Chapter 117: What I Want to Say to You (1)
Bai Zezhi was instantly relieved, she was very angry in the morning for Gu Youli's tone and attitude, she just didn't want to explain it to him well, but now that she thinks about it, she is a little willful. Things that can be clearly explained in a few words have to be like this.
She regretted arguing with Gu Youli a little, this was not exactly what Kong Yueying meant. If Kong Yueying knew about it, it would be more proud. In a sense, she succeeded.
But now that I think about it, even if I do it all over again, it might still be the same. The situation, the mood and reaction at that time, will still be like that. Quarrels between lovers are sometimes unreasonable, there is no reason to talk about it, everyone is right and everyone is wrong. After waiting, it will feel ridiculous and worthless.
Maybe it is precisely because you love each other, or know that you are loved by each other, that you will be willful, and you can't be as rational and concede as you are to others.
"It's my bad attitude in the morning, but you also have to understand, why should I be suspicious when you say that others can think it's impossible. My first reaction was, of course, to be angry, because I was no one else, so I would be particularly angry, and I would have more reason to be angry. Anger affects normal thinking, and that's because my position is different from others, right? ”
"Yes, you're right." Bai Zezhi felt that his throat was a little dry.
"Xiaozhi, do you still remember that year, during the Chinese New Year, we were in that small village, your parents and my parents, and Gu Youren, they were chatting at grandpa's house, and the two of us walked in the village, remember?"
"Remember, I'll take you to meet an old man who does a particularly good job as a carpenter." Bai Zezhi recalled.
"It was a nice day, there was no wind, there was sun, although the sun was not very warm, but it was very comfortable, do you remember?"
"Remember," Bai Zezhi's face stretched out, although she couldn't see it herself, "we walked by the pond, and the lotus root we ate at noon was just dug up from this pond by grandpa." ”
"That day, you also rejected me." Gu Youli said with some sadness.
"Is there one?"
"Yes. I've always been rejected by you, I don't know how many times. You are habitually refusing, you don't even remember it. Gu Youli chuckled, "I thought it was impossible from the beginning, but in the end, we were together." Xiaozhi, you always say, you don't promise, you don't believe in verbal things, only time can give an answer. But there is still so much time left in life, and there are some things I would like you to know in advance. ”
Bai Zezhi didn't speak, she held her breath, and Gu Youli knew she was listening. "It is said that life is a long-distance run, at the starting point, there will be many people with you, but when you reach the end, there will be only one person. There is only one person who can accompany you to the end, and that is me. I know, you're a pessimist, and you don't believe it because you're afraid, right? If you don't believe me, you have to tell you that the person who can accompany you to the end is me. Make no mistake about it. ”
Her eyes moistened a little, and Gu Youli changed her tone again, changing to a relaxed, somewhat indecent tone like usual, "You were moved by me, right?" You know I'm the best and most reliable person, right? Don't be so fierce to me in the future! ”
Bai Zezhi wiped his eyes and said, "Die!" ”
"Hey, don't die, die, I don't know how to shy away from talking to my husband. You should really come to Japan to have fun, learn about the gentleness and deference of Japanese women, and see how they treat their husbands. One of our section leaders here, when he came home, his wife waited at the door to greet him, bowed and said, 'You're back', took her husband's bag, and asked for warmth. If your husband asks something or something, then he doesn't answer softly and obediently, how can it be like some people, who have a big temper......"
"Get out."
"Look, I don't understand the amorous feelings, the good atmosphere has been ruined by you, I'm confessing to you, do you know?"
"You go away!"