Chapter XII

Zheng Qingmei was silently embroidering in the corridor alone.

I still think this is a great opportunity to spend some time with Zheng Qingmei. quietly moved out a chair, and then pretended to sit on the chair to read a book, observing Zheng Qingmei's reaction from time to time.

Zheng Qingmei didn't care about my operation at all, and has been embroidering seriously.

I had no choice but to walk up to Zheng Qingmei and ask, "What kind of flowers are embroidered?" ”

"I don't know," Zheng Qingmei's expressionless face said, "Mix time." ”

I saw Zheng Qingmei's innocent face, she didn't wear makeup today? I thought, suddenly felt a little pity for her, and deliberately said: "Actually, you are more beautiful with a face than with makeup." ”

Zheng Qingmei smiled reluctantly and said, "Actually, a person's beauty should lie in the heart. ”

I was taken aback, I didn't expect Zheng Qingmei to say such a thing, and then, cautiously, asked, "Do you mean to dream of entering the city?" ”

Zheng Qingmei laughed.

"To be honest, when I first saw Dream enter the city, I thought, how can there be such an ugly person?" I said lightly, "It's been so long, and I found that Mengjin Cheng is a good person, a trustworthy person, and I'm ashamed of myself." ”

"What's wrong with you?" Zheng Qingmei asked curiously.

"I'm timid, scared, and selfish, I never think about other people's feelings, and I don't pursue the person I like, and now I don't even have a girlfriend, I deserve it." I said to Zheng Qingmei, as if venting, more like confessing to Zheng Qingmei.

"I'm the same, I love vanity, I love makeup, and I always dress myself up beautifully," Zheng Qingmei said with a smile, tears flowing from the corners of her eyes, "Who knows, he has a girlfriend and pedals on two boats." ”

"I'll fix him for you." I shouted.

Zheng Qingmei shook her head gently, "Forget it, there's no point, people like that aren't worth it." ”

"I'm sorry," I said, embarrassed, "I can't talk." ”

"Nothing," Zheng Qingmei said with a reluctant smile, "how are you and Xiong Liying?" ”

I shook my head, "We're just friends, I guess people have forgotten about me." ”

"Qi Xun, I found that you are handsome and mature." Zheng Qingmei said that it felt like she had realized something.

"Really?" I looked at Zheng Qingmei eagerly, and I felt that the feeling of looking at Zheng Qingmei was different, and I was no longer the one who only focused on beauty.

"When, break dancing again?" Zheng Qingmei said with a deliberate smile.

"Okay, anytime." I also deliberately smiled and said, "The songs you sing are so good, better than the original." ”

Zheng Qingmei finally laughed, but her laughing voice was a little hoarse, and she whispered, "I miss my cousin a little." ”

"Where's your cousin?" I asked, surprised.

Zheng Qingmei covered her face, her body kept sobbing, and whispered, "She is in the nunnery." ”

"Nunnery?" I asked with great curiosity.

"She's still a college student." Zheng Qingmei whispered while wiping her tears.

"Why did your cousin go to the nunnery?" I asked.

"Many people don't understand such a choice," Zheng Qingmei said sadly, "Actually, it's a boyfriend who has been talking for a few years and broke up." ”

I let out a long sigh.

"Now, I feel," Zheng Qingmei suddenly stopped her tears and said with a firm expression, "I also want to become a monk and see through the red dust." ”

"Don't do that," I said eagerly, "don't give up the whole forest because a tree is dead." ”

"How nice it is to enter the empty door without worry." Zheng Qingmei said with a cold smile.

"I don't think it's better not to enter the empty door," I said deliberately, "think of how painful that person of yours must be." Look at me alone, how lonely. ”

"You, alone?" Zheng Qingmei asked.

"yes," I said, "I've always been alone." ”

"You're actually a big carrot, not single-minded at all." Zheng Qingmei said with a smile, "Be merciful everywhere, the most ruthless." ”

"Do you say me?" I asked.

