Shen Wenzhou is doing everything as usual, or in the eyes of outsiders, only he knows that he dreams every night.

Every night, he wakes up from a nightmare.

In fact, he already knew what happened in his previous life from his father's mouth.

He knew that he refused to go home on his mother's last phone call on the night of her death, because he would live in guilt for the rest of his life because he didn't see his mother for the last time that day.

And after his mother died, he lived a messy life every day, and finally committed suicide because he couldn't bear the pressure.

He also learned that his father also died later, in order to save people.

They are a family of three, and none of them can have a good ending.

When he knew those things from his father, Shen Wenzhou was already very shocked, and he was very happy now.

It's not that life is so rich, and their family of four is very happy together, Mom and Dad love him and his sister very much, and he loves Mom and Dad and his sister very much!

So he couldn't imagine how unfortunate their family was in the previous life.

Until he dreamed about the things of his previous life, he returned to his previous life in his dreams and felt the pain and despair of his previous life again.

Whenever he woke up from a nightmare, Shen Wenzhou felt that he was about to run out of breath.

Dad said that his mother had always felt guilty about him, but when he recalled everything in his previous life step by step, he also felt guilty about his mother.

In his previous life, after his mother died, he visited her very few times, because he felt that he had no shame to face, and he even used "she" instead of "she" every time he mentioned his mother in the future.

Because he feels that he is not worthy of being "her" son at all, he is not worthy at all!

……

Time passed in a flash, and on the day of Shen Wenzhou's college entrance examination, Ye Wan got up early in the morning.

"Zhouzhou, check again, are you sure you have everything with you?" Ye Wanwan was a little nervous, obviously she asked not long ago, but she couldn't help but ask again at this time.

"Well, it's been cleaned up, Mom, don't worry." Shen Wenzhou's expression was calm, as if he was not worried about the college entrance examination at all.

Ye Wanwan nodded, "Okay, let's leave after breakfast." ”

She deliberately got up early today so that she could send Zhouzhou to the examination room.

Zhou Zhou nodded, and then ate breakfast very calmly.

In fact, with his grades, there is no problem at all, but he did not take the road of escort, because Shen Wenzhou is confident that even if he uses the results of the college entrance examination to speak, he can be admitted to the school of his choice.

After breakfast, the driver drove them away from home.

When he arrived at the school gate and Zhou Zhou was about to go in, Ye Wanwan also encouraged Zhou Zhou, "Don't worry about grades, just do your best." ”

"Okay." Shen Wenzhou responded, and then walked into the examination room.

Until the end of the three days of the college entrance examination.

Shen Wenzhou didn't actually feel tired, but Ye Wanwan was too worried, and he didn't breathe a sigh of relief until the college entrance examination was over.

After the college entrance examination, the students began to let go of themselves in the group, those who wanted to go on a trip, those who wanted to play games at home for a few days, and those who practiced driving, in short, they did everything.

And Shen Wenzhou seems to be that outlier, he doesn't seem to have anything to do, so he reads books at home to pass the time.