Chapter 57: A Sudden Showdown (2)
Gu Youli sat down with his head down, Bai Zezhi tried to observe his expression, but he was blocked by his hanging hair, and he couldn't see clearly. She wanted to lift the hair from his forehead and look at his face, but she was a little scared.
Bai Zezhi didn't know what was wrong with him today, and the ghost made the god say these shadowless words. Tang Junqi did meet his father, but the situation was not good, and there was no shadow of marriage. For a while, she felt that it was for his good to take the opportunity to explain to Gu Youli; For a while, I felt that I was not speaking too directly and suddenly.
Gu Youli finally raised his head, with an indescribable expression on his face. He said to her: "Bai Zezhi, do you really not understand, or are you pretending to be confused?" ”
Bai Zezhi opened his mouth and stammered, not knowing how to answer.
Gu Youli glanced at her deeply and said, "Bai Zezhi, although you are twenty-six years old, you are not necessarily more mature than me. Maybe I've always been there for you, too long, too familiar, and it seems insignificant. You're always friends with people who don't know why. ”
Bai Zezhi muttered in his heart, what is inexplicable, is your brother also an inexplicable person?
Gu Youli sighed, not like a young man who was almost twenty-three years old, but as if he had gone through vicissitudes, "I don't know where to come from, you can easily accept it, inexplicably think it's your boyfriend, the only thing you can't see is me who has always been by your side." Don't talk about age, between the two of us, it's not just about age. Don't talk about those inexplicable reasons, what kind of feelings, do you have feelings? Can you feel someone who is genuinely good to you? How do you feel, huh...... It's as ...... as your eyesight."
"Gu Youli! ......" Bai Zezhi wanted to say something, but found that he couldn't say anything.
"Bai Zezhi, let me ask you one last time, is it possible between us?"
Gu Youli looked directly at Bai Zezhi and asked, Bai Zezhi felt for the first time that he couldn't seem to look him directly into his eyes. The aura he exuded gave her a pressure she had never felt before. She didn't really seem to know him. She stiffened her head, and with what she thought was the right instinct, she replied to him: "No, it's not possible." ”
Gu Youli's only remaining hope was completely extinguished. Although, this was expected by him, but there was still a little hope in his heart, hoping that a miracle would happen. However, nothing changed or turned around, and he felt hopeless and deeply tired.
He smiled, laughed ugly, and asked in a dying struggle: "Bai Zezhi, have you ever liked me?" ”
Bai Zezhi felt that his laughter at this time was more terrible than anger. She softened her voice and answered him in the most perfect words possible:
"Of course I like you, otherwise how could I be good friends with you? But you know, liking is not the same as liking. ”
She meant that liking and loving were not the same, but she didn't want to mention that word at the moment.
"Okay, I got it."
Gu Youli got up from his chair and said again, "I know." He looked at Bai Zezhi fixedly for a long time, then turned around and walked out the door.
His gaze was burning and calm, Bai Zezhi did not evade, she seemed to know that it was a farewell ceremony.
Looking at his departing back, her heart was very melancholy. She thought that he had matured and had not lost his temper as before.