- I am not a leader, and the environment I live in is not the same as that of Simbian.

But that doesn't stop me from making the same choices as those in history after a thousand years.

The shackles of the brain are opened, and the power of the third-order genetic lock surges in the body. It was as if his mind had put on wings, and began to operate methodically and spontaneously according to the calculation method taught by Xin Bi'an, and the huge and complicated memories and those surging emotions no longer constituted an obstacle for Yang Yun.

Knowing, understanding, applying, thinking simulation, emotional resonance, and in this world composed of consciousness and memory, Yang Yun can intuitively feel the huge power hidden in it.

"Is this growth, so dazzling, so dazzling, no matter how many times you look at it, you can't bear to look away...... It seems that you have roughly understood the meaning of 'miracle'. ”

Looking at Yang Yun's eyes, No. 10032 seemed to know his current state, and couldn't help but twitch the muscles at the corners of his mouth slightly, revealing a slightly weird expression, but with her iceberg-like face, there was an indescribable sense of comical: "Then, let's finish reading this last memory." ”

— and then, time began to flow further.

……

“…… Actually, I understand, I can't save everyone. ”

Just as 10032 was about to initiate Rengominiade's jump process, Simbian's hand pressed her arm.

At this time, the commander of the fourth regiment took his long purple knife from his back, as if he was speaking to No. 10032, and seemed to be muttering: "I understand this, but being able to understand it does not mean that I can accept it, because that person told me so before leaving......"

Xin Bi'an straightened her waist little by little, her voice became louder and louder, and even a small arc of electricity appeared on the surface of her skin, making the virtual screen crackle: "The so-called interception of religion is to intercept a glimmer of life between heaven and earth...... That is, don't give up on anyone who can be saved, even when you're at your worst! ”

Xin Bi'an's words were almost roared, and at this moment, an awe-inspiring and domineering momentum emanated from her, and then turned into a substantial purple battle armor, and there was a flying dragon on her chest with angry eyes, as if it was about to fly straight out of the armor.

For Xin Bi'an, who completely liberated her aura field and materialized it, No. 10032 couldn't help but take two steps back, and a white light also emanated from her body, and only said after offsetting part of the awe-inspiring momentum in the air: "It seems that compared to the last physical examination, your strength has improved, but for the sake of reasonableness, you, as a key leader, should choose to pay more attention to your own safety......"

"You're wrong about one thing, number 10032."

Xin Bi'an directly interrupted the words of No. 10032: "This is a choice, yes, but we can't always choose, because after the habit of choice, habit of sacrifice, and habit of abandonment, our hearts will become unfluctuating, and even in the face of difficulties, the first time we will think of abandoning the weak side, instead of considering another path......

"And now, it's time for me to step up, as I have always been."

For Xin Bi'an's words, No. 10032's expression fluctuated significantly for the first time: "What are you going to do?" I should have made my words clear. ”

Xin Bi'an smiled slightly and said, "I understand that what you said is rational, reasonable, and the best choice you have judged in the current situation, and I should listen to you...... But it's against my heart. ”

"No. 10032, you should know my information, right? I come from a plane similar to this one, and with the erosion of Dark Gaia, countless ghosts and goblins continue to appear in the world, and the world falls apart in an instant, and countless people cry and die......"

As he spoke, Xin Bi'an's face showed a painful expression: "But there are some things that are not recorded in detail in the data, right?" At that time, I was only eight years old, and I lived with my grandmother in a small village in the countryside, and the young adults in the village, including my parents, went out to work, and most of the people left in the village at that time were older people and children like me, and my grandparents were very kind to me on weekdays, and we played and played with us every day......

"The village chief's grandfather was a soldier in the early years, and when the disaster broke out, he gathered everyone together and hid in the air-raid shelter built in the mountains in the early years. Because the countryside is vast and sparsely populated, we escaped the first wave of ghosts, but no one knows how long this apocalyptic scene will last, the food is gradually running out, some grandparents go looking for food, but never come back, and I didn't understand anything at the time, I only knew crying, I fell asleep when I was tired of crying, and I ...... when I woke up".

"Later, there were fewer and fewer old people in the bomb shelter for some reason, and I asked my grandmother where they had gone, but when she came back, she just shook her head and whispered to me not to talk loudly. It's not just her, the old people are doing this, even the youngest and most favored me, I am not allowed to make a loud noise, I just remember that everyone's eyes are dimming day after day......"

Between the words, Xin Bi'an's eyes flashed with tears, but her tone was also filled with sadness: "Two months later, there is no food at all in the air-raid shelter, there is no way, the two old men with the best physical strength and the children who covered their mouths, even dare to move a little bit to walk, and walk outside the air-raid shelter, leaving only a group of old people who can no longer even walk, because of malnutrition and close to death, including my dearest and favorite grandmother...... She whispered to me that we children are going to follow the village chief and grandfather to find food, find saviors, and come back to help the old people who can no longer leave, and we will be the big heroes who save everyone. ”

Even today's Xin Bi'an's voice is very low when he talks about his tragic past: "Not far away, we saw ghosts, and that is the reason why we have not been able to speak loudly, a monster that has no head but still acts with a gap machete, and can only judge and attack people by sound, a ghost story that only exists in the mouth of an old man and fools playful children......".

"At that time, if we were left behind as children who didn't know anything, the village chief and grandfather would have a chance to live...... Even though he was old, he had always been the healthiest old man in the village, but he chose to let me and let us live, and he chose to take the initiative to make a voice and run in the other direction to lure away the ghosts. And not long after we ran out, the warriors of the human city descended on this plane and discovered our ......"

No. 10032 quietly listened to Xin Bi'an tell about his past, the commander of the fourth regiment, a strong woman who can still smile and chat with her comrades even if she is seriously injured on weekdays, at this time the words are choked: "Choice, this is also a choice, they chose to let me live, choose to let myself die......"

Even today's Xin Bi'an's voice is very low when he talks about his tragic past: "When I was a child, I didn't understand, but when I grew up, I understood what that childhood experience represented, and after that, even if I was often awakened by nightmares, my hands had already covered my mouth tightly...... Why, I am the one who survived? ”

"It wasn't until I entered the Sanqing Academy and knew that I had the talent for cultivation that I realized that this must be to make thousands of ordinary people like me stop crying, no more sacrificing, and no longer be abandoned!"

(End of chapter)