Chapter 443: I Can't Find Him

"Look at her, is she talking less and less, and her thoughts are on how to make Beichen Group bigger and bigger every day, and she is not really so short of money......

Mo Qing talked about the necessity of pulling Jing Tian out for a long time to watch the Lantern Festival together.

Jing Ran, Brother Zi'er, Xiao De'er and Tianyu all nodded in agreement.

In fact, they also know that the big sister is not only desperately doing business, she is also frantically looking for someone.

Focusing on the grassland where the accident occurred, in the past three years, Jing Tian has drawn countless possible routes for Liang Chenxiao, made countless assumptions and been overturned again and again.

She asked Chen Xiaowei to leave a special secret mark in every state, county, town and even many villages in Shengtang.

However, in three years, he did not appear, as if he had completely disappeared.

Every year when it comes to the Shangyuan Festival, Jing Tian will lock himself in the house early.

This is a moment when every family is reunited, but she is always alone, locked in her room, relying on the memories of the only sweet time between the two of them, to survive the torment of being eaten by longing.

In Jing Tian's study, Dr. Xu and Jing Tian sat on the soft collapse, and Jing Tian added her a cup of tea.

"Godmother, aren't you going to see the Lantern Festival? Why did you suddenly come to me? ”

In the past three years, Dr. Xu has stayed in Beichen Tower to take care of several children, she really loves them as if they were her own children, so Jing Tian was very moved, and finally, under the begging of Xiao Deer and the other three little guys, they recognized Dr. Xu as their godmother.

That day, Dr. Xu hugged them and chattered for a long time, crying while telling interesting things that happened when she and Chen Huanru grew up together.

At this time, Dr. Xu smiled softly, looked at Jing Tian with concern, and said, "Godmother knows that you feel uncomfortable, but you can't hold yourself like this all the time. If he comes back one day, how distressed will he be to see you like this? ”

Jing Tian didn't expect Dr. Xu to suddenly mention Liang Chenxiao, because in the entire Chen Courtyard, he was a taboo, and most people knew that their owner and master were married, but no one had ever seen her husband.

Jing Tian was stunned, but suddenly asked, "What about the godmother?" Why don't you get married? ”

Dr. Xu is one year older than Chen Huanru, and Jing Tian is now seventeen years old, but Dr. Xu is always alone.

"Me?" Doctor Xu was a little surprised, then hooked his lips and smiled, paused and said: "Actually, there is also a person in my heart, but I am afraid that I will never see him again in this life." ”

"I can't imagine myself living with anyone other than him, so I'm going to watch over you siblings."

Jing Tian originally just wanted to divert the topic, but he didn't expect that Dr. Xu would say this.

"Godmother, don't you want to find him? No, miss him? Jing Tian asked, his voice trembling a little.

Because she really misses him so much, that she sometimes thinks that hallucinations are real, thinking of the more than a thousand nights when he is away, curled up and falls asleep coldly, dreaming that he doesn't want to wake up......

"I think...... often thinks of him, "Dr. Xu seems to have fallen into some kind of memory, no longer her usual slightly lazy temperament, she is a little stunned at this time."

"But I can't find him......"