Chapter 59: Away (3)
Bai Zezhi finally put down the phone, she looked at Gu Youli, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't come for half a month. She thought that this time he was really angry, and he would be angry too. Since you're here today, you're okay again, right? A cheerful person like him won't be angry with someone for long, but this time it's been long enough.
"Do you want a drink? I just bought it. Bai Zezhi stood up and asked Gu Youli in a relaxed tone.
"No, I'll sit down for a while and leave." Gu Youli replied sullenly.
Bai Zezhi had already walked to the locker, and was surprised to hear his answer, so he stopped and turned his head to observe his expression. Gu Youli's expression was serious, different from the past. Bai Zezhi felt a little uneasy in his heart, and he didn't know what was wrong with him.
The two men were stunned, one sitting, the other standing; One lowered his eyes, the other stared at the other.
Gu Youli finally raised his head, looked directly into Bai Zezhi's eyes, and said with determination: "I'm leaving, going to the US headquarters to work and study for a year." I'll leave tomorrow. ”
Bai Zezhi was stunned and said, "Okay, good, this is a rare opportunity, which will be of great help and promotion to your development......"
She was nothing more than that, Gu Youli interrupted her, "Bai Zezhi, I like you, very, very much." ”
The three words "I love you" are still difficult to say, and the liking at this time, in Gu Youli's heart, is the meaning of love. He said bitterly, "I thought that sincerity is open, as long as I am sincere, anything can be done." But as it turned out, this was not the case. I am tired. ”
He paused for a moment, and then said with difficulty: "Then, Bai Zezhi, so be it." Let's leave it at that. ”
With that, he stood up. Looking at the girl opposite, obviously shorter than her, obviously weaker than him, he could easily lift her up with just a light tud, just like he did when he came to Ruizhida for an internship more than a year ago. However, it is such a girl who looks so delicate that dominates his emotions and makes him dare not act rashly.
He really wanted to come forward and hug her, take her breath and touch in his arms, turn it into an eternal memory, and treasure it in the deepest place in his heart. And yet he did nothing.
Forget it, that can only make yourself more painful, do you still have to reminisce and suffer over and over again in that gentle trap? Forget it.
He smiled at her one last time, then turned and walked out the door.
He kept moving forward, holding back and never looking back. The person next to him turned into a rapidly receding shadow and disappeared behind him, he couldn't hear any sound, and the voices and footsteps turned into a buzzing background.
He kept walking, walking on the sunny road, tears falling from his eyes, although, only two or three drops.
Bai Zezhi watched Gu Youli leave like this, and what she saw was a backshot without hesitation. She hadn't even reacted to what was going on, and she didn't even have time to say goodbye.
She followed his back to the door, stopped again, and her heart was in turmoil, only one sentence: "He's leaving, I didn't even say goodbye to him." ”
At the door, Qi Lianshan also came over and asked her with concern, "What's wrong?" ”
She heard herself reply, "Nothing." Then she went back to her room, closed the door, went to the window, and looked downstairs. She knew she was on the 22nd floor, but she couldn't see anything.
She stood in front of the window for a long time, and finally said to herself, "Okay, so be it." It's the best for everyone. So be it. ”