The sky in winter is unpredictable, dark clouds cover the sky, the cold wind blows, Xu Xiangchi stands on the side of the road waiting for a taxi, she wears a blue mask, but she can't cover her swollen eyes.

After getting in the car, she went to Baihu Mountain, all the way was very lively, full of lights, jubilant, and the car also put Spring Festival songs such as congratulations on your fortune.

Xu Xiangchi's eyes were empty, and his body seemed to be unable to lock his soul, and his eyes drooped.

The driver accosted her, but she didn't answer, and after a long time, the driver was silent.

Xu Xiangchi only felt that his head hurt, the pain was so painful that his nerves were bursting, his face couldn't help but tremble, and Ling Xingxiang's face flashed back and forth in his mind.

and the picture of her and Ling Xing.

Ling Xingxiang's smile, Ling Xingxiang's silence, Ling Xingxiang's attention.

All this has come to naught, and it has become a huge mirage.

Xu Xiangchi began to wonder if she was having a nightmare and entered a world without Ling Xing, and then she began to pinch her hand, and red marks slowly appeared on her white hand.

It hurts afferents, but she's running away from it.

Why not a dream, why not a dream, why not a dream?

After arriving at the destination, Xu Xiang paid late, and the driver drove away.

The vicinity of Baihu Mountain is very desolate, and there are even fewer people during the Spring Festival, and there are neat rows of souls growing on the bare mountain.

Xu Xiangchi pulled up her heavy head, raised her chin with difficulty and looked up, the mountain was quite high, she followed the sign and went in, and the way up the mountain was very quiet.

Xu Xiangchi felt that it was just that she couldn't hear them chatting, which was why everything was so quiet.

I can't hear what I want to hear, and I can't hear what I don't want to hear.

As she walked, she looked at the name, and the more she climbed, the more she felt breathless, as if she had forgotten that she was a "lonely" patient with a short life.

When you are not emotional, you don't feel pain, but once you have emotions, your body begins to react violently.

As if to warn her, you are terminally ill and don't act rashly.

About halfway up the mountain, Xu Xiangchi saw Ling Xingxiang's name.

Aiko Ling Xing

Xu Xiangchi's footsteps immediately stopped, walked forward, and saw the flowers placed next to him, Xu Xiangchi's eyes suddenly flashed with a guilty expression, and he said to himself: "I'm sorry, I didn't bring you a bouquet of flowers when I came." ”

Then Xu Xiangchi took a look around and found that there were some dog tail grasses, Xu Xiangchi took materials on the spot, picked a few squatting in front of Ling Xingxiang's tomb, and made a dog tail grass flower after a while.

Just when Xu Xiangchi was thinking about where to put this "flower", he saw an envelope pressed under the stone next to him, wrapped in a plastic bag.

Xu Xiangchi took out the envelope, opened the plastic bag, and saw an intact white envelope with the words written on the front.

"Belated love is lighter than grass"

"Those who leave the scene first say sorry, and then enjoy the world after the curtain ends"

The words were trembling, Xu Xiangchi opened the envelope, and there was a piece of stationery inside, but this letter paper only had three lines written, and when it came to the fourth line, there was only one "next to the words"

The first line "I am a melancholy guest in the world, I know what is going on in my tears, and I remember my life in the sound of broken intestines" (don't be bitter in the world)

The second line "There is no positive color in the world, pleasing to the eye is beautiful" (encouragement)

The third line, "If you go, it doesn't matter who I am" (let her find another lover)

Xu Xiangchi didn't cry this time, because she felt that in the dark, Ling Xingxiang seemed to have something to do with her, thinking, Xu Xiangchi held the letter above his head, and under the three lines were the words of the seal, and the content of the seal was.

Xu Xiang is late.

The winter grass rolled and rolled in the cold wind, and the faint warm sun tried to burst out with light, falling on Xu Xiangchi's face, on the letter paper in her hand, and on her lonely heart.

The letter was left for her.

It was the last message that made her die of this heart, but Ling Xing left you, how could she die of her heart?

She squatted down in front of the tombstone, folded the letter, stuffed it back into the envelope and put it in a plastic bag and put it back in that place, she would rather never read the letter in her life, and then leave and go to him.

She wants to talk to Ling Xing face to face to make things clear that she didn't make clear, she wants to say it face to face.

The mountain is bare, not only green, but towards the sun, just like life without a body but the soul is drifting, along the way to come, Xu Xiangchi went down the mountain.

She didn't know where she was going.

Just when she was about to reach the mountain gate, a person blocked her way, Xu Xiang didn't look up, but the person who came recognized her.

"Xu ...... Xu Xiangchi? ”

Xu Xiangchi raised her head when she heard the sound, and the image of a girl fell into her eyes, it was Jiang Zi.

But it's different from Jiang Zi in her dream, to be precise, it's the girl who has been accompanying Ling Xingxiang in this world.

Seeing Xu Xiangchi's messy and casually fluttering hairstyle, sallow face and sickly white lips, Jiang Zi could see that Xu Xiangchi's current situation was very poor, so bad that he fell down as soon as the wind blew.

Xu Xiangchi slowly raised his eyes, met Jiang Zi's gaze, didn't speak for a long time, continued to walk down, and when he walked to Jiang Zi's side, he was stopped by Jiang Zi.

Xu Xiangchi's eyes were still looking at the ground, silent as a quiet lake, she didn't have anything to say to Jiang Zi.

