Shi Niang did not tell Binu that the money given to He Zhan was used to store the private soldiers of the dead who were still hidden in many places, not that she could not trust Binu, but that this matter was life-threatening, and Binu did not know what it was, but it was more secure for her safety.

Privately raising a dead soldier is regarded as an accomplice, even if Shi Niang is now the queen, once the crime is found to be proven, she cannot be pardoned.

But she can't disband these dead soldiers yet, because these dead soldiers are weapons to prevent the future from still having enemies with He Ye.

Before the grievances of the Pei and Zheng clans can be revealed, she must retain her strength, if He Ye refuses to retry the old case, these dead soldiers will become the dagger that will decide the winner when he is poor.

It's just that these more than 1,000 dead soldiers, of course, launching a mutiny is an egg to hit a stone, Eleven Niang can only use He Ye's trust to fight for the opportunity to plot a mutiny, although she always thinks of the danger of this dagger whenever she thinks of being forced to do so, of course she knows that no matter what the victory or defeat, she and He Ye will come to the end of the end, such an end is not what she wants, even if she achieves her goal, her life will become a ruin, but she will not waver, she must complete this matter.

She thinks like this, desperate herself, even if she apologizes with death after the fact, I am afraid it will be difficult to get the forgiveness of her family and the world - for the country struggling with internal and external troubles, the country of China, He Ye, the emperor, is the hope of hundreds of millions of subjects, but because of her personal grudges, she may let the country fall into turmoil and crisis again, her father and ancestor are loyal ministers who would rather die than rebel against the monarchy, and they should definitely not forgive her for doing so, if the world knows the truth, they will also be angry and denounced, accusing her of being a traitorous snake and scorpion, and cursing her for not dying well.

But she will not let the world know the truth, all the sins originate from Liu Shiniang, and have nothing to do with the Pei Zheng family, so the family members who have passed away with grievances will not be affected because of her actions.

Even if she falls forever after death, she has no regrets, this is the obsession of Eleven Niang, who has overcome obstacles for 20 years, and what she has done is the only one, but firm obsession.

Even if she can't forgive and understand, she has to fulfill this obsession.

But her look at this time, can no longer hide self-blame, it is the middle of summer, but the palm of the finger is inexplicably cold, even Binu also sensed the queen's abnormal state, she is very worried, and at the same time feels that her mission is extremely important, she has been used to obeying orders, so she did not get to the bottom of it, did not hesitate to promise, and mentioned one more reason.

"Since the Xingqing Palace was burned down, it has recently been discussing how to deal with it, it seems that there are Xie, Wei and other officials proposed to repair it, but the slave maid listened to Mrs. Tai's accusation that it would inevitably cost the people and money, and some ministers suggested that it should be demolished simply and restore the market system, as if Xiao Jiulang wrote a letter of advice, submitted to His Majesty, and proposed that Xingqing Palace is located on the inner side of the Chunming Gate, and the imperial city and many official offices are close, so it is better to set up a Jimin Department here, recruit medical officers, and treat the poor who are sick but cannot afford to ask for medical treatment, In the spring and autumn seasons, the Jimin Department will distribute anti-epidemic medicine to various temples, and can also shelter the lonely, widowed, and weak, and compassionate the disabled, etc., His Majesty has given advice, and the palace is in charge of this matter. ”

Shi Niang really didn't know about this matter, but it didn't hinder her plan, and she said: "Although the imperial court allows the construction of the Jimin Bureau, the role is indeed similar to that of the good hall and the sick workshop, but only relying on a Jimin office can not completely guarantee that the poor and sick can be treated in time, and the manpower is limited, and the imperial court will accept the patients differently and severely, but many poor people suffer from minor illnesses although they have no worries about their lives, and delaying their illness will also cause pain. ”

After the founding of the Great Zhou Dynasty, Taizong, Gaozong, and even Mingzong, Dezong, many emperors, in fact, also attached great importance to the people's livelihood and suffering, not only in Kyoto, but also in the major prefectures and counties have also set up official institutions such as the Jimin Bureau, but once a disaster occurs, the imperial court has to support the locality, and there are wars and other factors, coupled with local officials bribery, resulting in the Jimin Bureau, Beitianfang and other institutions often face the situation of lack of food and medicine, and the vast majority of poor and sick people are actually difficult to get care.