"yes." Zheng Qingmei said with a smile.

I felt a blush, actually, I was such a person, or rather, a very curious person.

"Look at Mushan, that's single-minded and emotional." Zheng Qingmei said.

I nodded, deeply remorseful.

Zheng Qingmei said sadly, "I don't believe in any love anymore." ”

"What is love?" I asked suddenly.

"I don't know," Zheng Qingmei looked at me stunned, "Do you think there is love?" ”

I shook my head and said, "I've never been friends, I don't know if there is love, I think, there should be." ”

"As soon as you enter the factory, you will be good with Pei Chunmei?" Zheng Qingmei asked softly.

"I didn't?" I said in amazement, as if asking myself, that was just curiosity about a person.

"You have a good impression of Mu Zairong again, isn't it very abusive?" Zheng Qingmei still sneered and said, "By the way, there is also Xiong Liying." ”

I was shocked to think that Zheng Qingmei was always paying attention to me, and I didn't know anything.

"You should be like Mushan, you see Huang Ping to Yanzi, Wei Huasong to deal with Min, which one likes one like you?" Zheng Qingmei said sharply, looking around from time to time.

"I'm concerned about a person, to put it simply, it's to make friends, ordinary friends, not to pursue a girl, besides, I'm afraid of pursuing anyone, because, I've always had low self-esteem, that kind of inferiority is in my bones, I think a lot of things, it can't happen, but my heart is full of curiosity, like, worried that it will hurt others, but I will silently bless." I said timidly.

Zheng Qingmei looked at me stunned, a subtle smile appeared on her face, and after a while, she said, "Since you like someone, you have to do everything possible to get her, and then go all out to be good to her." ”

"I don't think like that, I like someone and want her to be happy." I say for sure.

"It's just a suggestion, if you want to like someone, you can like it to the end." Zheng Qingmei said with a smile.

I nodded, and I wanted to ask Zheng Qingmei if she ever wanted to be nice to me, but quickly denied the need to ask like this, because I thought that if I asked like this, no matter what the outcome was, it would be very embarrassing for each other, I thought.

I said, "I am alone, no matter what, it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter what kind of suffering." ”

"Who the hell do you like?" Zheng Qingmei asked.

"Far away......" I said, plucking up my courage, my face burning for a while.

Zheng Qingmei looked around, then stood up and looked into the courtyard, thinking carefully, but still didn't guess who it was.

I really wanted to say Zheng Qingmei's name, but I looked at Zheng Qingmei, who was a little sad, so I had to say, "It's on the first floor." ”

"First floor?" Zheng Qingmei was even more puzzled and asked, "Who?" ”

I suddenly remembered the girl with the same hairstyle as Mu Zairong, and I didn't know what other people's names were, so I couldn't help but smile and say, "I don't know her name yet, the girl with the same hairstyle as Mu Zairong." ”

"You're so funny, Mu Zairong is gone, and you're empathetic again?" Zheng Qingmei said with a smile.

"Do you know her name?" I asked curiously.

Zheng Qingmei said unhurriedly: "Her name is Zhong Yiping." ”

"Zhong Yiping?" I asked, feeling the name interesting.

"My cousin only has the opportunity to go home a few times a year, and every time I go back, I go home in the middle of the night and go back to the nunnery before dawn." Zheng Qingmei thought about it and said, "I want to go back, but I'm worried that I won't be able to see my cousin." ”

"You may write," I said at once, "to meet you at an appointment." ”

Zheng Qingmei nodded.

All kinds of thoughts came to my mind, and I suddenly felt curious, and I felt even more sorry for such a female college student who saw through the red dust, and then asked, "Can I meet her?" ”

Zheng Qingmei said: "Yes, I will write to ask when my cousin will come home, and then I will take you to see my cousin." ”

I happily asked, "Really?" ”

"Really." Zheng Qingmei said with a smile.

