Eleven Niang really didn't take Qi Niang's cynicism to heart, her anxiety did not come from outsiders, and she knew very well that He Ye would not rush to cross the river and tear down the bridge at this time, so what she was anxious about was not the belonging of the posterior, what she was really worried about was actually similar to Jiang Huai's doubts - why did He Ye do this? Eleven Niang thought that many signs were enough to prove that He Ye was jealous of her, she knew too well that He Ye had a deep understanding of people's hearts, she couldn't be confident that in the past ten years, although she has been cautious, she has not revealed any hints of another scheme, maybe it is just a clue, and others are likely to ignore it, but that person is He Ye, such a dangerous opponent, she is not sure that she can really do it without flaws.

For many days, she has been absent-minded, such as the earlier dispute, she has no leisure to analyze Qi Niang's mentality - even if it is as Yao and others wish, she can only be abandoned as He Ye's Yuan match, Jing Zhaoliu and the descendants are missing, and it is even likely to be suppressed by He Ye and completely lose her prestige, but Qi Niang can only rely on her mother's family now, and the blessings and misfortunes are inseparable from Jing Zhaoliu, why should she be complacent and complacent?

After a burst of laughter in front of her father, she said goodbye, but she was out of the small courtyard where she was suitable for recuperation and living for more than ten steps, and she couldn't hold it back, and wanted to meet He Zhan to ask about the outside world, so she turned back - He Zhan had already returned to Shangqingguan and no longer lived in Liufu, Eleven Niang is now under "house arrest" and can't go out, one of her uncles Liu Yuyi is still in Jinling for the time being, and another uncle Liu Xinyi is not at home at the moment, even Liu Yan is now in charge of the defense of the forbidden palace, don't say that Eleven Niang, Wife and children rarely see each other, of course, Eleven Niang can send Binu to deliver the message to Shangqingguan, but Xiao is the main mother, and this matter should be a prophet to Xiao Shi.

The servants and maids saw that Eleven Niang was going and returning, although they were puzzled, naturally no one dared to stop them, and Bai Ji was also indoors when Eleven Niang left, of course she didn't think that she would encounter any embarrassing things when she returned, but when she lifted the curtain, she happened to witness an embarrassment-

Liu Junyi actually lost his temper at Xiao, he sat on a soft couch set up by the window, his voice was not loud, but he could hear it extremely irritable: "I said it all, Bai Ji is meticulous and considerate, far more thoughtful than you, you don't need to point fingers, you have been virtuous all your life, do you still want to fight for the wind and be jealous, but I went to visit Jiu Niang once, what is the purpose of chattering here?" I'm annoying you now, and if you really want me to live and recuperate, don't disturb my peace anymore. ”

Xiao Shi didn't do anything, Bai Ji was so frightened that she couldn't stand steadily, and she was about to kneel down, and she was afraid that she would arouse the anger of her husband more and more, so she was at a loss, and she didn't know what to do.

Fortunately, Liu Junyi turned his back to the door curtain and didn't find that Eleven Niang was going and returning, Xiao simply "brushed his sleeves away" and pulled Eleven Niang away, and then said: "Your father has often been angry with me during this time, but Yiyi must not misunderstand, your father is ...... Since the Holy Lord returned to Beijing, not to mention those imperial doctors, even Ling Xutian Master diagnosed and treated his injuries, and also said that although there was a chance of improvement, at least he still needed to recuperate for a few years. ”

Xiao sighed: "He is afraid that I will work hard and worry, and deliberately speak evilly, thinking that the feelings will slowly fade, and I can worry less, he is deliberately provoking me, I am not uncomfortable, I am afraid that he will be more tormented in his heart." ”

Eleven Niang was originally worried about Xiao's sadness, and after hearing these words, she was inevitably distressed, but as a child, she should not have interfered in the affairs of her parents' courtyard, but she didn't know what to say, but she was taken by Xiao's hand and patted the back of her hand gently: "Don't look at your father like this, he is just afraid that I am worried, and he doesn't want me to work as hard as some time ago, he didn't give up on himself, he was young and ambitious, relying on his own talent, but his career is difficult, and now he finally looks forward to putting things right, but there is still a glimmer of hope, He didn't want to just be paralyzed in bed and achieve nothing, I heard Bai Ji say, whether it is acupuncture or the set of rehabilitation techniques taught by Ling Xutian Master, you Aya is insisting, I won't be angry with him because of this, he doesn't want me to work, I also understand his affection, Yi Yi don't have to worry. ”

Looking at Xiao's sincere look, Eleven Niang knew that she was not forced to smile, she was very happy, but she was stunned.

When she was Wodan, her parents were also loving and harmonious, but she knew that her mother was always the one who gave more, and although her father also loved her mother very much, she was a husband's attitude towards his wife, and she was impeccable on the surface, but Wotan understood the asymmetry.

The mother loved the father and could give everything and even her life for it without regrets, but when the mother sent the maid into the study, the father accepted the mother's virtue as a matter of course and had children with another woman.

