That night, the heavy snow finally became a gluttonous trend.

In the silence of the night, the world seems to be the only one left to call the sound, the truth is more time, in fact, it is shallow, looking at the twelve-leaf hibiscus copper leak, engraved with the leaf petals of dripping dew, just pointing to the "戌" carving, the palace people under the eaves of the corridor put a smoking cage, and simmered roasted goat's milk on the red stove, sitting by the fire to enjoy the snow, it is the age of jumping out of playfulness, but at this time it is also sullen and has no intention of talking and laughing.

In the greenhouse, Shi Niang had already dismantled her bun, and was looking at the newly calculated calendar sent by Si Tiantai, and on the day of the beginning of spring, she smiled at the taro: "Xu is the last heavy snow this year." ”

At this time, Chang'an, the climate is more humid and warm, although there is more precipitation and snow, but the severe cold is very short, often to the beginning of spring, the market will gradually warm up, there is spring snow flying, most of them are also like light dust drifting, when the south wind rises, the face is not cold.

Therefore, at this time before the beginning of spring, it may be the coldest time of winter, and when this wind and snow abuse is over, the severe cold will leave the world.

The taro cheered up and echoed: "When the snow stops, the plum blossoms by the Taiye pool will bloom, so that you can play, and the New Year is approaching, Your Highness might as well discuss the concubine, take out a day of free time, put the wine and plums, joke and drink?" ”

Eleven Niang also knows that the palace people in the Penglai Palace have been extraordinarily nervous and depressed recently, she doesn't like to be depressed, and she feels depressed when she looks at the frowning faces of others, so this time, although she actually has no interest in having fun, she is also willing to make fun: "I heard that Duan Jieyu is preparing to set up a poetry club, some are different from ordinary elegant collections, and occasionally listen to the palace people reciting poems from the club, and there are many interesting sentences, so I often think about promoting, and I can teach the harem to have more interest, your proposal reminded me that I should indeed choose a day, one to enjoy the plum, and the other to poetry and wine." ”

Taro Yuan still wanted to get the queen's approval, and then gave advice, and proposed to invite the Son of Heaven to the plum wine banquet, but when she heard that the queen remembered Duan Jieyu, how could she say this? However, in the Penglai Palace, although the queen is lenient, it has always been strictly forbidden for everyone to stir up trouble and incite discord and disputes, even the palace maids like Wanyao and Roujie do not dare to violate the law, and she can only slander Jieyu in her heart for being ungrateful and ignorant of good and bad, but she does not dare to complain about this.

was uneven, and saw a little palace maid who was originally waiting for orders under the corridor, and rushed straight into the room with joy, and the words of the taro reproach were too late to exit, so I listened to the palace maid's joyful report: "Congratulations to Your Highness, the Holy Lord is coming." ”

Eleven Niang was looking at the calendar and thinking about choosing a good day to have fun with her concubines, and she was stunned when she heard the words.

The taro immediately jumped up: "It must be the time to see that today's snow is falling, and he intends to enjoy the snow scene with His Royal Highness in the red furnace, and the slave and maid will instruct the inner kitchen to prepare the wine and food, why don't you send it to Linglongtai?" There is not only shelter from the wind, but also does not hinder the viewing of the snow scene, because His Royal Highness is thrifty, there is no geothermal heat in the Linglong platform, and it is good to have more charcoal stoves and braziers. ”

It sounded like a proposal, but the taro didn't wait for the queen's approval, and as soon as she finished speaking, she turned around and hurriedly arranged it.

Looking at the palace people in the room, all of them were in high spirits, and Eleven Niang sighed lightly.

The Son of Heaven has not come to Penglai Hall for a long time.

Although she was not left out because of this, she was anxious and impetuous, and she never angered her subordinates, she lived as usual and lived as usual, but the deep palace was like this, not only the concubines, but even the palace people, also counted on the emperor's grace to spend the day, this is really between the emperor's joy and anger, and the lord has thousands of blessings and misfortunes.

And she, of course, can't continue to be cold.

Eleven Niang didn't want to stop the excited taro, but He Ye had already strode in at this time, thinking that he had already heard the words of the taro, and he was extremely puzzled: "It's just a red furnace roasting, how can I have so much leisure?" There are still a lot of official documents that need to be reviewed, and the queen doesn't need to toss, the weather is cold, so it's good to settle it early, but the queen's study, pen, ink, paper, and inkstone, just borrow it and use it. ”

Having said that, where does Eleven Niang dare to take it seriously? Although there is no banquet, I have to go to the kitchen in person to prepare a supper for His Majesty the Emperor, who still seems to have not completely subsided his anger.

He Ye did seem to have made a special trip to Penglai Hall to work, only caring about burying his head in the case, even if the queen personally presented the food, he was like swallowing dates, and he was placed in his belly like a whirlwind, except for the necessary inquiries on official business, there was no nonsense all night, and he spoke with a straight face, without a trace of smile.

A little palace maid like Shen Yan is not familiar with the temperament of the Son of Heaven, so the excited mood was suddenly silently filled again, and the atmosphere in the Penglai Palace, after a short period of sudden enlightenment, fell into gloom again.

