The sisters who haven't seen each other for a long time reunite and talk about their hearts, such a pleasant thing will always make people not realize that time flies, Eleven Niang only felt that soon after sitting down, Shen Hook came to tell the real person that he had woken up, Jiu Niang was also very knowledgeable, knowing that Yingyang Zhenren remembered his sister, and the teacher and student would have a lot of private conversations, so they didn't bother, and went to He Qing to discuss the "study tour".

When the curtain opened by the maidservant girl was blocked, Eleven Niang saw the teacher who had not been seen for more than 100 days at a glance, as if the hair bun was pulled up at will, simply decorated with a white horn comb, still not applying fat powder, only depicting a pair of eyebrows, thin and light clothes, skillfully embroidered Tang Tanghe, a smoky purple long skirt, lazy shawl, tired of holding a fan, or a cold face, only looking at the eyes that came over, revealing a gentle smile like water.

Without waiting for Eleven Niang to come forward to greet her, Yingyang Zhenren moved down and took Eleven Niang's hand: "Just go back to Beijing, accompany me to go outside." ”

is so concise that there is almost no word to say, but it exhausts the worries and worries when he first heard about the change, Yingyang Zhenren's worry is that he doesn't know if He Ye has been implicated by He Qi's rebellion, and I don't know if the ruthless woman will take advantage of the changes in the Jiucheng Palace to widely punish the clan surnamed He.

She already knew that Eleven Niang and He Zhan had already secretly helped King Jin, and how could they not sleep for the safety of the two.

Even if he got He Zhan's notice that "everything is fine", but at this time, seeing that Eleven Niang was really unharmed, Yingyang Zhenren's anxiety was really put down.

said that he was going to go outside, but he didn't go far, just walked around the bamboo garden outside the courtyard for half a circle, and the teacher and student sat down in a corner pavilion.

Yingyang Zhenren's gentle gaze looked at the girl in front of her who was as quiet as before, her black temples lined her skin like snow, but her cheeks revealed a thin flush, like a few bushes of pink plums quietly blooming in a cold and snowy land, the color is not strong, but it is unique. I don't know when, her eyebrows and eyes have faded childishly, the long eyebrows are becoming more and more emerald, the corners of the eyes seem to be more slender, the eyes are like deep pools, but only a slight smile, there is a radiance, these eyes, let Yingyang Zhenren think of the old man again.

Wu Dan and Yi Shui, the eyes of the two children are very similar.

"When you think about it, it's as if I've never spoken to you about Ottan."

The sudden sentence surprised Eleven Niang, although she had heard Shishilang say that the real person knew her plan, and she was afraid that there would be a lot of worries in her heart, and although the real person forced the truth from Shishilang's mouth, after that, it was not enough to talk to her deeply, this time they met, and they had to touch this topic, but what Shiyi Niang didn't expect was that the real person would mention Wu Dan.

Yingyang feels deeply guilty about Wodan, and because of Wodan's early death, it has always been Yingyang's heartache, and she rarely mentions it in the past.

At this time, she ignored the worry on Shi Niang's face, looked at the cuizhu outside the pavilion, and unconsciously carried a little sentimentality: "One thing, you and Wu Dan are very similar, Wu Dan seems to have already looked down on love, as she was the same age, how many women are secretly looking forward to growing old hand in hand with their acquaintances, the most concerned thing is nothing more than marriage, Wu Dan has no thoughts at all, on the fact that many Junjie are eager for her, she has never been tempted, it is to Xuanzhi, the two are indeed childhood sweethearts, and they are like-minded, Although Wotan is closer to him than ordinary people, it seems that he is also a confidant, and has nothing to do with the relationship between men and women. ”

Although the etiquette is restrictive, requiring women to follow the rules, and secretly longing for them is not in line with the training, but those dogmas can not really restrain a fresh heart, Yingyang has always been clear that Wo Dan is deviant in his bones, so he understands that Wo Dan is not because of dogma constraints, she really looks down on love, she values friendship, flesh and blood affection.

"Bearish, is due to the disappointment of the world, at the beginning I deeply felt that Wodan is so sensible, in fact, it is not conducive to the future life, because I stubbornly believe that whether men or women, if they have never been in love with anyone, it is a regret that no matter how much wealth and glory, it cannot be made up." When Yingyang said this, she paused for a long time and slowly smiled bitterly: "Therefore, Wu Dan did not hesitate to obey his parents' orders, for the honor and disgrace of the family, and was willing to sacrifice his marriage, I am very opposed to it, and I regret it." ”

"Real ......" Eleven Niang wanted to be comforted, but she suddenly realized that with her current position, she could not represent Wu Dan to exonerate the teacher, in fact, the reason why she ended up like that had nothing to do with marriage, and it was impossible to blame the teacher.

