Chapter 72: The Brother (2)
Bai Zezhi also laughed, and then didn't know how to answer. She had a gut feeling that the person across from her liked her. This feeling was there at that time, just pretending not to know. Because of this kind of thing based on feelings, who can be sure when the window paper is not pierced?
There was no separate friendship between them, and they had never been alone before, and they were all four of them acting together. This time, Tong Ning suddenly came to the door alone, it seemed that there was something special...... Bai Zezhi had an intuition and premonition.
The two did not ask for a drink, but asked for two glasses of boiled water. After drinking several sips of water in a row, Tong Ning seemed to have made some kind of determination, and said to her, "Bai Zezhi, I came specifically to find you. ”
Bai Zezhi felt that it was better not to speak for the first time, and listen to what he would say next. Tong Ning took another sip of water, then smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Now that I'm older, my skin is thicker, and I dare to speak." At that time, I liked you very much, but I was thin-skinned and couldn't speak, so I kept it in my heart. Later, I was forced to go abroad by my father, and so many years have passed in a flash. If we continue like this, we will be old. So, no matter what, I'm going to tell you what I want to say, I want you to know. Later, as if he was having some difficulty, he jumped out a few words.
"I like you very, very, very much, let's get along!" He finally said those words.
After saying that, he looked at her seriously and boldly. Bai Zezhi was a little cramped by his burning gaze. She thought about it seriously and replied, "Thank you for the like." I also think you are a very good person, you love sports, sunshine, and generosity...... But ......"
Tong Ning interrupted her in time and said, "I'm afraid to hear you say, 'You're a very good person, but ......' or something like that." I have never dared to tell you because I am afraid to hear such an answer. You, is that what rejection means? He looked very lonely.
Bai Zezhi wanted to comfort him, "This is sincere, I really think you are a very good person, not to perfunctory you." It's just that I don't have that heartbeat, that indescribable feeling, it's important to me, and I don't know how to say it, I'm very sorry! ”
"Then have you ever felt a crush on anyone else?" Tong Ning asked.
"No, no, not all the time. So I'm sorry too, I hope to wait for that person. Bai Zezhi smiled bitterly.
"Then my situation is not too bad, is it?" Tong Ning came to his senses again, "I have a good suggestion, why don't you try 'Love for a long time'?" The feeling of heartbeat is nothing more than a momentary feeling, nothing more than love at first sight. 'Love at first sight' is actually the beginning of an adventure full of disguises, delusions, immaturity and assumptions, and it can be a storm, violent and hurtful...... And 'long-term love' is a long stream of water, gentle wind and drizzle, isn't it warmer and longer? Why don't we try to talk about a long-lasting love? ”
A long-lasting love, Tong Ning's words deeply touched her. Maybe she's been lonely for too long, maybe it's the pressure of the external environment is increasing, maybe it's the dreamer's too illusory and unattainable...... Bai Zezhi suddenly decided: I will promise him, since he is here.
Bai Zezhi didn't know if this was a positive attempt or a compromise on life.
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