Although, the father will not give the concubines too much pampering, nor will he favor the concubines, the family is orderly, the wives and concubines are clearly distinguished, including the concubines of Liuniang's biological mother, they are very grateful for the generosity of the main mother, or they are afraid of strict etiquette, and never dare to provoke at all, but Wu Dan still experienced the mother's vague and occasional loss.

At a very young age, Waddan was suspicious that his father was only a duty to his mother, and that it was not love.

But she didn't feel confused at the time, perhaps because too many couples in the world were like her parents.

So she firmly believes that such a husband and wife relationship is normal, even normal.

Later, she became an eleventh mother, she thought that her parents in this life were also like the customs - of course, Yao's family must be put aside, she is the eyes and ears of outsiders, but Jiang Ji, and even Bai Ji, are accepted as concubines because of the approval of the main mother Xiao, so they should follow the norm - Liu Junyi and Xiao Xingzhou, just like the vast majority of couples in the Gaomen family, regard respecting each other as a guest, a qualified husband does not need to meet the conditions of loyalty, a qualified wife should also take a concubine for her husband, and allow the concubine room to spread out for her husband, because the heirs are prosperous, It is the most basic premise for the long-term prosperity of famous families.

The harmony in the house is happy in the eyes of others, although women occasionally talk about the legend of a certain love for a lifetime, but they will not think that this is a matter of course between husband and wife.

As for the fact that there are a lot of "prostitutes" who resolutely do not allow their husbands to take concubines, they are usually low-married, relying on the power of their mother's family to command their husbands, and they may not be able to prevent "stealing", often taking every precaution, and in the end they still can't keep people's hearts easy to change color and fall in love, and end up alone in the empty house, no one sympathizes with them, even if the women, there are many cynicisms - this is self-blame.

Eleven Niang remembered that when she was still Wodan, her mother's life planned for her was never "but a one-hearted person, and the white head is not separated", the definition of "beloved" is that the family is comparable, talented and good-looking, and has a similar temperament, and the husband and wife can respect each other as guests and respect each other.

Later, Xiao became her mother, and she was not instilled with the idea that she should be desperate and like a moth to a fire to pursue the king like a rock, but Xiao once resisted her path of "alternative" to the princess of Jin, and because she could not avoid such a person from growing guilty, and looking at Xiao as Qi Niang and Jiu Niang's choice of son-in-law, the first thing to value is the virtue of the man and even the man's parent, which seems to show that Xiao still has a little stubbornness in her heart, she still hopes that her daughters can get rid of the constraints of etiquette and law, and really, and her husband and son-in-law are unswerving, Get to know each other.

But after Xiao gave birth to two daughters, she was willing to take a concubine for her husband, and she didn't even want to take the risk of giving birth, and tirelessly begged for a son-in-law.

So Eleven Niang thought that although Xiao was respectful, it was far from admiration, or that Xiao's love had always been sober, she appreciated Xiao's reason, but at the same time she was inevitably embarrassed, in the end she couldn't meet the love that could be desperate, even transcendent life and death, it is difficult to say whether this is a regret.

But today's hearing and witnessing made Eleven Niang understand that Xiao may not be as she used to think, in this life, her parents, although they do not have the legend of a lifetime and a couple, but they still have a heart, Jiang Ji, Bai Ji, has not become a knot and obstacle between them, they are still life and death, never abandoned, not because the constraints of responsibility must be so, their love may be flawed, not to mention the vigorous and stunning ancient and modern, but it is still enviable.

She remembered her previous life, before her mother died, the last sentence on her ear and temples: "Wodan, don't be too sad, your mother can accompany your father to die together, and you won't suffer alone for the rest of your life, so it's good, and if you are still alive, your mother will have no regrets, so you must ...... Live well. ”

At that time, she thought it was just a comfort from her mother, hoping that she would not lose her will in life, and then she recalled...... Her mother was really willing to die with her father and family, and she faced the disaster so calmly because she firmly believed that even if she fell into the netherworld, she would not be forever separated from the love of her life.

Just like Pei Wudan before she died, she was also not sad and angry, because she knew that she would soon be reunited with her family, in that world, in the deep palace, there were no more people and things that she loved and were reluctant to give up, and death was once a relief for her.

Even when He Yan came in a hurry, she didn't let go of her resentment against this man, so she said goodbye to him calmly, seeing that he was in pain, but she was faintly happy - a cowardly man, even if you live in the Ninety-Five, in the end, you can't trap me.

So now, why is she scared, why is she panicking, she has experienced life and death, and living another life is already in vain, obviously everything is deployed according to the plan, and there is only one last step left for Zhaoxue of the Pei Zheng clan, after He Ye ascended the throne, whether it was suspicion or fear, it was obvious that she had expected it, why did she panic?

Eleven Niang couldn't find an answer, she racked her brains to convince herself, and she was so absent-minded that He Zhan was already standing beside her, and she was still looking at the glow of the western sky in a daze.