Chapter 118: I can't help myself
There was a trace of embarrassment on Gu Xiujin's face, he knew that He Shi would refuse, but he didn't expect that he would be rejected so thoroughly, for a while, Gu Xiujin didn't know what to say.
Fortunately, He Shi saw Gu Xiujin's embarrassment, waved his hand and smiled, "However, it is normal for you to give child support." ”
As he spoke, He Shi gently patted his little belly, "After all, you also have a part in this child." ”
Gu Xiujin looked at He Shi's abdomen, was silent for a moment, and thought of the task of the growth record, "I don't think this task will end until you give birth to a child."
"And maybe wait until she's eighteen."
He Shi was silent for a moment, if this is the case, it is indeed very troublesome.
"We'll talk about it then." He Shi doesn't want to think about these problems now.
She hadn't figured it out yet.
Child, a child.
After the results of the examination came out, He Shi seemed to be able to feel the child in his womb, although it was unscientific to say so.
But He Shi's thinking has indeed changed a lot, and she can't imagine how she will teach her children in the future, and how to let her grow up is the best.
In the original book, the child lost his biological mother when he was two years old, and after that, he was taken care of by a nanny, and it was not until the heroine appeared later that the child felt maternal love.
Before this, the child had a very shallow understanding of the original owner, but it was always clear that the heroine was not her biological mother.
He Shi pursed his lips and sighed lightly, "Gu Xiujin, if you ask me, I don't know." ”
"Whatever you say now may change in the future."
After finishing speaking, He Shi raised his eyes and looked at him, his face was a little strange, how to say it, after knowing the original plot and knowing what Gu Xiujin had done to the original owner before.
He Shi really didn't have a good impression of Gu Xiujin.
"Actually, I hate you." He Shi spoke slowly, "But now, I feel a little bit different. ”
After He Shi finished speaking, he didn't give Gu Xiujin much time to react, and looked sideways out of the car window, ready to go to the He family's villa.
And Gu Xiujin was stunned, He Shi didn't like himself, he felt it very early, especially after knowing the development of the original plot, Gu Xiujin was also very disgusted with himself for a while.
He hated himself for letting go of the past and starting over with another woman.
If, if......
Gu Xiujin believes that if she really loves someone, it is irreplaceable by others.
No matter how similar Nong Xiangling is to He Shi, if it is not her, it will always not be her.
Gu Xiujin also couldn't understand what was called stand-in literature, which was unfair to him, to He Shi, and to Nong Xiangling.
The car stopped.
The He family villa has arrived.
He Shi unbuttoned the seat belt, turned his head to look at Gu Xiujin, who was still distracted, shook his hand in front of him, and kindly reminded, "It's here." ”
"Have you come to your senses?"
Gu Xiujin suddenly grabbed the slender wrist in front of her and asked her with a solemn expression, "Why do you hate me?" ”
"Is it because of the plot, or what?" Gu Xiujin suddenly didn't want to be hated by He Shi, this feeling was very strange, reason made him calm down, and he couldn't ask more, but he didn't want to.
He wanted answers.
But what do you do when you know that?
Gu Xiujin didn't know it again.
He Shi hummed and wanted to break free, but as soon as he moved, Gu Xiujin held it tighter.
"Okay," He Shi shrugged, "I can tell you the answer, but can you let go first?" ”
"Also, I'm not good for chatting." Half of He Shi's body had already gotten out of the car.
Gu Xiujin let go of his hand, and He Shi sat back down.
At this time, the driver is no more.
"There is indeed a reason for this." He Shi confessed, "Although I now know that you were controlled by the plot at that time. ”
"But there is no way, my subjective consciousness is already very dissatisfied with you." In addition, in the previous chat with Gu Xiujin, He Shi found that the three views of the two were not compatible.
"Like you said, if the child has to continue the mission after birth, I don't have a big problem thinking about it now."
He Shi looked at Gu Xiujin's dark eyes and continued, "You can start a family again, and I can also start a family again." ”
"Of course, if I'm looking for it, it's going to be good for kids." He Shi made a supplement, "In this way, the child can enjoy the love of three people." ”
"But is such a family really good for children?" Gu Xiujin looked at her seriously.
He Shi frowned, "Then you mean that I want to give up myself for the sake of the child?" ”
"Gu Xiujin," He Shi disagreed, "Before I had a child, I was me, and after I had a child, I was still me." ”
"The child is also an independent personality, not yours, nor an appendage of mine."
He Shi can understand, maybe the child can't understand when he is very young, but when she grows up, He Shi thinks, she will understand.
Gu Xiujin didn't understand, there was obviously a better choice, why should there be a third different choice?
"Gu Xiujin, you calm down first." He Shi felt that Gu Xiujin was worried about the task, and felt that if they all formed a new family, it would definitely have a bad impact on the children.
But, there is no way around it.
There are two sides to everything.
Unless the child doesn't exist.
But, this is not possible.
"Are you sure you're the one you like right now?" He Shi asked very seriously.
Gu Xiujin didn't know, he was silent.
"I don't know what you're thinking about this answer, but I personally think that you just feel troublesome, and you feel that the existence of a few more people affects your task." He Shi spread his hands, "It's only been less than a month now." ”
"There are still nine months to go."
"If ......" As soon as Gu Xiujin spoke, he suddenly didn't know how to continue.
He Shi looked at him quietly, his eyes were clear and clean.
Gu Xiujin spit out turbidity, "No." ”
"Okay." He Shi probably knew what he wanted to say just now, but it was good that he didn't say it.
He Shi has no such idea for the time being.
Both of them got out of the car without incident.
But Ming Qin, who was looking down from the balcony on the second floor, frowned, "What are they doing?" ”
The car stopped at the door of the villa, but did not come in for a long time.
And, the driver got down.
After smoking a cigarette, the driver got back into the car.
The doors of the villa opened.
The sedan drove in slowly.
Mingqin became more and more unable to see clearly, and understood.
Father He, who was on the side, twisted his eyebrows, "Forget it, their affairs, they will solve them by themselves." ”
"There is very little we can do as elders."
Mingqin disagreed, "Gu Xiujin is not a good person. ”
"He doesn't deserve to be Heshi."
Father He: "......"
As a man, he didn't think there was anything wrong with Gu Xiujin, and it was normal to focus on his career.
Moreover, if it is Gu Xiujin in the plot.
Everyone couldn't help themselves.
How to think, how to do, and how to say it are all operated by others.
In other words, it is up to the author to decide whether to live or die.
(End of chapter)