Chapter 23 Heart-to-heart
Shen Yanxi listened to her words, was stunned for a moment, then frowned, and replied without blushing and heartbeat: "You change the question." ”
There was nothing unusual in her tone, as if she really just didn't want to answer this boring question.
Jiang An was stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect that with Shen Yanxi's temperament, he would refuse to answer this question, or avoid it. She smiled faintly, and then continued to herself: "I can see that His Royal Highness the Seventh Prince is indeed full of sincerity, and his appearance is also handsome and extraordinary, which is also a match for you. It's just that this world is quite big, and there are a lot of good people in the world, so Yanxi doesn't have to be so early. Jiang An thought that you should still find someone who is far away from this royal strife and has no shackles on your body to be with you. Otherwise, if you go all the way, you may end up with your free and easy bird broken off your wings and trapped in a cage, where you will not be able to live in peace all day long. ”
Shen Yanxi looked at her sad eyes, there was indescribable pain in them, although she persuaded her, it seemed to be talking about herself, and she couldn't help but feel a little troubled in her heart.
After a moment, she looked out of the carriage window, and watched the sky outside unconsciously dissipate the rare black clouds, the sunset rode the breeze, and the sun tried to disperse the last bit of light to the earth, and the light was not dazzling at all. Flowers and trees on the side of the road, vehicles and horses. Even everyone was dyed with a layer of orange color, and the exposed half of her face was no exception. Coupled with the gentle evening breeze, her hair is blown from time to time, just like someone once brushed her side face with such a warm hand.
Closing her eyes tightly, she touched the phoenix blood jade pendant on her neck with her hand, it was obviously the same temperature, but for some reason, her heart trembled.
Shen Yanxi was pulled back to reality by this strangeness, and when he turned his head, he saw Jiang An looking out through the small car window, his eyes full of tenderness and yearning.
She sat up straight, holding the scabbard and gently lifting the other's face to meet them. His eyes were full of incomprehension and solemnity, and his voice seemed to be full of doubt.
"Why do you want to be friends with me, my identity, in your eyes, has never been good."
Jiang An was frightened by her behavior from the beginning and was at a loss, but later smiled gently, with a thousand stars in his eyes. The words came slowly, like telling the gods all their misfortunes and blessings.
"Because of my health, I have always lived in the boudoir for a long time, and I have seen very few women, let alone go out. Despite this, the sons of different families, the royal relatives and relatives will still come to the door, wanting to get to know each other and get close to the prime minister's mansion, but my family and I will definitely refuse. It is precisely because of this that my father and brother have not taken a stand and taken a stand, so there are always people who are not at ease with their families, and they come up with a plan to send someone to take the life of my sick man. After living like this for a long time, I feel that life is meaningless, especially although the Prime Minister's Mansion looks glamorous on the outside, but in fact, because of me, my father and brother are incorruptible, and the inside is already dilapidated and overstretched. It would not be an exaggeration to say that the family wealth was scattered. But fate in this world is always wonderful. It seems to be deliberately giving me hope. In the past month, I first met a strange man, but because I had saved his life, he often came to me, saved me from danger, accompanied me through the thousands of worlds in this book, and brought me all kinds of strange things. Later, I met you again. You're different from all the women I've met, and you're so special. Although he has a cold face and a hard mouth, he is gentle and delicate everywhere. Although she is a female killer who came to get her things back, she just gave me enough thin noodles as a thief who didn't ask for it. I will respect people and will give me the right to choose. You can do good kung fu, you can fly the eaves and walk the wall, you can understand medicine and poison, and you can write well. When I saw you again, I recognized you, even though your identity and attire had changed. Because of a girl like Yanxi, her temperament is not something that ordinary people can easily imitate, and she is also Jiang An, who wants to be a person in this life but can never become. And, oops! ”
Shen Yanxi withdrew the scabbard, and then unexpectedly flicked the other party's brain, Jiang An, who was in pain, leaned back against the wall of the carriage, and for a while the famous etiquette was briefly left behind, he pulled out the bead hairpin on his head and put it aside, and tried to rub the part of his head that was played a little tricky with his hands, and at the same time looked at Shen Yanxi with his big watery eyes, silently accused, waiting for an explanation.
Shen Yanxi looked at her a little funny, and leaned back like the other party, clasped his hands around his chest, stilted his legs, and asked her with his lips slightly hooked.
"Could it be that you ladies of official eunuchs, or famous ladies, think like you? Always envy those women who know martial arts and have skills? From time to time, you want to pack your bags, hold a sword in your hand, travel around the world with two friends, and explore the unknown world? Or, to act chivalrous and righteous, to get rid of the evil and injustice in the world? ”
Jiang An continued to rub his head and nodded honestly: "Jiang An can't represent other women, but he really thinks so." ”
Shen Yanxi's eyelids jumped, and he lowered his temples with his hands, looking at her like a fool.
"You've read too much of the book, these are too unrealistic."
Jiang An continued to ask: "Why?" ”
Shen Yanxi's feet dangling in the air paused, and he was speechless for a while, not knowing where to start.
Jiang An rarely saw her expression, but he couldn't bear to continue to ask her in his heart. In this world, everyone has their own hardships, Yanxi is the same, she is not a god, how can she really be so easy?
"Yanxi, I don't want to know. Many things, in fact, have to have answers. The doctor is with us all the way, maybe he will agree to help me, and when my heart palpitations are healed, will you teach me to climb over the wall? ”
Shen Yanxi's face was full of question marks, the first thing this girl did when she got better, she actually wanted to learn to climb over the wall?
"Why?"
"Because I've never turned it, there are a lot of bridges in the book, all of which are women climbing over the wall, escaping from the small courtyard and the deep palace, I also want to try. If you find it a little difficult, you can learn to climb trees first. ”
Shen Yanxi sighed silently, she could finally understand Meng Wanchuan's mood when she said that she was a little different.
"Climb the wall of the deep palace and want to be beheaded?".
Jiang An pulled the broken hair from his ears, then took out the small mirror from the jewelry box, re-hairpinned the hairpin, and slowly returned: "If there is really that day, I will probably be satisfied because I got a moment of joy." It's just that don't bother my family. ”