ears, I have to call you a few times before you are willing to come out?" Hurry up, it's time to eat, and I'm late again." ”

Qin Mo turned his head and looked at the woman's face, tears suddenly burst out of his eyes, and he couldn't believe it: "Mom?"

Seeing Qin Mo suddenly burst into tears, the woman was stunned for a moment, her face immediately showed worry, she walked over and touched his head, and said worriedly: "What's the matter, early in the morning, what are you crying about, are you sick?" Mom knows that you are under pressure, but this is going to be the college entrance examination, just once in your life, work hard, and it will be over." ”

Qin Mo suddenly took two steps back, wiped away his tears, and shouted, "No, you are not my mother, this must be a dream, by the way, it must be a dream." ”

When the woman heard this, her face changed, and she touched his head and said, "What nonsense are you talking about? I am not your mother, who is your mother?"

Qin Mo opened her hand and snatched the door out, but when he got outside, he saw a lot of traffic, and the students who came and went were all looking at him, a little strange, thinking that such a big person could cry like this?

"Dreams, by the way, must be dreams, let me think, let me think. Qin Mo closed his eyes and tried hard to recall his previous memories, but he felt a pain like a tear in his brain, "How can this be, why can't you sense the divine soul, why can't you sense the heaven and earth oven?"

When he opened his eyes, everything in front of him had not changed, but his mania attracted more people's attention, and after a while, the woman chased after him, approached cautiously, and suddenly hugged him, and said, "Xiaomo, what's wrong with you, nothing happened to you, right?"

Familiar warmth, familiar voice, this is his mother, a woman who has worked all her life.

Qin Mo didn't care about the strange eyes around him, but he suddenly felt a little down, and said to himself: "Isn't it a dream? ”

Qin Mo smiled bitterly, and suddenly broke away from his mother's embrace, but found that there were tears left in the corners of her eyes, and used her sleeve to help her wipe away the tears, and said with a smile: "Mom, I'm fine, I just thought about a lot of things, and I was a little sad." ”

"Ah......" The woman looked strange, thinking of what could be so sad, but she was very distressed, "Why don't you go to class today, I'll call your teacher and ask you for a leave." ”

"No, I'm fine, I'm really fine. Qin Mo hugged the woman, "Mom, I miss you, really, really, really want to." ”

"You kid. The woman seemed a little uncomfortable, since she had grown up, the woman had never seen her son so dependent on her, "Isn't your mother always with you? ”

"I just want to. Qin Mo hugged the woman tightly.

"Okay, okay, Mom is here, I'll give you a leave of absence today, let's go to dinner quickly." Seeing that the people around her were looking at her wrongly, the woman quickly broke away.

Qin Mo was smiling, singing a little song, and walked back to the house, this is a rental house, rented next to the school, in order to have a good score in the college entrance examination, his mother specially came from home to accompany him.

The familiar soy milk fritters, as well as two side dishes, this is the simplest breakfast when he was in school, Qin Mo felt that he was about to vomit before, but for some reason, the more he ate this time, the more fragrant he tasted.

Seeing his mother staring at him, Qin Mo smiled, picked up a fritter, and said, "Mom, you can eat it too." ”

"When you're done, I'll eat again. The woman had a smile on her face, but she was faintly worried, her son was too abnormal today.

While talking, she picked up her mobile phone and was about to make a call, but was snatched by Qin Mo: "Mom, what are you doing?"

"Ask for leave, although it is not good to take a leave of absence after the college entrance examination, but the body is the most important thing. The woman said.

"No, I'm fine, I can still withstand this pressure. Qin Mo said with a smile, returned the phone, swept away the food, and said, "Mom, I'm going to school." ”

Carrying his schoolbag, Qin Mo trotted out of the rental house, raised his head and looked at the window of his house, but saw his mother looking at him, he couldn't help but show a smile, and said, "Mom, I'm going to eat plum cabbage and pork at night, are you doing it well?"

Seeing this smile, the woman was relieved and said, "As long as you want to eat, Mom will make it for you, be careful on the road." ”

"Okay. As soon as Qin Mo turned around, he trotted towards the school, until the rental house couldn't see this side, he suddenly stopped, and tears came out of his eyes.

"Damn illusion, damn dream, damn !!" Qin Mo scolded loudly, but he was very reluctant, "I've always wanted to go home, but now I'm back, why am I unhappy? Why? Is it really just a dream of Nanke? No, no, although the memory is vague, I know that it is real......

"Hey, hey, Qin Mo, what are you doing?" Suddenly, a nice female voice came.

Qin Mo didn't dare to look back and wiped away his tears, but his eyes were still red.

The person behind him walked up, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "What are you doing mysteriously?"

Qin Mo lowered his head, and the person who came also lowered his head, but when he saw Qin Mo's eyes flying red, he was surprised: "Are you crying?"

