Lin Zhao went out for about an hour late and rushed back.

He stood in the doorway without even changing his slippers, quietly looking at the man sitting on the sofa.

Chen Ji'an was resting on the sofa, but woke up as soon as he heard the sound.

The two of them were now familiar with each other's footsteps, and before he could open his eyes, he murmured, "You're back?" ”

Lin Zhaowan lowered his head to avoid his gaze, and changed his slippers: "I'm back, why are you lying here to sleep?" ”

Chen Ji'an rubbed his eyes and sat up from the sofa: "I just worked extra at home, and I'm going to Germany on a business trip for a week next week." ”

The leader's task came suddenly, and he was only notified after she went out. It just so happened that the atmosphere between the two of them was not very good during this time, maybe Xiao Biesheng would be much better if he was newly married, and he would be on a business trip.

He remembered the egg tarts in the kitchen: "The egg tarts are still hot, do you want to eat them?" ”

Her spirit was still a little flustered: "Oh, it's okay, I'll eat later." ”

After changing into slippers, Lin Zhaowan walked in his direction.

After hesitating for a while, she tentatively cared: "You are going to Germany, how long will you go?" ”

Wouldn't it be the same as before, going for a long time and not wanting to come back, until something happened to her?

During this time, the memories of the past in her mind became clearer and clearer, except for the memories before junior high school, which were still a little vague, and almost everything else was remembered.

But the contrast is also more obvious, the previous amnesiac she was confident and happy, and she was not at all sensitive now.

Thinking of the time he left her, he left a cruel word with himself before going to Germany. That indifferent appearance is still unforgettable.

Even when she woke up from the nightmare, she felt trembling all over.

He dragged his suitcase towards the airport, and she could only look for him everywhere in the airport, and finally found it, and rushed forward, but was crowded away by the crowd.

Because she was running too fast, she was knocked to the ground by the endless crowd next to her.

It hurts.

But he's already going through security, and she's out of time.

"Brother Ji An!" She frowned and got up from the ground.

Chen Ji'an looked back at her, his eyes were stunned for a moment, and he stopped.

The emotions in his eyes are complex and indescribable.

As if she was distressed, and as if she felt that she had encountered trouble that was not easy to refuse, the sensitive and immature buds in her heart were rained and damp.

Until she rushed over and looked at him aggrievedly.

The expression on his face was calm, and he said lightly: "I'm going to Germany, take care of yourself"

She was so full of hope that she could only keep him.

In order to keep him, he is willing to do anything, even if he temporarily abandons the most important self-esteem of girls.

She was out of breath and stretched out her hand tremblingly, wanting to leave him behind: "Brother Ji An, don't go......"

Don't leave her, okay?

The huge airport was hovering with voices urging Chen Ji'an to leave, and the whole world was so noisy that it seemed that only she, an ignorant child, was holding on to someone who couldn't be kept.

And this time he seems to have finally made up his mind to leave her.

"I told you ......"

She could guess that this was a precursor to rejecting her, and the insensitivity was encroaching on her heart step by step.

Murphy's Law is accurate.

He withdrew his hand and said indifferently, "I can't take care of you anymore." I'm really leaving, you should have your own life and go to college. ”

He turned and prepared to leave.

There was a heavy stone in her heart that fell. smashed her so much that she almost fainted, and her chest was so tight that she couldn't breathe.

Her eyes were swollen and red, and she took two steps to chase after her, using all her bravery: "Chen Ji'an! ”

She stood behind him and roared, crying, "Do you really not like me? ”

His back paused there for a moment, and he didn't even want to turn his head to reject her, but responded directly: "I don't like you, please don't bother me." ”

He almost told her that she was in trouble.

And that day, she just watched him leave quietly, but she couldn't do anything.

As he left, she squatted down, tears falling down as if the thread had been broken.

The entire airport seems to be only a rush of passers-by, and the couples hugging next to her are dazzling.

She was so envious, so envious that she wanted to ask God, why did there be so many gaps in their lives?

She hugged her knees aggrievedly, didn't dare to cry, like a helpless child, and sobbed in a low voice: "Brother Ji An......"

They didn't even have the identity of a hug.

Her crush is a one-man war and a huge fight. But for him, it's a self-inflicted disturbance. And no one cares how much she likes him, because she's the clown who destroys all order.

Disrupt the order of the airport, affect his boarding of the plane, and disturb his life plan.

Disrupts the order of the world, likes a man who is nine years older than himself, and has liked him since high school.

She was afraid that gossip would attack them, that she would not be blessed by everyone, but it seemed that she was afraid too soon.

Because the person she likes doesn't like her at all and won't give her this chance.

"Ji'an." She whispered his name.

I woke up from a dream.

Lin Zhao came back to his senses at night, and now he has woken up from the dream, and he has realized this dream, enough is enough.

She shouldn't be so greedy anymore, using her selfish desires to influence him again and again, so that he can stay by her side.

It's not love.

Such two people are also not a match.

Originally, I went home this time with the mood to reconcile, but at this moment, I don't know how to speak......

She figured it out.

She won't stop his dream anymore, even if he goes to Germany this time, he won't come back, and she won't be an obstacle to him.

Lin Zhaowan smiled, took a deep breath, and told himself to relax: "Going to Germany should always be your ideal, this time I have the opportunity to go back and have a look, it's good." ”

What belongs to you will eventually come back, and what doesn't belong to you can't stay.

Chen Ji'an didn't expect her to say this after recovering her memory.

"Would you be willing if my job was to keep me there and send me out for a year, or even longer?"

still, because of the comparison of Fu Liwang now, she doesn't love him so much.

Who is he to say that she is sensitive?

Aren't you a sensitive person?

She was in a tumultuous mood, but her face was soothing: "Then you can go, if this is your heart's desire." ”

He leaned forward and asked anxiously, "Aren't you worried that this will affect our relationship?" ”

She shook her head, "No. ”

How can their relationship be affected?

She clenched her fists and looked at him seriously: "Even if you go to Germany and decide to leave me and find a better person, I think this is also your own decision, and I will support you." ”。

But there were still a few words she hadn't said to him, and that was—