She didn't know how to phrase it, but Yingyang looked down and said: "In my opinion, if Emperor Dezong did not give marriage, at least Wo Dan and Xuan Zhi got married, and they would inevitably know each other in harmony, and Xuan Zhi would never live up to Wo Dan, then Wo Dan would be happy, and I asked Wo Dan to present a painting in front of the emperor, causing her to be famous in Kyoto, so that she would be appreciated by Emperor Dezong, in the end...... Married to a non-human. ”

"I think that the real person should not blame herself, because the senior sister is the daughter of the Pei family, and Emperor Dezong made Renzong the crown prince back then, no matter whether he has appreciated the senior sister or not, and in order to consolidate the status of the prince, he will marry the Pei family." And the bane of Pei Zheng's annihilation is not because of this marriage, in the final analysis, it is because the power of Pei Zheng's two clans is too great, and her grandfather will never be able to succumb to Wei Haichi, seeing Wei Haichi messing with the government, her death is because she is also surnamed Pei, because of He Yan's foolishness and cowardice, because of the insidious and vicious Wei Haichi, she has never complained about the teacher, never complained about her father and ancestors who don't know Taoguang and raise obscurity, her father and ancestor, what he did was the loyalty of the ministers, worthy of heaven and earth, and the one who failed Pei and Zheng was He Yan and Wei Haichi, So her enemies are never the bystanders, but the murderers!

"Although you are right, there are some things that you don't know." Yingyang sighed for a long time: "Duke Pei cherishes his son and nephew, if Wu Dan refused to marry into the royal family back then, Duke Pei would definitely not force his granddaughter, although Emperor Dezong wanted to consolidate his power for the crown prince, he was not so confused that he forced Duke Pei with a holy order, this matter is not without room for manoeuvre." ”

Speaking of this, Yingyang seemed to be even more sad, she retracted her gaze and looked at Eleven Niang: "Yiyi, I don't know why you are indifferent to love at a young age, but I know Wu Dan, she is only afraid that she has been influenced by me a lot...... She saw that I was sad and depressed for a word of love, so that she was sad and eternal, and she felt sorry for me, but she was afraid that she was also afraid of love. ”

Eleven Niang was silent.

Because of the teacher's experience, she was affected by some influences, she didn't understand the regret that it was difficult for a lover to become a family, she didn't understand the teacher's mood of preferring to be an only child rather than blindly following the world, and even she didn't feel that being an only child was lonely and miserable for the teacher, until the person died of illness and parted with the teacher's life and death.

Since then, the teacher's heart has been like ashes, this is the real bitterness and despair, and the rest of his life has no brilliance, but is bleak.

Indeed, she was afraid of such a desperate love.

But this is only one of the reasons, because compared with Yingyang's real experience, Wu Dan has seen and heard more that the lover who once swore by the mountains and seas was forced by secular dogma, or when his wife was not there, or when the time passed, the love gradually faded, and the man's warmth was not there, and their eyes were gradually attracted by the young and beautiful woman, so it was another mountain alliance and sea vow, and even word for word, but the object of confiding was replaced by someone else.

There are too many variables in the relationship between men and women, and Wotan is unwilling to give all his efforts to strive for an unreliable future.

What she doesn't want even more is that when she is betrayed and let down, she will hold grudges in her chest, be tortured by hatred and unwillingness for a long time, and become a vicious and vicious person from then on.

In her cognition, which is more important than the relationship between men and women and the friendship of flesh and blood?

Therefore, she thinks that if she is not obsessed with this matter, even if she has never been single-mindedly by others, she will not be unwilling because of this, and she will not be resentful of not getting the same reward for her efforts.

The word "fear" is indeed well said by the teacher.

"Yiyi, I know that you are similar to Wotan, you put family and responsibility first in everything, since you have made this choice...... I really don't know, indifferent love is good or bad for your future, I just need you to remember, life is short, no matter how many responsibilities you shoulder, a person, there must be something, to be happy first. ”

Eleven Niang raised her eyes and smiled slowly: "Son, remember the teachings of real people." ”

Yingyang finally stopped dwelling on the old things, she smiled and bowed: "I won't interfere with any of your decisions, at least for me, no matter when, Yiyi doesn't feel any burden, and in the future, follow Shishilang, call me aunt." ”