Farewell reunion, there should have been a thousand words, but between the two, after a question and an affirmation, they fell into a long silence. Where to start? The past is unbearable, and the sudden disaster weighs on my heart even more heavily, and it is superfluous to feel sad when I mention it, and even to ask if I am okay.

Xue Luli didn't even want to ask about rebirth after death, the soul placed on other people's bodies, which was unheard of, how the shocking and sensational thing happened, nothing mattered, the person who thought that he could only meet under the spring actually returned to this life, even if the person in front of him was unexpected, but the familiar and inexplicable feeling was even stronger at this time.

She's alive!

I never dared to think about it, so I was only surprised at the moment, but I was also in ecstasy and afraid that this experience was just an absurd daydream.

Silence was silence, but his fingers kept stiff on her shoulder.

Think more about hugging people into your arms, maybe this can be more reassuring and down-to-earth.

But in the end, he only gently shook the girl's hand.

I had to keep my face open, for fear that I would be embarrassed.

I had to let go of all the memorials, so I sat down in the next place, and used the tea soup she cooked with her own hands, the taste of great nostalgia, and calmed the mixed tastes in my heart.

Listening to the timbre that she is not familiar with now, she will talk briefly and straightforwardly about her experience since she was born, pushed by her mother and fell into the water, rescued by Wang Qilang, and was informed of her identity by He Shishilang, as well as the love of Mrs. Wei and the Liu family, and planned to kill Liu Xuanqing, and many more.

Liu Shiyi Niang, this is her new identity.

After she finished saying this, Lu Li was still unsure of the appropriate posture to start his speech, he wanted to hold his forehead and calm down, but although he was stiff and unprepared because of the complex mood, his gaze was still reluctant to leave the only familiar look on the strange and childish face in front of him.

Eleven Niang finally mentioned Pei Banniang: "Brother Lu, I suspected the Xue family at first, and I had to abandon the eighth sister because of self-preservation, however, after the Shuo Sun Dynasty meeting, I have no suspicions, but Brother Lu, the death of the eighth sister...... What happened back then? ”

She didn't say it explicitly, but Lu Li understood it.

Even if he was suspicious, he never believed rumors and doubted him.

But he was not glad at all, but his heart was like a lump of lead, and his remorse and more complicated emotions were like a flood, so that he could not even weigh the words: "I broke my word...... I didn't treat Banniang well. ”

After saying this, I felt even more difficult to speak.

He is a man, and the family does not have many scruples about his future marriage as his daughter's family, and he can't remember the exact age, about when he was just the governor, seeing that he and Wu Dan are so like-minded, his father and mother sighed - after the aunt, because the children of the two clans were unexpectedly married, and in the next generation, the two clans happened to be men. Fortunately, with Wu Niang, it is simply a celebration of the two clans, but although Wu Niang and Lu Er are like-minded, after all, they are the eldest granddaughter of their uncle, and they are smart since childhood, and they can be the wife of the Wang clan.

Lu Li's grandfather Xue Zizhan, is the elder brother of Wu Dan's grandmother, and is also the patriarch of Jingzhao Xue, but to Xue Qian's generation, because the Xue family has no daughters, the Pei family has only one daughter, Liu Zhen's mother, ten years younger than Xue Qian, and seven years younger than Lu Li's father Xue Xu, so the Yan Zong can not marry, although there are descendants to make up for it, both clans feel regretful, to Lu Li and Wu Dan's generation, Xue is still "in dire need" of daughters, Pei is not much better, although the Wu Dan clan is five, But the first four sisters are all concubines, and even two of them are still concubines, she is the eldest daughter of the concubine, but Lu Li is not the eldest son of the concubine.

Lu Li's father Xue Xu was originally the second son, and Lu Li was the second son of Xue Xu......

Originally, both of them were from the nobles, but because of the sorting problem, there was a difference between the "noble and the low......

Lu Li can't tell if it's because of this, he has been hard working since he was a child, he really likes the fifth cousin's intelligence and uniqueness too much, and his intuition can make up for the difference between "noble and low" talents.

