Chapter 62: Obsession
In the hospital room.
Li Chengzhen looked at Huashuo, opened his mouth lightly, and asked, "Should I call you Huashuo or Huatuo?" β
ββ¦β¦ Call me Hua Tuo, at least I think I'm Hua Tuo now," Hua Shuo's voice was a little hoarse, and his gaze was calm.
This is the opposite of before, when he was first brought back by the company, he seemed quite impatient, eager to prove himself, but with all kinds of evidence in front of him, it seemed to show one thing, one thing that he simply did not want to believe.
He doesn't seem to be Hua Tuo.
As you can imagine, what a blow this is, if suddenly one day, you realize that you are no longer yourself, that what you believe is actually wrong, that you are actually someone else.
This is unacceptable to anyone.
"Actually, I'm a little entangled now, I don't know what kind of attitude to use to talk to you," Li Chengzhen's eyes flashed, "If it is according to Hua Tuo, he is one of the greatest Xinglin Inhumans in history, of course, he deserves my respect, but you are now an alternative personality born as a godhead experiment, the purpose of my coming is to destroy you and awaken your masterpersonality, I shouldn't actually talk to you at all, but I am very curious about the state of the godhead in you, I am willing to take a certain time to listen to your feelings, of course, provided that you are willing." β
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"Hua Tuo" was silent for a moment, looked Li Chengzhen up and down carefully, and sighed deeply.
"Hear how I feel? All I can say is very bad, I speak normal language very well, but my mind reminds me over and over again that my language habits are wrong, can you relate to that? Hua Tuo sighed again,
"From the moment I had a thought, I was desperate to find evidence that this world had inherited the "Green Capsule Sutra", but am I really Hua Tuo? Why can't I remember the content of the "Green Capsule Sutra", I gradually realized that I may not be me, according to your explanation, I have learned something, I am just based on the belief in the divine doctor Hua Tuo in history, combined with the personality of the current body, a deformed creation, when I learned this, I was confused. β
"I know where I'm from, but where am I going? I don't know if I have the meaning of existence, and I don't know if these obsessions should become the meaning of my existence, but I am now objectively existing, I am thinking, which makes me feel a sense of emptiness that touches my soul! If you can make me disappear, that's great, it's too much to think about, it's hurting my body and mind, maybe I'm going crazy, maybe I'm crazy. β
"Obsessed?" Li Chengzhen muttered a few words, and then asked, "Can you feel what will happen if your obsession is dissolved?" β
"I don't know, but one thing is certain, once the obsession is satisfied, the logic that supports all my actions will be directly shattered, and I don't know what it will become, but there is no doubt that I will disappear, maybe he will wake up, maybe he will still be trapped in it, the kid named Asus, he is a good boy, and he has a very good life, my disappearance is the best result for him, I am a doctor, at least I think so, I don't know how many people I have saved, But I never mind having one more number," Hua Tuo's gaze was calm to a little scary, full of his own thoughts and respect for life.
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ββ¦β¦ I understand," Li Chengzhen nodded, respecting Hua Tuo's choice.
Li Chengzhen is very simple, no way, this kind of thing can't be allowed to be emotional, his hands are surging, Hua Tuo's godhead is slowly taking shape, and you can play a lot of gods, although there are only two of the most fundamental, but it is enough to put it here.
Li Chengzhen's idea of curing the disease is very simple, since the godhead is formed by faith, and if it is separated from faith, the godhead will naturally collapse, and then it is only necessary to wake up that person.
Now these researchers have closed yuan needles, Qi energy is not running smoothly, and they can't run the godhead, Li Chengzhen only needs to build a new godhead, absorb the power of faith, and then let them drift away naturally, and the godhead in the body of those researchers will naturally collapse.
With the formation of the godhead, the power of faith really began to be slowly absorbed, and Hua Tuo could also feel it, but he didn't say anything, just calmly began to look at himself again, and every part of his body felt so familiar and unfamiliar.
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"Have you studied Chinese medicine?" After a long silence, Hua Tuo suddenly turned his head and asked Li Chengzhen.
"I haven't learned, why do you ask that?" Li Chengzhen was a little puzzled, he glanced at his personality, and estimated that the power of Godhead belief in Asus's body should have been basically absorbed.
"Because your behavior is very layman, Chinese medicine is not only a means of curing diseases, but also a kind of wisdom in the world," Hua Tuo smiled, as if he was not so confused, "We think of people as a whole, everything about him is connected, people are small worlds, small worlds are connected with nature,"
"Cure is to talk about the cause, a person has a stomachache, and then you go to check, and understand that he has a stomach ache because of the accumulation of food, you have to treat the accumulation of food, this is the cause, you because of my personality has affected the main personality, so you think that by eliminating me, you can cure the main personality, this is the cure, just like a stomach pain, go directly to take painkillers, according to the theory of traditional Chinese medicine, you should consider why the main personality fell into a deep sleep."
"Do you mean that even if the influence of the Godhead is removed, he will not wake up? Or will he relapse later? "Li Chengzhen is a little confused.
"No, he will wake up, or he hasn't slept at all, he's talking to you right now, this time he's a blessing in disguise, having this alternative experience, and if he uses this godhead weapon later, he will only be handy, and the risk will be infinitely reduced," Hua Tuo continued, as if he was a little sad, "In this way, the cure may not be effective, but it doesn't quite match my philosophy, I can't help but nag, I have also learned some Western medical theories these days, It also feels very fresh to me, our culture is good, but it is not. β
"Heaven and earth are connected, knowledge is connected, the world is infinite, but man is finite, alasβ"
With a long sigh, Asus's body fell softly, and the traces of the face on his face disappeared without a trace, as if it had never existed.
Li Chengzhen was silent for a moment, sighed, arched his hand, turned around and walked out of the room.
He was still thinking about the conversation they had just had.
Godhead is faith, but faith brings obsession, Li Chengzhen found a point, it seems that the deeper the obsession, the deeper the drama he falls into.
In the romance, Hua Tuo burned the "Green Capsule Sutra" by himself before he died, which is also the most recognized version, so Hua Tuo's belief naturally follows this principle.
His obsession is because of the grief and indignation that the "Green Capsule Sutra" is not recognized.
Just as the sigh in "Romance of the Three Kingdoms": The melancholy people are also gone, and future generations will not see "Green Bag" again.
This is obviously not a very deep obsession, which is why he doubts himself so easily, that is, he is not deeply involved in the play.
And this obsession does not seem to be unique to the Godhead armament, the gods are happy and happy, the most ruthless, this obsession is embodied in the godhead of the gods, it seems to represent a kind of responsibility.
Li Chengzhen admires Yang Zhu's thoughts, and he has some Taoist purity and escapism, but the five gods of good fortune he plays as an advocate happen to be the one that is most deeply contaminated with this earthly world.
Just like during the Chinese New Year, under the influence of the Five Blessings Godhead, he will also have some thoughts of Mo Zhai's compassion and love.
But he does have a high relationship with the Five Lucky Gods, so he sometimes wonders if he himself has a little idea of compassion for others, but it is just magnified by the Godhead.
This made him a little confused, this incident was a good opportunity to study the Godhead, and what Li Chengzhen had to do now was to seize this opportunity and seek enlightenment.
Li Chengzhen took a deep breath and pushed open the door of the next person's room.