Jiang Zi said with some anger: "Why are you here?" ”

Xu Xiangchi replied to Jiang Zi lightly: "Come and see him." ”

Jiang Zi felt a little ridiculous when he heard her answer, and snorted coldly: "Come and see him now, what about the previous years?" The world has evaporated? ”

Hearing Jiang Zi's cynicism, she didn't refute it, because Jiang Zi was right, she had evaporated from the world for so many years.

Because she knew that Ling Xingxiang had been admitted to such a good school, such a good family, and everything superior, he must have lived well, and they only had a little bit of agreement and memories in high school.

Ling Xingxiang should have forgotten her in his new life, and he should have met her lover again, just like Jiang Zi, who was right with him, not like her.

But she didn't expect that Ling Xinghui would always remember their agreement, went to Ningjian, went to study psychology, studied graduate school, and went to Meihua Mountain on the day of graduation.

He kept his promise and kept his promise, but she pushed him away because of a failure.

Hearing Jiang Zi's sneer, the corners of Xu Xiangchi's mouth were inexplicably slightly raised, his eyes were still lowered, and he said, "It's me who broke the appointment." ”

"That's what happened."

"So, I'll atone for my sins in my own way."

After speaking, Xu Xiangchi shook off Jiang Zi's constraint and walked straight down the mountain, Jiang Zi listened to Xu Xiangchi's words, and always felt that something was wrong, what did Xu Xiangchi want to do?

Jiang Zi did not continue to go up the mountain, but followed Xu Xiangchi and walked down the mountain, she wanted to see what Xu Xiangchi wanted to do to atone for his sins.

Xu Xiangchi walked all the way, got into a taxi, and said to the driver: "Go to Huanhai Park." ”

Jiangqiao City is surrounded by mountains and seas, and you can see free sea views when you arrive at the sea park in the port.

Soon arrived outside Huanhai Park, Xu Xiang paid the fare late and got out of the car, went inside, Jiang Zi got off a taxi from the back door, stood at the gate outside Huanhai Park and watched Xu Xiangchi walk in.

Jiang Zi's face flashed with doubts, what are you doing in Huanhai Park in winter?

The winter wind is biting cold, and the shore is like a sharp knife piercing the skin, and after a while, the sun is hidden in the clouds, and the dark sky is dense and opaque.

Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year, and there are almost no people outside Huanhai Park, after all, during the Spring Festival, everyone likes to go to major squares or travel to the south.

The southern sea and the northern sea are the same sea, but they bring different winds.

In winter, warmth and cold, of course, warmth is superior.

Jiang Zi hesitated for a while and walked in, Xu Xiangchi walked towards the beach with his hands in his pockets, getting closer and closer to the sea water, close to the cold sea water in winter.

Xu Xiangchi remembered the scene when Ling Xingxiang brought her, and it was also this sea in his memory, when the sea was gentle and his lover was in his arms.

But now, everything is gone.

Ling Xing is gone, she can't wait for summer, the sea is biting.

Xu Xiangchi walked in, the sea water was rising, she felt the ice water devour her velvet pants first, and the ice needles pierced into her skin little by little, and she still felt a little warm at that moment.

When the sea water was about to submerge Xu Xiangchi's calf, Jiang Zi came in and saw Xu Xiangchi, Jiang Zi's eyes widened and he ran over and shouted to Xu Xiangchi: "Xu Xiangchi, what do you want to do!! ”

"You're crazy, come up!"

Xu Xiangchi heard Jiang Zi's voice, but she didn't want to hear it at this time.

She continued to walk, Jiang Zi saw that she didn't pay attention to her at all, and scolded angrily: "The same stubbornness as Ling Xingxiang." ”

Saying that, Jiang Zi hurriedly threw down the bag and ran into the sea, Xu Xiang saw Jiang Zi coming late and sped up her pace, but her physical strength was limited in the end, and she couldn't compare with Jiang Zi at all, and was pulled back to the shore by Jiang Zi three or five times.

The lower half of the clothes of the two of them were soaked, Jiang Zi glanced at Xu Xiangchi angrily, but seeing Xu Xiangchi's godless gaze, Jiang Zi didn't say anything about her, looked around, picked up the bag, pulled Xu Xiangchi and walked to the hotel.

Jiang Zi looked at Xu Xiangchi inch by inch, and called the boss to trouble them to buy two winter clothes for them, and the boss agreed.

The two people who had taken a shower and changed their clothes were sitting in the hot suite with a lot of heating, Xu Xiangchi didn't speak, Jiang Zi raised his eyes and glanced at Xu Xiangchi, and what he wanted to say was also mentioned and stopped.

After another while, Jiang Zi said in a deep voice, "Do you want to go to him?" ”

After Xu Xiangchi heard it, he didn't have anything else but nodded to show his attitude, and then Jiang Zi smiled, put his hands on his thighs, looked at Xu Xiangchi, and said, "You are not atoning for your sin, you are deepening your sin." ”

Hearing Jiang Zi say this, Xu Xiangchi subconsciously raised his head and wanted to refute, but Jiang Zi didn't give her a chance and continued:

"You're a love brain, right?"

"I don't have the courage to go to the appointment, and I want to die for the person I like."

"Have you ever thought about your parents and family?"

"Is Ling Xingxiang so worth it?"

"Have you asked Ling Xingxiang's opinion?"

Hearing Jiang Zi scolding mercilessly, Xu Xiangchi's silence was broken by Jiang Zi and he raised his head to look at her.