Chapter 357: Another obsession

Just after the Winter Clothes Festival, when the weather did not turn cold to the point of unbearable cold, the concubine in charge of palace affairs has ordered her sleeping bed on a warm and soft Western Regions blanket, she especially likes the feeling of stepping on her head barefoot, her pair of jade feet are white and exquisite, against the backdrop of the red carpet gold embroidery, more like a beautiful jade cut into the general, even she occasionally looks at it, and has a sudden thought, pasted a flower on the ankle as a decoration, the concubine has been proud of her own ingenious creativity, when she is sleeping, never wearing shoes and socks, Even the ornate floor-length skirt was abandoned, and the bearded girl wore only a pair of trousers, so that even the ankles could be completely exposed.

She also sometimes likes to dance barefoot and dance the Hu Xuan dance, imagining that the lord of the world and her husband are in front of her, amazed by her beautiful feet, graceful posture, and looking back and smiling.

But whenever I have this imagination, I can't dance anymore, and I sit on the ground and caress the flower on my ankle in a daze.

Never saw anything stunning in that man's eyes, no matter how carefully she dressed. She didn't even remember if he had ever been gentle with her, or if he looked emotional when his fingers ran over her naked body.

She had never been loved by him, and the look she was proud of, and the nights she slept with him in her hugs, and she had not even won permission to keep a lamp, and she wanted him to remember what she had been like when she was emotionally attached to him, but he apparently did not want to give him even a glance.

It was the only great setback she had suffered since she was born.

That's why she hated Pei Wodan so much, because the woman easily won something she might not be able to have in her life.

His position in the main room, and his pampered true feelings.

Every provocation is actually to win his attention, even if it is just to look at him angrily.

Stupid and ridiculous self, why didn't he expect that this would cause him to be disgusted, and in the end, he finally lost the opportunity to sleep with him in the dark.

It wasn't until the woman died, and he didn't want to look at her again, that he woke up and regretted it.

On this lonely winter night, Xie sat on the gorgeous soft carpet with her knees crossed in the flickering candle flames, for some reason immersed in the people and things she had not been willing to think about, perhaps because he was too cold and ruthless when they finally met during the day, how could he categorically say that the crime deserved to be put to death? Perhaps she had a vague sense that the end was coming, and she was about to say goodbye to that enemy, and she really didn't want to face the woman who would never be able to overcome again.

"I thought that if you died, I would have no opponent, but Pei Wudan, I really didn't expect us to meet again so soon."

Xie chuckled, but tears slid down, looking around this magnificent dormitory, loneliness and grief squeezed her chest, why had she never found this place so empty? It's because there were too many people in the palace in the past, and all of them have left at this time.

In the evening, when the female officials of the Hanxiang Hall took all the palace people away, she knew that this time was probably really bad, but why did she fall into such a situation? Her family is obviously the queen mother's reliance, if there is no Jing Zhaoxie, how can the queen mother have the power she holds now?!

She shouldn't be an outcast, no matter who is executed in this world, it shouldn't be her!

Obviously, when the queen mother comes to the dynasty as she wishes, she will canonize the queen, even if the Son of Heaven dislikes her, she will not be allowed to get closer to a step, but as long as the Son of Heaven has a dragon heir, she must be raised in her name, respect her as a mother, and become a prince in the future, and the position is ninety-five, she is the emperor's mother, the supreme and noble person, and will die in the future, and will be buried with him as a wife, Pei Wudan has no such honor, because the queen mother hates her to the bone, and will never allow her to be buried in the emperor's mausoleum.

This is the life she deserves, the perfect destination.

Instead of looking at it now, curled up and waiting for death, so lonely and desolate.

What did she do wrong? No, she didn't do anything wrong, she just spread a few words about the dead people harboring a grudge, isn't that true? The Pei Wodan people are all dead, and they haven't even saved their own lives, won't they be hateful? Won't be unwilling? Will you still smile at Jiuquan and be consistent with the Son of Heaven? This is a big joke to deceive yourself!

She did this just to clear the obstacle of becoming a concubine for herself to become the queen as she wished, isn't this something the queen mother likes to see? Doesn't the Queen Mother deeply hate the concubine for occupying the sole favor of the Son of Heaven but has been infertile for many years, and sees that the dragon vein will be cut off? !

But why would the Queen Mother protect the slut from a poor family in the Yuan family and let her die?!

Wei, Empress Dowager Wei, you ungrateful villain who crossed the river and demolished the bridge!

She was obviously angry in her heart, but Xie Shi felt the biting coldness in her heart, and no matter how thick the blanket under her body was, it couldn't give her the slightest warmth at this time.

