Chapter 53: Postponement (3)
"It's not my style to speak well, it's too mediocre. Wait a minute! Other! I have a good suggestion! Seeing that Bai Zezhi raised the hand holding the double-sided tape again, Gu Youli hurried to speak urgently.
Gu Youli finally put away the smile on his face, and began to summarize and analyze Bai Zezhi seriously. When he is not serious, he is like a naughty child, making you laugh and want to beat him; When he is serious, he seems to have changed people, he is calm and reliable, as if he doesn't have to worry about anything, and with him, no trouble will become a trouble. The two sides of such a contradiction are harmoniously combined in his body, which makes Bai Zezhi so accustomed to it, which even Bai Zezhi himself does not realize.
Bai Zezhi propped his chin and listened carefully to Gu Youli's words. Her big eyes blink twice from time to time, and her long eyelashes are very cute. She was too quiet most of the time, a silence that transcended her age. But the cute, even childish part, will still be occasionally exposed, and ordinary people can't find it.
Gu Youli secretly thought to himself: Only I can see all her appearances, quiet, lively, atmospheric, naïve, elegant, and silly...... All of her appearances are visible to me, and they are all so cute that she doesn't even know about them!
Bai Zezhi didn't know Gu Youli's thoughts, she only felt that he still had a good way, so she decided not to care about his poor tone.
"I didn't think you still have some solutions." Bai Zezhi said frankly.
"Of course! I just rely on my brain to eat, can there be no way? Gu Youli said with a radiant and triumphant look.
"Hey, you're really! There's a saying that says, 'Say you're fat and you're panting'. Bai Zezhi gave him a blank look.
"Wrong, this is called a deserved!" Gu Youli gave himself a nice idiom, and then said casually, "We have an opportunity to work at the US headquarters for a year, and the boss said that he would give me this opportunity." ”
"Really?" Bai Zezhi was sincerely happy for him, "Okay, what a great opportunity, it is an absolutely good opportunity for you to improve yourself, you shouldn't miss it!" ”
Gu Youli looked at her and didn't answer. He still felt a sense of loss as to her reaction to hearing this. Although I know that it is impossible for her to say something like "you don't go", if she really hears it, she will still be disappointed again.
This time, he didn't say things like "If I don't go, I won't be able to see you every day if I go." He has now realized that the key is not whether he can see it every day, but what kind of result he can get in the end. There is a qualitative difference between just looking at her from afar, and being able to hold her hand and blend into each other's lives.
He didn't say go, he didn't say no, he really didn't know. He knew that Bai Zezhi was comfortable and happy when he was with him, and it was different from when he was with other people. However, there is always a little bit of difference from the final relationship, a little bit of heat. He was sure that she and Tang Junqi were also in such a state, and they were a little bit hot.
However, this is a sensitive period, and there will be qualitative changes at any time, and directional choices will be made. He didn't know how to get the results to his side. Walking, perhaps, will be a mistake, tantamount to giving up; If you don't go, you may still make no progress, and you will always stay at that point that you can't cross.
When things can't be developed, leaving may be a positive approach. Who told him this? He felt some truth now. He's grown so big, and he's never bothered about anything, but now, he's even troubled to the point.
There was still a month to go, so Gu Youli decided to drag it out first and see it when the time came. What if, on its own, things change for the better?