“.”

Jian Wuya touched his nose in some silence and didn't speak again, this was already a realm he couldn't imagine.

He couldn't imagine that a man would never blame himself.

Is this normal?

This is not normal!

After hesitating for a moment, he couldn't help but ask: "Brother Tuberculosis, I don't know whether to say it or not, everyone has a time when they are young and frivolous and ignorant, and you always have a moment to reward yourself, right?" ”

"Do you blame yourself when you reward yourself?"

"Huh."

The rabbit sneered twice expressionlessly: "Refuse to answer." ”

After saying that, the first one walked towards the café, and Chen Yi and the two did not speak again, but followed closely.

The area inside the café is not large.

There are about seven or eight tables, no one at the bar, only a self-service à la carte menu with some lattes, coffee and other things on it, and the price is not expensive, all around 100 coupons per cup.

It is naturally expensive in the outside world, 100 coupons for a cup of coffee, grab the money.

But if it's placed on a B-level map, it's not so obtrusive.

The rule of this ruin is that after buying a cup of coffee, you can go to the side of the counseling room to find a counselor for psychological counseling.

Under the guidance of a psychological counselor, you can successfully cut off the demons in your heart and pass through the ruins.

The three of them sat at a round table and each ordered a cup of coffee, and soon a cylindrical robot with three cups of coffee on top brought them over.

"It's a much more comfortable environment."

The rabbit took a casual sip of coffee, frowned slightly and put the coffee back on the table: "I can't get used to drinking this bird thing, every time I drink this thing, I can always think of some strange things." ”

"Okay, you have to clear a total of 5 ruins, and this is the first one."

"I'll go and give you a sample first."

After that, the rabbit didn't stop, and walked straight to the psychological counseling room with the door on the side.

Push the door in, and the door behind you closes automatically.

In front of him was a room of about thirty square meters, and a woman with a beautiful face was sitting behind a desk staring at him and said crisply, "Please take a seat, I'm Nana, a psychological counselor." ”

"Nana?"

The rabbit thoughtfully pulled out a chair and sat down, propped his hands on his arms, looked at the woman in front of him, and suddenly said, "What is your relationship with Shengben Game?" ”

"Are you an employee of the game?"

"Or are they forced to pull in, or are they just NPCs that have been indoctrinated with a period of consciousness and are not inherently alive?"

"What kind of existence is you?"

The woman in front of me, dressed in a small black suit and full of professional style, did not have any fluctuations in her complexion, but took out a mirror from her arms and put it on the table.

"You need to keep staring at the mirror for 3 seconds, and then the mirror will reveal the biggest demon in your memory."

"Huh?"

The rabbit didn't speak again, but withdrew his gaze from the woman in front of him, his eyes looking straight into the mirror, he actually wanted to know what the biggest demon in his memory was.

Three seconds passed quickly.

The mirror began to change, like a computer crashing, and became only white, and it was impossible to see through at all.

"What is this?"

“.”

The woman, who was originally unwavering, leaned forward a little, frowned slightly and was silent for a while before she said with a solemn expression: "In your memory, you don't have any demons. ”

"Everything you do, you are worthy of."

"Hey."

Hearing this, the rabbit grinned, leaning back in the chair: "So it's over now?" ”

"Yes, you can leave."

As the rabbit left the house, a voice rang in his ears.

"Ding, congratulations on successfully clearing Ruins No. 3."

"It's simple."

Standing in front of Chen Yi and the others, the rabbit spread out his hands and shrugged his shoulders a little easily: "Basically, there is no difficulty, I went in and chatted with the psychological counselor for a few words and came out." ”

"This is probably the simplest of the seven ruins in this B-class map."

"If this map is all of this difficulty, it can't afford the level of a B-tier map."

"I'll go in and try it."

Chen Yi got up, strode in with a cane in one hand, and walked out again after a few seconds: "The psychological counselor said that I don't have any demons, and everything I do is in accordance with my heart. ”

“.”

Jian Wuya on the side was silent in place with an ugly face, he knew that these two people were not normal, how could someone not even have a trace of self-blame in his life.

Well-doer?

No, as far as he knows, most of the so-called good people do good deeds to soothe their hearts because they blame themselves too much in their hearts.

There is only one possibility for a person like this who has no self-blame in his heart.

That's the ultimate self.

Except for myself, everyone else doesn't care at all, doesn't care about anything that happens in the outside world, only cares about myself.

In this case, it is naturally impossible to feel self-blame.

And this kind of person is often a villain template, there are two more beside him, damn he clearly remembers that he joined the decent side, right?

I've seen the halfway whitewashing, but I haven't seen the halfway blackening!