It is not enough to rely on the government alone, but it is necessary to encourage the support of the clans, the gentry, and those big businessmen and wealthy people, so that more people can benefit.

"Young Eunuch Ruan, could it be Ruan Ling?" Eleven Niang asked again.

But seeing that Binu seemed to have red cheeks, he subconsciously lowered his eyelids before responding: "It's Ruan Langjun." ”

Ruan Ling is He Ye's niece, and he served as the governor of the Jin Dynasty when he was in the palace, both for his cronies and nobles, and now he is promoted to the young eunuch of the palace in the palace is actually reasonable, and Eleven Niang has no doubts about Ruan Ling's loyalty, but she is quite concerned about some of his private deeds, and she once did not hide her reprimand in front of Ruan Ling, so that Ruan Ling once kept her away, for fear of anger.

Eleven Niang snorted coldly at this time: "Ruan Ling is still entangled with you? ”

Seeing that Binu was becoming more and more embarrassed, Eleven Niang sighed: "Abi, although I am dissatisfied with Ruan Ling's mercy, I have already told you that if you are really tempted, you don't have to care about my likes and dislikes, he is a lover, not ruthless and unrighteous, as long as you don't care about yourself, think that he can give you happiness, I won't stop the two of you, I am angry that you have repeatedly refused, and he still does not forgive!" ”

Ruan Ling's current wife, Li, is indeed gentle and virtuous compared to the previous one, although he is aware of Ruan Ling's behavior, Li has never been angry with Binu for this reason, in fact, Li has a very good relationship with Binu in private, and because of this, Binu is more and more reluctant to hurt Li, and is more alienated from Ruan Ling, but Ruan Ling, the momentum of stalking is more obvious.

But while he curry favor with Binu, he still accepts two good concubines, and he is romantic, this kind of behavior really makes Eleven Niang feel unfair for the Li family, of course, she is even more convinced that Ruan Ling is not a good person for Binu, but looking at Binu's situation, I am afraid that he is already emotional, and he was deceived and seduced by Ruan Ling's kid.

"The queen is angry." Binu, who came back to his senses, was not without fear, so he had to tell the truth: "Young Eunuch Ruan is indeed as the queen said, although he is romantic, but he is not a ruthless person, and the slave maid does not dare to expect Young Eunuch Ruan to be single-minded, but, but ...... After so many years, it is true that Ruan Shaojian is considerate and gentle, but the slave and maid value it more, and it is Li Niangzi who treats each other sincerely, in contrast, the slave and maid are even more reluctant to lose the friendship with Li Niangzi, so the slave and maid alienate Ruan Shaojian and forbid to be entangled with him. ”

Speaking of this, Bi Nu paused slightly, but his eyes couldn't help but redden: "There is one thing, originally because I was afraid that the queen would worry, the slave maid has been hiding it...... When the queen started in Taiyuan, Li Niangzi was about to give birth, although in the old age, and then added a boy to Ruan Shaojian, but after giving birth, it actually caused blood collapse, although there was no danger, but Li Niangzi's health was not as good as before, and recently ...... It is even more lingering, even if Young Eunuch Ruan asks many medical officers for diagnosis and treatment, I'm afraid, I'm afraid...... Li Niangzi felt that the deadline was approaching, and specially sent someone to invite the slave maid to see, Li Niangzi told the slave maid that although she knew that Ruan Shaojian was amorous, but she had never complained, and the lady frankly admired Ruan Lang, but she also knew that it was rare for the husband to be single-minded, she said...... She understands that love is to do her best to fight, even if she can't ask for it, she has no regrets and no complaints, she said that although she can't be single-minded, but Ruan Shaojian has always respected her, and it is not without true feelings, Li Niangzi believes that Ruan Shaojian will not treat her children lightly, but she hopes, hopes ......"