So whether it is calligraphy, or painting, or even the piano skills that the fifth sister was not good at at first, he studied and improved, of course, the six arts in the shooting, the royal has never been neglected, and he won the name early, and the Xue family Liulang was once famous in Jinghua.

At that time, she was still ignorant, but he already treated her as a fiancée.

The two used to be so like-minded, there was no difference between likes and dislikes, and sometimes they didn't even need to make eye contact, just a small difference in their voices, they could understand it, and at that age, he thought it could last forever, and never doubted it.

Yes, later, whether it was my uncle or Uncle Pei, I didn't care at all that he was not the son of the Xue family, and even later, even his great-grandfather cherished him, and after realizing that he had no intention of pursuing a career, he even left a last word - Lu Li can be the son of the sect, not according to the limit of the eldest and youngest, and it cannot be forced to enter the clan or not.

Until then, he thought that his marriage to Ottan had been settled.

However......

Knowing that the first emperor gave him a marriage, he was still filial piety at that time, and it is difficult to describe the mood at that time, even if I think about it now, it is about a shock, anxiety, and helpless evolution, he knows Wu Dan well, so he thought that he would be as free and easy as her.

Life has a confidant without regrets, no matter the vicissitudes of life, they are all confidants, this is enough.

He thought that was it.

But when she married into the East Palace, the market was a sensation that day, when he was already in the fifth month of Qiqi, he was able to enter the crowd to watch, the ceremonial car hung the curtain, she was sitting in front of his eyes, at that time he realized that his heart seemed to be broken, what a good season, how cold and biting?

But they used to be so like-minded, he knew that Wu Dan was most afraid of being confined to the word love, he knew that she would not hesitate when faced with changes, as a confidant, he should be the same.

So he watched her phoenix go away and sail into the deep palace that ordinary people couldn't reach, and he was still smiling at that time.

May you be well, Ottan.

When I turned around, there was nothing in front of me.

At that time, he should have known that life had been missing and could not be made up, but at that time, he did not wake up.

Even Xue Pei's family continued to discuss marriage, and the bride had been replaced by her sister, and in the face of the family's relatives, he had no way to refute it, and there was no reason to refute it.

Wu Dan should also hope that Xue Pei Yanzong would continue to marry, and he actually used this excuse to persuade himself to compromise at that time.

So, when she said Brother Lu congratulations......

He sent a word to the gods - I will be kind to Juru.

Before I turned around, I felt heartache, but I heard "Crown Princess" again!

Fleeing in panic was his embarrassment at that time.

Later, he married Banniang, and during that time he was in chaos, spending candles in the cave room, and he was even more at a loss.

Ba Niang...... She wept so much that she even fell on her knees and begged.

"Sixth brother, fifth sister is already the queen...... Sixth brother, if you and the fifth sister can achieve marriage, if you don't think about it, but now, sixth brother, do you really hate me so much? ”

He finally compromised.

But he really overestimated himself.

On the day after the wedding, he could hardly face Banniang, and until now he can't express his complicated feelings, and he really can't comment on the original treachery.

So, he ran away.

Soon after getting married, he stayed away from Chang'an under the pretext of studying abroad.

When I knew that Banniang was pregnant, I didn't have the courage to return to Beijing.

But with all these things, he has no way to resort to his mouth now.

Not for fear of being rebuked by her, but ......

Wodan, I woke up too late, and I can't grow old hand in hand with others except you, but I can't tell you this reason.

It's me who is ashamed of Banniang, who is untrustworthy to you, my admiration, and I am no longer qualified.

After all, the difference between yin and yang has been cast, Wodan, although you have been reborn, I am still in the past, and there is no way to get rid of the established.

We...... Already missed.

Even if I am unwilling, I can no longer reach such a precious you.

These moods changed back and forth, but Xue Luli, who was already completely awake at this time, quickly regained his composure, he raised his eyes, tears faded, and his eyes were just as clear.

"Fifth sister, it's me who has broken my trust, and I have neglected to seek the scenery of the rivers and rivers for the sake of seeking talent...... Soon after getting married, he abandoned his home and traveled far away, and when he got a letter from home, he was pregnant, but he also delayed his return due to many entanglements...... At that time, I only thought that the elders in the family would be kind and loving, and they must be thoughtful, as long as they returned to Beijing before they gave birth. ”

Of course, this remark is concealed, but the next words are all facts.