I saw a strange light shining in Zheng Qingmei's eyes, and I felt that such a day would definitely come. So, with infinite hope, I waited for such a day to come as soon as possible.

One evening, I was lying in bed in my dorm room reading a book.

Zheng Qingmei quietly walked into bedroom No. 7, and by the time I reacted, Zheng Qingmei had already walked very close.

I was startled, and the books in my hand fell to the ground.

"Haha, so daring?" Zheng Qingmei laughed twice and said, "Go to bedroom No. 6 immediately." After Zheng Qingmei finished speaking, she walked out of bedroom No. 7 and returned to bedroom No. 6.

I didn't know what was going on, so I followed Zheng Qingmei to bedroom 6 and found that the boys in bedroom 7 were sitting here. I thought: Isn't this very common, the men in bedroom 7 recently like to come to bedroom 6 to play except for me.

Zheng Qingmei closed the door and asked me as if she was interrogating: "Qi Xun, do you have a girlfriend?" ”

I was at a loss, but I really didn't see the actual situation at the moment, so I said lightly, "No." ”

"Isn't Mei Xiang your girlfriend?" Zheng Qingmei asked deliberately.

My face burned all the time.

"Is it a girlfriend?" Zheng Qingmei continued to ask.

"Classmate, I was in the second grade of elementary school at the time, and I heard that I was engaged." I hastened to argue.

"Qi Xun, you have an advantage," Zheng Qingmei seemed to say to everyone, "Be honest." ”

Everyone in the dormitory laughed loudly, and some even applauded.

I said a few times in a row, "Thank you, thank you." ”

Zheng Qingmei said happily: "I'll introduce you to one, okay?" ”

I was suddenly very nervous, and I didn't want to find a girlfriend or talk about a girlfriend, because the efficiency of the factory was not good, and there were problems in my life at present; But thinking that it was Zheng Qingmei's introduction, I didn't want to refuse her, so I boldly said: "I expected it a long time ago." ”

"Your sixth sense is accurate." Zheng Qingmei said with a smile.

"Really? Where is it? "I'm kind of impatient.

"Far away," Zheng Qingmei said to me with a smile, "it's right in front of you." ”

I sensed something, and scanned the room with great speed, and sure enough, I noticed a strange little girl: about sixteen or seventeen years old, a girl who looked like a student, with a backpack on her chest, looking at me with a little timidity.

"I trust your vision." I boldly said that I guessed that this girl was the girlfriend that Zheng Qingmei wanted to introduce to me.

"People are school flowers." After Zheng Qingmei finished speaking, she walked up to the girl who looked like a student and put her hands on the girl's shoulders.

It's really her! I felt nervous in my heart, and looked at the girl again: her white face was flushed, and she was wearing a blue T-shirt, a little fatter and plumper than Zheng Qingmei.

At this time, everyone in the dormitory laughed happily and said something noisily, very happy.

I was a little embarrassed because I wasn't prepared for it. I consciously stepped back, looking for an opportunity to slip out.

Wei Huasong and Huang Ping ran to the door to block the door of the house, and a series of actions made the people in the bedroom laugh.

Zheng Qingmei said again: "We are serious, don't you still believe us?" ”

"No, never." I didn't know what to say, so I hurriedly added, "What's her name?" ”

It was a normal day, but the people in the dormitory burst into laughter again.

The girl walked up to me generously, stretched out her hand, gestured for a handshake, and said, "My name is Li Xuemei." ”

I felt my scalp tingling and my body nervous uncontrollably, but I pretended to be calm and held Li Xuemei's hand, and immediately felt the girl's hand extremely soft, and that softness entered my heart. Finally, I have a girlfriend in the strict sense of the word.

"My name is Qi Xun." I deliberately said it boldly.

"I told Li Xuemei a long time ago." Zheng Qingmei said with a smile.

The dormitory had been extremely quiet for the first second, and someone couldn't help but let out a small laugh. Suddenly, thunderous applause rang out in the dormitory.

