He finally let go of his defense, said the sadness buried in his heart bit by bit, and let himself go with this groggy energy.

He put his arm around the clown's shoulders and vented the sadness in his heart: "Others think that Fu Liwang is very rich and accomplished, but in fact, this accomplished child, from childhood to adulthood, has the greatest wish to have a family." It doesn't matter if I don't have a mom, as long as my dad can come and see me more. ”

Fu Liwang blushed and spoke intermittently, but he knew very well what he wanted in his heart: "But I know now that my father doesn't love me either." I wonder if my existence is worthless, I really have nothing but money. ”

He spoke like a child, speaking in a voice mixed with painful cries, giving his purest wishes to the clown who gave him the most happiness.

He asked expectantly: "I give someone 100 million, can you give me a father, I don't want so much money, I want a father." ”

The clown hesitated for a while and took the initiative to hug him, although it was just a gentle hug, it made Fu Liwang's heart warm up all of a sudden.

This is the warmest clown who takes him to the outside world. Others never understood him, whether it was his obsession with his father, or the absurdity of liking the image of the clown, but he didn't need it, he just wanted warmth.

Get, the warmth of the family.

This is what he has longed for the most since he was a child.

"Thank you, Joker."

The clown got up, picked up the cards in his hand again, and flipped them over.

[I hope you have to be happy every day, and the clown will always encourage you.] 】

The narrow and dark world in his heart was like the darkness that surrounded him at this moment, but it was not as lonely as it had been in the past, because a light and shadow fell obliquely.

He suddenly felt that the world was no longer so obscure, no longer just pure black and white.

The square in front of me became colorful, and the color of the clown became clear little by little, like his regret when he was a teenager became complete, and he couldn't see the color of the clown clearly at that time, but now he understands that every color has its wonderful, and the important thing is to experience it with your heart.

The clown handed him a copy of The Little Prince, tilted his head and waved goodbye to him.

Fu Liwang looked at the "Little Prince" in his hand blankly, and at that moment, he seemed to have met the childhood and teenager Fu Liwang.

This book was the button that opened his new world.

There are more people in the square than just now, and this world, in Fu Liwang's eyes and heart, has become a little more different.

A couple passed in front of him, and the girl suddenly stopped with her mobile phone: "Husband, I seem to have misremembered the way, and going to Pepsi hot pot is going backwards." ”

"You're really ......," the boy replied helplessly, "then quickly change directions." ”

As a result, as soon as he pulled the girl back, the girl who was looking down at her mobile phone bumped into a piece of softness and shouted: "Ah! ”

Fortunately, her husband grabbed her in time, otherwise she would have fallen. But the "soft" who was hit by her was not so lucky, and fell directly to the ground.

"Are you alright?"

The girl hurriedly tried to help her, but the head of the clown who was knocked down fell off, revealing a face that Fu Liwang was very familiar with.

After he felt a moment of surprise, she Lin Zhaowan hurriedly picked up the head, said "It's okay" to passers-by, straightened her hair by the way, and got up from the ground.

But her identity has been revealed, and it's too late to hide now.

Maybe it was the effect of alcohol that began to dissipate, or maybe it was the heart that was avoiding the immature childlike self just now, Fu Liwang asked her hesitantly: "Zhaowan, why are you here?" ”

The two men glanced at each other, and both fell silent.

Lin Zhaowan understood his mood very well, and knew that it must be very uncomfortable for him to face the true face of his father, whom he respected the most, and she had also experienced this feeling of his.

My dearest family members are actually the people who hurt me the most, and this feeling is a heartache that cannot be expressed in words.

She couldn't do anything more for Fu Liwang, so she could only comfort him with the best clown in his memories, hoping that he could come out and face his new life and not fall like his father.

What's more, he now has to take on the responsibility of the eldest brother, he also has to take care of Chengcheng, and he must build his psychological wall up, and he can't be bound by his own heart.

She walked over with the clown's head in her arms and naturally sat beside him: "Fu Liwang, haha, do you want to go back and rest?" ”

Fu Liwang's face was flushed, and he was a little embarrassed, moved to the side, and said awkwardly: "You just finished eavesdropping on my thoughts, and my tall and majestic image has been destroyed."

Lin Zhaowan rolled his eyes in his heart, from the time they first met, he didn't have the image of the so-called "tall and majestic", okay!

But in order to take care of his fragile little heart, she shrugged her shoulders and comforted him: "The clown is a clown, Lin Zhaowan is Lin Zhaowan, I don't remember what Fu Liwang said to me just now, I just remember that when I fell down and stood up, I saw a fragile little bully who was sad and drunk." ”

Fu Liwang felt embarrassed and embarrassed: "Don't tell Chengcheng, when she grows up, she will laugh at me as an elder brother with this matter, and I will be finished." ”

He still wants to save face.

Lin Zhaowan muttered: "We are not so unconscientious, okay?" She's a great cub for me to teach! ”

Unless, it was he who taught her badly, otherwise Chengcheng would not laugh at others casually.

"Fu Liwang, be happy."

"Are you happy?" He looked at her blankly and asked, "You haven't solved your own affairs, so you have to care about your brother's affairs." ”

“……”

It is estimated that in that Chen Ji'an's heart, his eldest brother is now a rival in love.

In fact, Fu Liwang has long figured it out that he and Zhaowan can only be brothers and sisters in this life.

Because brothers and sisters can be a lifelong couple, but couples may not be able to last long. What he longs for most in his heart is nothing more than family affection.

In this way, he should be a good brother to protect Zhaowan, instead of doing things that make her unhappy and let himself lose a family member.

Zhaowan is so good to him, if he still wants to destroy their relationship, it will be a little lacking in morality.

"I want you to be happy."

He raised his hand and touched her head: "This is a prayer as an older brother, I hope you can live well." The Chu family is sorry for you, and I will make up for it later. ”

The wind is drunk, and so is he, but this heart is unique and precious.

Lin Zhaowan's eyes turned red, and just when she thought she had no blood family, the world gave her a "big brother".

The next second, she regained her mood and stretched out her hand to him with a smile: "Okay, the three of us brothers and sisters are going to move forward together, and no one is allowed to fall first." ”