"How do you know that before I have returned to Beijing, I have to believe that General Zheng's troops have been defeated and destroyed, because I knew that there might be a crisis, so I simply took the western frontier."

Shi Niang was stunned and inexplicable: "Brother Lu went to the west before the rebellion case?" ”

"At that time, I was visiting Xian in Bazhou, Jiannan Province, and after passing the party project to take the western Xinjiang, I only had the idea of luck, but I really saved a Shazhou military subordinate."

The Shazhou Army was led by Zheng Ying, the uncle of Eleven Niang, and was exterminated by Yao Qian!

"Brother Lu, that person ......"

"Alive." Lu Li only squeezed out a little smile at this time, but quickly retreated: "He is General Zheng's personal guard, but he is still young, he is less than seventeen years old, and his father and brother were killed in battle, so he was taken care of by General Zheng on a special basis. ”

Eleven Niang asked, but finally couldn't help but tremble in her voice: "This person knows the truth back then?" ”

Lu Li bowed his head: "General Zheng was ordered to go to Chuz that year, and soon encountered Chuzi civil strife, Chutz's traitorous ministers poisoned King Chutz, colluded with the defenders to let the new Turkic enemy army enter, General Zheng was unprepared, so he fell into a predicament, and finally got out of trouble, and the army led by him has lost more than half, however, if he and Yizhou respond to Yao Qian's counteroffensive, there is still a chance to turn defeat into victory, but! When General Zheng withdrew to the pass outside Yizhou City, Yao Qian not only did not help, but instead accused General Zheng of collaborating with the enemy and treason, and ordered to be killed! Due to the disparity in troops, and General Zheng's troops were caught off guard, they were defeated by Yao Qian, so they had to be defeated, and they met the Xinji pursuit of the troops on a narrow road...... General Zheng did not want to fall into the hands of the enemy, so before committing suicide, before he died, he ordered his henchmen and guards to flee, and in case he returned, he accused Yao Qian of the great crime of rebellion to the imperial court, but according to the testimony, he was the only one who survived, but he could not return to the surrounding realm, but hid in the territory of Chuz to save his life. ”

"Back then, you went to Chutz?"

Lu Li's head was raised: "I found nothing in Yizhou, I had to try to sneak into Qiuzi, and I was fortunate to find out about this person's evidence, and I designed to sneak him back to Da Zhou around the Tubo domain, I don't want to be a step too late, Pei Zheng and the two clans have been convicted and killed." ”

"Brother Lu is sick, but it's because he sneaked into Chuz?" Eleven Niang asked.

Lu Li originally had the intention to skip this incident, but he was insightful, and he couldn't hide it, so he had to admit: "When I returned to Zhou with that person's certificate, there was an accident in Tubo, and I met a new tenant on the road, so I was hit by a poisoned arrow......" He said lightly, in the end, he did not elaborate on the difficulties at the time, in fact, the situation was quite critical, it was a life of nine deaths, but he was in a hurry, and he was in a hurry after waking up, which led to a serious injury, and after returning to Beijing, he heard a series of bad news, this bedridden, as long as a year, and now he has no trouble, and his family secretly looks for a famous doctor to detoxify him, It was also his great hardship that he could not die in order to curb the spread of the poison in his body.

But he didn't want to talk about these things.

So he diverted the topic: "Fifth sister, after I returned to Beijing, in the past three years, I have secretly investigated many reasons, and even arranged for spies to sneak to Yingzhou, and learned that before Pei Zheng's case was convicted, there were staff members who suggested that Pan Bo support the army and respect himself, but Pan Bo had already noticed that this person was Xie Rao's safe insertion, and he agreed on the surface, but he colluded with Northern Liao in private, and the self-respect of the army was adopted by Pan Bo, but it also made the Great Zhou army that was ordered to crusade lose troops and return defeated!" This staff member has been executed by Pan Bo, but one of the staff members has a concubine who has been sent back to Da Zhou in advance, and at this time, it is also under my control. ”