"You're crying. Qin Mo raised his head, looked at the girl in front of him, and said in surprise, "Why are you!"

"Why don't you take any medicine?" the girl stared at him strangely, "Didn't you take any medicine today?"

Qin Mo tried hard to recall the memories in his mind, he was sure that he had seen this girl, in that mysterious world, but no matter how he thought about it, he just couldn't remember, but a familiar memory emerged.

"Chen Duling!" Qin Mo shouted loudly.

The girl was startled, took two steps back, and looked at him in surprise: "Do you have a fever?"

The girl's name is Chen Duling, and she is a classmate of Qin Mo High School, and her memory is so clear, even this face is so familiar.

"You're just having a fever. Qin Mo glared at her angrily, turned around and walked out of the alley.

"It seems that I really didn't take any medicine. Chen Duling muttered, but followed closely, "Wait for me, you play with your life, I don't know if I have a question, can you tell me about it." ”

"Not available. Qin Mo subconsciously replied.

"It won't take much time for you. Chen Turin said.

"By the way, as soon as you study committee, do you still need to ask me for advice?" Qin Mo turned his head and stared at her seriously.

"This ...... This...... I...... I'll ......" Chen Duling's face turned red, squeaked for a long time, and then said, "But this question, only you know." ”

After speaking, he ran away like a fly, and entered the school gate in a blink of an eye, leaving Qin Mo to stay where he was.

"Chen Duling, Chen Duling......" Qin Mo thought in his mouth......

In the evening, after returning from school, Qin Mo smelled a familiar fragrance before he entered the house, pushed the door and said, "Mom, you have made buttoned meat." ”

The door was pushed open, Qin Mo stayed where he was, and saw his mother busy in the kitchen, and on the sofa in the living room, there was a middle-aged man sitting with a pair of glasses, looking very serious.

Seeing Qin Mo, a smile squeezed out of the middle-aged man's face, which looked very funny and made people laugh.

"Dad, why are you here. Qin Mo walked in the door and put down his schoolbag.

"I'm back, wash my hands and get ready to eat. The mother immediately glanced at the man on the couch.

"Oh, oh, it's not time, come and see you. "Men squeak and are obviously not good at lying.

Qin Mo didn't debunk it, it must have happened in the morning, which scared his mother, so he called over and called his father over, which made him a little sad.

My father was a bus driver, and he had been running long distances for many years, so he didn't have much time at all, but his father still left all his work and rushed here.

I remember when I was a child, I often stuck to my father's side, but when I grew up, I found that there were fewer and fewer words between father and son, and I became more and more silent.

The meal was full of joy, his mother's chopsticks did not stop, and she kept putting vegetables into Qin Mo's bowl, looking at the bowls that were piling higher and higher, Qin Mo's heart hurt as if it was torn.

Until after eating, his mother said that she would clean up, but Qin Mo stopped her and said, "Mom, sit down, I'll clean up." ”

"You?" the woman looked surprised, but said with a smile, "It's time to feel sorry for your mother, hurry up and review, and when you finish the college entrance examination, you will have something to do when you go home." ”

Qin Mo shook his head: "Mom, let me come." ”

The woman looked at the seriousness on her son's face, and couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, and the man on the side hurriedly glanced at her, as if to say, if the child wants to do it, you let the child do it.

couldn't resist Qin Mo, the woman had to put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand, and watched Qin Mo clean up, but her eyes were moved.

After tidying up everything, Qin Mo walked back to the table, his eyes moistened, and said, "Mom, Dad, thank you." ”

"You kid, why are you crying again, what's the matter?" the woman looked worried, and the man next to her frowned, obviously not understanding.

Qin Mo shed tears, but said with a smile: "Dad, I remember when I was a child, you often went out of the car, but often brought me some interesting souvenirs back, although those souvenirs are not very valuable, but they are basically things that I have been concerned about for a long time or are more fashionable and fresh at that time, I often take your gifts to the school to show off, every partner is envious, and as long as I am free, he will take me out to play......"

"And you, Mom. Qin Mo looked at the woman, "For my studies, you came here to study with me, and you left me with any delicious food, but when your back hurts, you never endure it......"

"I have fantasized about the episodes after you leave me, I am afraid of the loneliness after you leave, I am afraid of the sadness of your heart after you leave, I am afraid of the emptiness in your heart after you leave, I am afraid that after your lamp is extinguished, I will no longer shine. Qin Mo looked at the two of them, and his tears couldn't stop flowing, "Until one day......"

"Until one day I really left, I tried to remember your faces, but I found that it was getting more and more blurry, more and more out of touch, and you asked me why I was crying, because I saw you again. Qin Mo gritted his teeth, trembling all over, "But, I know, this is not true, I have to leave, get out of here, because I have to come back, come back to you!"

Speaking of this, Qin Mo took a long breath and said, "Mom, Dad, I love you." ”