My acquaintance with Li Xuemei made me no longer lonely, no longer lonely, and from time to time I stood in the corridor and looked at the path next to the dormitory, and I could often see Li Xuemei going to and from school.

Li Xuemei always looked back and waved at me.

Once Li Xuemei passed by after school, I finally mustered up the courage to shout: "Li Xuemei, Li Xuemei." ”

Li Xuemei resolutely walked into the dormitory courtyard, and then went up the stairs to the second floor. Li Xuemei's actions made me feel both nervous and happy.

Li Xuemei gradually approached me, and once again I felt my scalp tingle, and there was nowhere to go. Suddenly thinking that bedroom No. 8 was empty and unoccupied, he quickly dodged and rushed into bedroom No. 8.

Li Xuemei followed into bedroom No. 8. I saw Li Xuemei gasping for breath, her chest sinking with her breathing, and she was at a loss.

When I thought that I was still a student, I immediately adjusted my mind and asked embarrassedly, "Is school over?" ”

Li Xuemei nodded happily and said, "Hmm." ”

I watched Li Xuemei put her schoolbag, I still felt guilty, she was still a student, was it immoral to do this, and I thought that Huang Ping's girlfriend Yanzi was one or two years younger than Li Xuemei, and I felt at ease.

Li Xuemei asked generously: "Where are you from?" ”

"Puzi." I say.

"This factory," Li Xuemei said, "was very popular in the past few years, but it has not been good in recent years." ”

"So, let's rephrase." I'm arrogant to say.

"You're not going back?" Li Xuemei asked.

"Not back." I said decisively.

"You can't save the factory." Li Xuemei looked into my eyes and said matter-of-factly.

My heart felt like it had been hit by a torrent, and I felt like I was about to leave this factory soon, and I couldn't help but sigh.

Li Xuemei smiled at me, there are many such factories, find another one.

I shook my head and said, "But no diploma, no technology, no one wants it." ”

"Then wait, there's always a chance." Li Xuemei said with a relaxed look.

I felt like I saw hope, and at the same time felt my own heartbeat fiercely, "Thank you for your encouragement and support." ”

"I heard you can break dance?" Li Xuemei asked in surprise.

I nodded slightly.

"I'd like to see it, okay?" Li Xuemei exclaimed excitedly.

It's hard for me to refuse Li Xuemei's request, and since the last time I broke danced, I also feel much more confident, like I have unloaded a heavy burden.

"Jump, teach me to jump." Li Xuemei pushed me with her hand.

I grabbed Li Xuemei's hand and taught her to break dance. I felt joy like never before.

One evening, I sat in the hallway reading a book.

The people in the two dorms got together and chatted.

Li Xuemei carried her schoolbag and slowly walked into the small courtyard.

"Qi Xun, your girlfriend is here." Zheng Qingmei shouted at me.

"Look, how beautiful Qi Xun's girlfriend is." Liu Dajiao also said.

I raised my head, and sure enough, I saw Li Xuemei walking into the courtyard, and called happily: "Li Xuemei." ”

Li Xuemei also waved to me excitedly and walked in with a smile.

Zheng Qingmei suddenly walked up to me and asked, "Do you dare to kiss your girlfriend?" ”

I smiled and thought to myself: What is this, it's not that I haven't kissed.

Huang Ping said: "He doesn't have the guts, he dares to gamble, he can bet anything." ”

Zheng Qingmei encouraged me in a provocative tone: "Be brave and take a gamble." ”

I looked at Zheng Qingmei's very devoted appearance and thought: kiss just kiss.

Fu Min asked, "What are you betting on?" ”

Huang Ping scratched his head and said, "Bet on dinner, and if you lose, please have dinner." ”

Fu Min said: "Where do you have money? ”

Huang Ping said: "You don't care what, I'm going to win." ”

"What if I lose and don't cash in?" Zheng Qingmei asked with a serious face.

