He Qiqi felt a little messy.

Looking at the 23 minutes and 07 seconds after Eubero's back left, she walked out of the dance studio sweating profusely.

Outside the window, there was an iris bent over.

He Qiqi stumbled out the door, his feet numb from the strenuous exercise. At this moment, her nerves were also a little tired, as if someone had sucked her bone marrow.

In fact, in this life, she has never thought about love anymore.

Why......

She stood in the doorway, leaning against the wall, her eyes blank. The weakness of her legs caused her whole body to slide down, and she picked up her knees.

It hurts a lot...... It's the wind blowing, right?

Why did this relationship that she had longed for in the past, but she didn't get it, and now she had given up, when she felt that she had pursued the desired success, suddenly appeared?

The image in the memory made her chest rise and fall a little uncomfortably.

The black ink was soaked in a little white, and the light that fell through the clouds soon after, soft and slightly weak. It snowed all night, and finally dawned.

The noise in the car gradually subsided, the panting sound changed from rapid to flat, and the tired body only felt more tired after a night of bumps.

She was sent to her grandmother's house again, and I don't know how many times.

The girl's fluffy head poked out and stretched, and her coat fell to her knees. That plain but extremely beautiful face, with a haggard sense of brokenness, is endearing.

The snow was still falling outside the window, and she had just woken up from that nightmare. Due to her parents, she has been accustomed to a life of exile since she was a child, and she is used to going to her grandmother's house alone, and she has long been very familiar with the scenery outside the car window.

"Little girl, do you want something to eat?"

A waiter in the car asked her, and she looked at her sister's smiling face, and I have to say that she was very envious.

She was only eleven years old at the time, but she was already old enough to notice how she was dressed. But she was wearing clothes that were a little dirty, and they were all too wide or old.

She wants to learn to dance, learn to sing, and want to stand and shine under the stage. Even if it's just a performance in the village, it's okay.

I don't know when I got this wish......

Fine beads of sweat broke out on her forehead, she frowned, and let out a deep breath. The resentment that I thought would be calmed down was like a small flame, and it ignited slightly.

She began to shift her attention—

There are irises outside the window.

Exuberant.

Although it was just a fake flower arrangement, she was very happy when she saw the blooming irises.

"Qiqi, what is your favorite flower!" In class, the teacher asked her this.

Just when her classmates were still fond of roses, lilies, and tulips, she sat up straight in her little chair and thought of a flower that no one had ever talked about.

The flower is called irises.

Her affection for this flower probably came from when she was three years old, and her mother still had a hobby of entertainment at that time, which was to grow flowers.

At that time, she didn't understand, and she held her mother, who had scars on her hands, and asked, "If you like it so much, why don't you plant it in front of our house?" ”

Mom didn't look over, a pale face, only a shallow smile remained: "That was my favorite flower when I was young, and I hope to live as beautiful as that flower." But now, now I understand, no. ”

He Qiqi remembered everything she had experienced since she was a child, she was very sensible, and naturally understood what her mother meant.

It doesn't matter, when she grows up and is rich, she will take her and move out, so that she can have as many irises as she wants, and she will plant a wall for her.

Growing up with this idea, He Qiqi used the first money he saved to buy iris seeds, but they were planted in Xiaobai's house at the same table. Xiaobai said that her mother liked this flower very much, and asked her father to open up a garden for her in the backyard to grow this flower.

At that time, after she listened to it, her nose was sore.

Tears fell "crackling", so frightened that Xiaobai thought he had said the wrong thing, and hurriedly handed her tissues.

She sniffed, shook her head, and choked up, "It's fine." ”

Everyone said she was strong, including her homeroom teacher. But only she knows how much she envies Xiaobai.

Not envy her yard, but envy her for having a father who loves her and her mother so much. This is the most precious treasure.

Later, she finally survived until she grew up and had the ability.

She was filled with excitement and joy, and for the first time she felt that the scenery of the train home was unusually beautiful. The scenery outside the window has not changed, and her mood has changed.

With a worried heart, He Qiqi found her mother, and she knelt in front of her: "Mom, don't you really want to go to Beicheng with me to live?" ”

When she asked her, there was a light in her eyes

But the mother was like a beautiful doll embedded in a music box, motionless, just staring out the window, with no sparkle in her eyes.

After a long time, she turned her head stiffly, smiled and said, "No need, you can go, I want to stay here." ”

She wanted to ask, but her white lips couldn't ask.

As for getting married and falling in love, due to the shadow of the past, He Qiqi didn't dare to dream like this since he was a child.