Binu took a deep breath: "The slave maid never had the luxury of knowing that the heart is alone, the white head and the elder, and also understands that although Ruan Shaojian is affectionate, the slave and maid are far from being compared with Li Niangzi, although Li Niangzi has an entrustment, the slave and the maid are unwilling to be wronged and seek perfection, the slave and maid ask themselves, they can't be as open-minded as Li Niangzi, so the slave and maid rejected Li Niangzi, the slave and the maid did not get the queen's permission, but privately begged Yingyang Zhenren, hoping that Yingyang Zhenren could ask Ling Xutian Master to diagnose and treat Li Niangzi, if she can help Li Niangzi survive this catastrophe, it is a great luck, if not, I believe that the children of Mrs. Li will be protected by the queen in the future, and others will not dare to bully. After saying that, he bowed his head heavily.

Although she came from a humble background, she was still influenced by the queen unconsciously, and there was indeed a period of time when she was shaken by Ruan Ling's courtesy and thoughtfulness, but she was self-aware and knew that she was affectionate to Ruan Ling, and she was nothing more than three thousand weak waters, and she would not become the only one, but even if she was humble, she still wanted to be the only one who was different from the three thousand.

is also a woman, in fact, Binu is not worth it for the Li family, so she can vaguely understand the mood of the queen, and Ruan Shaojian's amorous affection can be tolerant of the world, not to mention the supreme in the world? Although the saint has been in love with the queen for ten years, what about the future? Emperor Dezong was not the only one to Empress Cui, but he still had to compromise with the etiquette, which led to the Empress Dowager Wei, Emperor Renzong, and the turmoil of the Great Zhou for more than 20 years.

But the reason why the queen can be the queen is that she must tolerate such an asymmetry.

But she is not a nobleman, and she doesn't even have the order of her parents, so she doesn't have to pay attention to the words of the matchmaker, she still has the opportunity to choose, and she doesn't have to succumb to the customs.

If you talk about love......

Binu admitted that she was already emotionally attached to Ruan Ling, and she was fortunate to be appreciated by her humble body, and she had also missed this affection, but it was not enough for her to give up her dignity and be willing to become one of Ruan Ling's many infatuations in her life, and it was not until Li was seriously ill that she held her hand and wept for a moment that she realized that she actually had a firm belief in her heart.

In her future, she doesn't need a vassal man to survive, so why should she be wronged? It was the queen who gave her this right, she must make this life without regrets, she wants a radiant life, for the queen and even Mrs. Li, how many women have to compromise and vulgarity, to complete the hope that they can't declare, but secretly expect, yes, this is the life she is about to unfold, so that she can live up to the queen, so that she can live up to herself, so that she can make her brother proud.

So this trip to Penglai Palace, after a heart-to-heart exchange in Linglongtai, Binu finally no longer hesitated, she no longer served the queen, and no longer at a loss about the future and destination, she generously moved into the Pingkang Fang Villa, since then she is the owner here, no need to be flattered, and do not need to be cautious, this is not only her foothold, this is her home, really, belongs to her home, she can feast guests here, and promised to recommend people of insight to the queen, she began to help the poor scholars and poor people in her own name, will even sue God for the weak who are bullied by the powerful.

But at this time, Binu didn't think that one day, on the green history, would leave her name and surname, when this powerful empire would one day be annihilated by the change of dynasties, many people could not avoid being forgotten by history, thousands of years later, as a woman, she has become the subject of research by many historians, and her emotional stories can also be written into the script, sung in the opera, and staged on the screen, causing tens of millions of speculations, quite a lot of feelings and sighs.

No one knew that her first love was actually Ruan Ling.