But she still didn't want to close the doors and windows, as if they were so open, accompanied by the sound of the moonlight wind, she could dispel her loneliness a little.

She didn't want to put on a thick coat, a long skirt, or even put on a pair of Luo socks for her bare feet, because she was still faintly looking forward to it in her heart-

Holy Lord, even if you die, please watch me dance one last time, take a serious look at the face I was once proud of, remember that this year is not declining, the style is especially beautiful, remember me, this side is different.

Do you know that if I had started from scratch, I wouldn't have been wrong again, and I would even get along with the Queen, because when I lost it completely, I realized that I cherished it so much.

I shouldn't have been impatient, I shouldn't have expected too much, yes, I should have forbeared.

Endure until you have passed long enough, forget the dead, and cherish the present.

The saint can know that the only reason why the concubine body accepts death so calmly is that she can see you again.

We, we've never even talked about it, Holy Lord, this may be the only chance for concubines.

But the world is cruel, and tonight is destined to make the Xie family desperate.

Dressed in a plain skirt, with no pearls and jade in her hair, the undersized girl slowly stood still, and there was no one behind her except for the palace maid who held the wine.

Eleven Niang slowly glanced at the beautifully decorated dormitory, giving Xie Shi enough time to wipe away her tears, and her eyes finally fell on the woman who was dressed in a bearded but not very delicate woman, with a lapel tunic shirt, red bloomers, ankle appliqués, and jade feet without a red blanket.

Concubine Shu, it seems that she already has a premonition.

"How are you?"

This sentence sounds a little ridiculous, because Shi Niang knows who she is looking forward to, but how can that person appear here to say goodbye in person? only thought that today is the end of the world for Concubine Shu, even if there has never been any friendship between the two, in addition to those insignificant old grudges, there is still indelible family hatred, but when she saw that the other party was facing death, just because the person who came was not the person of hope, and the despair and sadness that could not be concealed, the idea of falling into the well in Shi Niang's heart couldn't help but be a little thinner, at least she didn't want to laugh at Xie anymore.

It seems that Xie's feelings for He Yan are not all rights and interests, and after knowing him for so many years, there have been some rounds of fighting and fighting, but she has never seen that Xie is also a lover.

At least in terms of love, the Xie family is quite pure.

And Eleven Niang has always respected people who are very affectionate.

"The Queen Mother originally wanted to ask Dou to come, but Eleven felt that she couldn't stand Concubine Shu, because Eleven thought that although Concubine Shu was at fault, she was not guilty of death...... Therefore, although the Queen Mother was worried that Eleven was too young to face death, Eleven invited herself to come and see off Concubine Shu, after all, compared with Dou Eunuch, Eleven would take care of Concubine Shu's dignity, and the Queen Mother made this decision as a last resort, and did not want to see Concubine Shu too embarrassed, so she agreed to Eleven's request. ”

Eleven Niang bowed first, patiently explaining why she was the one who came to carry out the death order.

The queen mother really wanted to hand over the top henchman Dou Fu'an to be responsible for the execution, but Eleven Niang thought that if she wanted to win the trust of the queen mother, she couldn't be too cowardly, and she couldn't ignore everything, such as this time to execute the death, she could just show her ability, and she really wanted to fight for this opportunity to say goodbye to Concubine Shu's death, so she used the above excuse to persuade the queen mother to allow it.

However, this explanation obviously did not satisfy Concubine Shu.

"You tell the Queen Mother that if you want me to be punished, unless the Holy God himself gives me death."

"Lady." Eleven Niang was not exempted, so she simply changed to a sitting posture, first called such a sentence, and then sighed: "The Queen Mother was also unwilling to send someone to give wine, and hoped that the saint would change her mind, but she knew that there was a saying in the saint...... 'Right and wrong have been clearly examined, and the Xie family should be guilty of death, but since my mother interceded for it, I didn't want to be too cruel, after all, ...... Jingzhao Xie and his family are prominent, and Xie Xiangguo is the pillar of the country......"

The next day, Eleven Niang was ordered by the Queen Mother to convey the "truth" of the case to the Son of Heaven, and the Son of Heaven was not without ridicule when he said this, but Eleven Niang relayed it now, because of the sudden soft-heartedness, she did not tell the original intention of the ridicule, which sounded a little tactful.

"The saint opened his face and agreed to the queen mother's invitation, not to abolish the position of the concubine, not to make the crime public, and only ended up with a sudden illness...... 11. Please think twice, if you are stubborn and insist on facing the saint, in case you anger the saint to withdraw her fate......"

The consequences don't need to be said explicitly, Xie can naturally think of it.