She also knew that Shenyan was now the leader of the little palace maids, so she deliberately enlightened: "Don't worry, since the saint is willing to come to Penglai Palace, he said that he will no longer complain about the queen, but for a while, some can't wipe off his face, the so-called flirting and scolding, between this husband and wife, is not only limited to laughter, but also harmony and love." ”

The more he lowered his voice: "The Holy One is indeed busy with government affairs and can't afford to have fun, but haven't you paid attention, even so, seeing His Highness waiting for pen and ink by the side, and refusing to rest first, the Holy One also couldn't bear it, and took the initiative to lose the official document and settle it with His Highness, and when His Highness fell asleep, the Holy One quietly got up again and continued to review the official document, so considerate, how could the affection be reduced?" We slaves and maids don't have to worry anymore. ”

At this point, the clouds of Penglai Hall were swept away in a sudden - because the Son of Heaven had been driving Penglai Hall for many days, and Duan Jieyu, who was in the limelight, seemed to have been completely left behind by the Son of Heaven.

Even Wanyu can understand the feelings of the Son of Heaven, of course, Eleven Niang is not unimpressed, but although she feels that He Ye has signs of ignoring the past, she is a little more sober than many palace people.

Between them, far from being reconciled as before, she could even clearly touch the block in He Ye's heart, it was still hard, and it was not gradually eliminated, but he was cold and the surface, and he did not lose his warmth, and even compared with before, this warmth added a little more cautious meaning, sometimes in her sleep, she could even feel a pair of suspicious eyes on the pillow, which made her spine chill, and she woke up suddenly.

But when she secretly confirmed, she saw the man who shared the pillow again, and the breath was deep and long, as if she was asleep.

The more intimate the distance, the more obvious the estrangement becomes, and Eleven Niang suspects that they will always be like this, and He Ye's heart is still completely closed to her.

But isn't all this as she asked? She should be relieved.

But her mood became heavier day by day, and sometimes she felt that it was particularly difficult to even force a smile.

Sometimes I can't help but think of it, in the Zichen Hall before the heavy snow, in a secluded pavilion behind the sparse Nanzhu, about Lu Li's judgment, he broke that she was already unconscious, emotional to He Ye, but she didn't want to admit it, and she was also timid to invest more, Eleven Niang had to admit at this time that everything had indeed been pierced by Lu Li.

Because it was clear that everything was as she planned, but she didn't feel relaxed at all, sometimes she looked at the face of the person next to the pillow who was feigning sleep, and the pain in her heart was like a knife, and sometimes she was even thinking about whether she should choose to leave when the goal was achieved, she seemed to be unable to accept He Ye at this time, obviously desperate, but still reluctant to completely deviate, He Ye, who hid all his joy and anger and all his emotions, was a man who would no longer want to have a heart with her.

Between them, they are already terminally ill and tortured, but they are still surviving.

This is not the life she expects to live, because there are too many unwillingnesses and too many dilemmas.

Ruthlessness can be free, she clearly understands this truth, but she is deeply involved in it.

Sometimes she thought: He Ye, I regret it very much, I regret it at that time, why did I choose you to be me, on the road to revenge, an indispensable chess piece, I have always believed that I can be as calm as ever, until this time, I understand that I am far from the reason I admit, if we never intersect, how good it would be.

He Ye, many entanglements make me desperate, I don't know, when I achieve my long-cherished wish, will I have the courage to live so close to you but alienated, exhausting the rest of my life.

It's too difficult, we know the easy way out, why do we stay in the misery and ask for our own hardships?

I was so glad to have a new lease on my life because it gave me a chance, and I never thought about what I was going to do after my revenge.

Perhaps, I came from hell and should go to hell.

This may be my real way out, and if it is up to me to cut the bonds and torments between us, you will also win the way out.

At that time, even if I am resentful, I hope you don't last too long, and I think I may be really honest with you before I return to all kinds of reasons.

I believe in you, even if you forget me, you will still be kind to Chi'er, right?

Chi'er can not be on the throne, I only hope that after losing his mother, he will not lose his father's love again.

He Ye, you and I were originally passers-by, and when I was a trace of wandering soul in this body, I finally returned to the netherworld, and we should also return to the beginning.

There is an afterlife, don't look forward to reuniting.

Otherwise, grievances and love and hatred will be entangled for a long time, and this life has become regret, and in the next reincarnation, I don't want to torture you anymore, so I pray that we can miss it completely.

I'm sorry, He Ye, I have to let you endure for a while, between hopelessness and hope, tossing and turning.

I'm too obsessed, you should hate me for being ruthless.

Therefore, when everything is dust, when I leave, you must forget me, I am a person, I should not be involved in your life trajectory, only forgetting is your way out.

Since the idea was born, it has suddenly become a booming trend.

Although Eleven Niang has a lot of stumbling in her heart, she is preparing for this plan.

Manifested as a sudden harshness towards Chi'er, more than Jiang Shanggong, Eleven Niang still remembered this child, when she was clumsy, she was afraid and alienated from her, she thought that if she didn't give Chi'er too much love, by that day, when she passed away, Chi'er might not be so sad, as time went by, it was relatively easy to forget her.

A mother's love for her children should not be publicized in the first place, in order to seek a reward from the children's hearts and minds.

Eleven Niang also has too much guilt for Chi'er.

I can't be with you anymore, I can't wait until you're strong enough to experience life and death. I am a ruthless mother, I am about to leave my clumsy son, alone through the love, hatred and sorrow of the world, your long life, I can't accompany you, so, I only hope that not in your life, leave too many traces of hard work, Chi'er, I also hope that you can forget me, I pray that in the next life, there are many people, can replace me, give you love, let you be relieved.

Forgetfulness is the best way, don't miss me, don't resent me, I hope you and your father can be liberated.

All I want, my child, is that you can live as much as you want.