086: Plane crash
In the afternoon, as soon as Lin Zhaowan finished the performance, he went home to wash his hair, take a shower and spray perfume.
If it had been according to the original plan, Chen Ji'an and his colleague's flight would have arrived in Sui'an City at eight o'clock this evening. But since yesterday contact, there has been no news from him.
She didn't know exactly which flight they were on.
I wonder if he'll come back......
But judging from the attitude of his speech last time, he should come back?
In fact, she didn't know the bottom of her own heart, and she didn't want to delay his career because of her. But to be honest, he didn't come back, and he would feel terrified.
Ambivalence is like a wave, wave after wave that drowns her.
She took a deep breath and didn't think about it so much: "No matter, let's get ready first." ”
She waited until about seven o'clock to call him again, but no one answered.
Listening to the non-stop beeping on the other side of the phone, she hung up the phone and sighed: "Otherwise, I'd better go to the airport and wait." ”
Lin Zhaowan rushed to the airport like this and waited at the airport for an hour.
At half past eight in the evening, she called him again, but there was still no answer.
There are only two flights left for the plane back from Germany to Sui'an today, and if she waits, maybe the plane is delayed?
Before she noticed, a shadow scurried up to her and sat down.
Fu Liwang handed over the strawberry bread: "You are abusing your stomach here, and you don't know how to eat something?" ”
Since the fire ended, he had learned a lot about Lin Zhaowan. Every single one of them took him by surprise, and she was stronger and braver than he had ever imagined.
She's only twenty-one years old, and she'll be twenty-two next year.
She broke free from her complicated thoughts, and her eyes were still blank. She felt like she was waiting for an answer, and either way it would make her feel sad.
But growing up is about gradually accepting that there are many things in the world that make you sad.
She slowly raised her hand and took the piece of bread: "Thank you......"
Fu Liwang sat beside her quietly and talked to her: "Chengcheng said that her brother-in-law is coming back today, don't worry about you waiting here alone, let me come over to accompany you." ”
In fact, he knew that Chen Ji'an would not necessarily come back, and Lin Zhaowan, a fool, was disappointed countless times because of his many wishes, if he didn't come back at that time, she wouldn't cry at the airport.
She tore open the package, shook her head, and replied slowly: "What is there to accompany here, you might as well go back and make money." ”
Fu Liwang sat with Erlang's legs crossed, looking relaxed, and contented: "Didn't you say that?" Now it's family, can't I accompany my family? ”
She was stunned for a moment, looking at his gradually fiery gaze, as if she saw the sister who had been with her before.
Does it mean that good people go to heaven when they die?
So she went to heaven, knew her past wishes, and no longer wanted to leave her alone, so she let her have another family.
She suddenly thought of something: "Fu Liwang, you won't go to the back of me, right?" ”
He wanted to tease her, so he deliberately replied in an exaggerated tone: "Yo, you can see this." ”
“……”
She chewed the bread, it was supposed to be sweet, but at this moment, it didn't feel so sweet.
She put down her bread and turned her head with a smile: "Because I have done something like this too, when I lost all my memory." ”
"At that time, I also regarded Chen Ji'an as a person with other purposes, I didn't know him at all, how could I trust him? Now that I think about it, it's really stupid. ”
In order to protect her, he didn't even stay in Germany, and ran back. When she came back, she was regarded as a pervert.
If you think about it, if he had stayed in Germany at the time and come back now, he would have been a more high-end technical talent. It was she who influenced his future, and he had no regrets from beginning to end.
Because he feels indebted to himself for so many years of waiting, he is willing to give up his future and run back to her to keep her safe, right?
However, he was obviously also an innocent victim designed by Chu Jiangshan......
If she hadn't pestered him unreasonably when she was a child, maybe those people in the Chu family wouldn't have treated him like this, right?
So, she was also at fault.
He doesn't owe her, and he can't pay it back in the future.
"Do you want him back, or do you want him to come back?"
The bread in her hand is about to be pinched and deformed, if her mood can be pinched out and manifested, at this moment, her mood has been pinched into a knot, a chaotic knot.
"I don't want him back, and I want him back."
That's why she's so conflicted.
Because reason told her to let go. And the emotion told her that she couldn't give up the future that she had fought for so many years and could only see with great difficulty.
When she really had to face the result, she realized that she was not as great as she imagined.
Reality tells her that there are too many unknowns in Germany. In addition to a long-distance relationship, there is also a Su Mingwei. This relationship may gradually become precarious over time, and it is not as bright and romantic as it is now.
It turns out that love really has a lot of selfish sides, and people who can overcome these selfishness and choose to let go are really powerful. But sometimes, letting go is not because you don't love, but because you love too much.
Fu Liwang raised his hand and rubbed her head, wanting to give her a little support. A few seconds later, he reacted again, and it didn't seem to be suitable for such an alarmist environment in China, so he took his hand back like an electric shock.
He grew up abroad, and this action doesn't mean much, but maybe if she is photographed by someone with ulterior motives, she will think that she is cheating. The words scribbled by the media are not a good thing for her.
He subconsciously said, "Don't worry too much, trust his decision." ”
In hindsight, when did he Fu Liwang become such a thoughtful person?
He finally got rid of being said to be a "robot".
Lin Zhaowan suddenly had a burst of electricity in his mind: "Fu Liwang, haven't you always wanted to see your biological father?" Actually, I also have questions for him, so I'll accompany you next time. ”
Lately, the images in her mind have been blurry, especially in her dreams.
There was a child in the dream who had been running with Chen Ji'an repeatedly, and Chu Yuxi shot him to shut him up. She had been having this nightmare and didn't know why......
She may have another question that should be clarified, that is: the grievances between Chu Jiangshan and Chen Ji'an.
Fu Liwang nodded, and he was also relieved to have her accompany him to meet the family member he was familiar with and strange.
At this moment, there were suddenly bursts of cries and screams from the airport. The security guards rushed in one by one, keeping order, like something serious had happened?