The corners of his mouth twitched slightly, and he didn't say much but stepped into the psychological counseling room in front of him

Follow the process to stare at the mirror for three seconds.

Suddenly, I felt a lightness under my feet, and when I regained my sight again, I had already appeared in a void space.

There is chaos all around.

Only images kept flashing around him.

There are pictures of his wife being seriously ill and bedridden, there are pictures of his wife being murdered by the vendor boss in the vegetable market, and there are pictures of him sitting helplessly in the hospital corridor hugging his head and crying.

There were also voices in my ears.

There is his heart-rending roar, the mournful scream of his wife's serious illness and pain, the doctor's helpless announcement, the bank's cold rejection, and the funeral staff's fast-paced introduction of the project.

Voices and pictures.

Wrap him in it.

As if thrown into no man's land, I felt the almost suffocating silence in the noise.

Jian Wuya slowly lowered his head, looked at his feet and was silent without speaking.

He knew all too well what his demons were.

He can't get over this hurdle in his life.

I can't let it go, I don't want to let it go, and I don't want to let it go.

After a long silence, he said softly in a flat voice.

"I let it go, the world shouldn't be blamed for this, I should be blamed."

"If it weren't for the fact that I was a waste and couldn't make money, my wife wouldn't have died."

"If it weren't for the fact that I was a waste and couldn't make money, my wife wouldn't have been abused at the market for a few cents."

"If."

Jian Wuya muttered in a trance.

The last time he passed the level of caring for demons, he transferred his disgust with himself to disgusting the world.

This time, if he wants to clear this demon again, he will have to transfer the disgust of the world to the disgust of himself.

He couldn't completely cut off the demons in his heart.

It can only be done by transfer.

However, the surroundings are always in nothingness, there is no feedback, only the picture is constantly looping, and the mournful voice of his wife in his ears is becoming more and more harsh.

Jian Wuyan, who was originally in a trance, gradually collapsed hysterically.

With a crazy and hideous expression, he roared: "Didn't I say it, blame me, blame me, blame me for being too wasteful!" ”

"I'm a piece of shit, I'm a piece of waste that isn't even as good as a dog!"

"I don't have a dime to do with this world, I can't blame anything, it's all because of myself."

“.”

Half an hour later.

The rabbit sat on the round table, stirring the coffee in front of him casually with a glass stick, glanced at the psychological counseling room behind the bar and said casually: "Hasn't this sword come out yet?" ”

"It's been half an hour."

Chen Yi didn't reply, just studying the content of the other 6 ruins in this map, and he couldn't see the specific content of a ruin on the map, and could only see some vague information.

For example, the information on the ruins of No. 3 is only a short sentence on the map.

"The café in the depths of the wasteland, is it salvation or a mirage to you?"

It should be difficult for normal players to tell what exactly is in this No. 3 ruin from this sentence.

That's when —

"Bang."

The door of the psychological counseling room was slammed open, Jian Wuya, who was a little disheveled, turned pale, his back was soaked with sweat, and his body stumbled out with some weakness.

until you walk out of the café.

Facing the wind, he lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth, took a sharp breath, and then fell to the ground with a little paleness, posing a big word, and looking at the black cloud above his head with a slightly dull look.

"Hello?"

The rabbit walked out of the café, stood at the door and glanced at the top of his head, then took out a cigarette and threw it into his mouth, looked at Jian Wuya lying on the wasteland with both hands in his pockets and said casually, "Are you okay?" ”

"It's like you've been through a tough battle inside."

"I know that incident hit you hard, but after all this time, it should be almost better."

剑无涯没有回话，只是双目无神的一直躺在地面上，任凭手中刚点燃的那根烟被狂风所卷走，也没有任何反应。

After lying down for about three to five minutes.

Only then did his spirit slowly improve a little, he got up from the ground, first glanced around, and then looked at Chen Yiyu and the others and laughed miserably: "I'm sorry, let a few people laugh." ”

"This demon is a difficult hurdle for me to overcome, and every time I think about it, it is always difficult to get out."

"I really love her."

"Ding, warm reminder, this is the second time this month that you have violated Article 2 of the July rule to publicly express your love."

The sound of the sword came to an abrupt end.

"You should have broken the July rules just now, right?"

The rabbit looked at Jian Wuya strangely: "This time there is not much chance of forgiveness at all, don't confess blindly, I really doubt that you can survive until August." ”

"But there's one thing I'm curious about."

"If you really just watched your wife die of illness in front of your eyes, would there be such a big demon?"

"Hmm."

After Jian Wuya paused, he nodded with a pale and ugly face.

(End of chapter)