"A gentleman's word, the horse is difficult to chase." Huang Ping blurted out.

Zheng Qingmei clapped her hands with her hands, snapped, and shouted, "Okay, it's up to you to see which of you wins today." ”

I hesitated, because I was worried that Li Xuemei would not agree, so I said, "It's better not to bet." ”

"Throw in the towel, huh?" Huang Ping laughed violently and shouted, "Okay, you're in for a treat." ”

Kiyama cheered me up with a smile and shouted, "I can't lose." ”

I blushed and couldn't say anything.

"Talking about friends, a kiss, nothing, if you kiss, I, the matchmaker, also have face." Zheng Qingmei said as if she was fascinated, "Even if you thank me as a matchmaker." ”

Liu Dajiao said: "Qi Xun, don't be afraid, bet with Huang Ping, and let Huang Ping invite us to dinner." ”

Huang Ping teased on the side: "Do you dare, dare you dare?" ”

Kiyama pushed me hard and motioned me to do it boldly, and the men and girls in the corridor seemed to be cheering me on in every way.

I took a deep breath, maybe for Zheng Qingmei's request, maybe for dinner tonight. I smiled and nodded with a relaxed look.

The hallway erupted in applause and shouts.

At this time, Li Xuemei had already gone up to the second floor, I hurriedly greeted her, stopped Li Xuemei, pretended to have something important to discuss with Li Xuemei, bowed my head and whispered in Li Xuemei's ear: "Li Xuemei, there is something, please be sure to cooperate, okay?" ”

Li Xuemei looked at me with a smile and asked as she walked, "What's the matter?" ”

When my words came to my lips, I retracted them again, feeling embarrassed to say them.

Li Xuemei still walked forward, I couldn't stop it, and finally plucked up the courage to say, "I want to kiss you." ”

Li Xuemei pushed me away and continued to walk in the direction of the dormitory.

My heart was cold, and I felt that I couldn't do such a thing, but I whispered like a demon, "Help, just this once." After speaking, one hand grabbed Li Xuemei, Li Xuemei's body lost balance, I hurriedly hugged her waist with both hands, and before Li Xuemei could stand firmly, I immediately kissed Li Xuemei in public.

Li Xuemei was very angry, and when she stood firm, she pushed me away and ran into bedroom No. 6. Most of the men screamed, then laughed loudly, and Wei Huasong pulled up the whistle; Most of the girls covered their faces and laughed.

I suddenly felt that I had been fooled, and I forced a smile with great guilt.

Zheng Qingmei suddenly shouted: "It's not good, Huang Ping is gone." ”

At this time, everyone found that Huang Ping had run without a trace.

Wei Huasong shouted: "I should have thought of it a long time ago, let's go downstairs to find it." ”

Wei Huasong and Mu Shan first went to the No. 6 bedroom to look for it, but they didn't see Huang Ping; Then I went to all the bedrooms on the second floor to search, but I still didn't find it; Wei Huasong and Mu Shan quickly ran to the first floor, and then went to look for them one by one, but they still didn't find them.

The old man of the porter asked, "What are you looking for?" ”

"See Huang Ping?" Wei Huasong asked in a low voice.

The old man of the porter pointed to the bathroom. Wei Huasong and Mu Shan immediately understood, and the two of them rushed in through the doors on both sides, and forced Huang Ping to the door of bedroom No. 7 on the second floor.

Yanzi hurriedly squeezed over and rushed to Huang Ping, as if he was worried about what others were going to do to Huang Ping.

Huang Ping was escorted to me by Wei Huasong and Mu Shan, and the first thing he said was: "Dude, I obeyed you, you really kissed." ”

"Don't talk nonsense," Zheng Qingmei said, "quickly get the money to invite us to dinner." ”

Huang Ping said: "Spare me, I don't have any money." ”

Zheng Qingmei said: "If you don't have money, what are you gambling on?" ”

"I thought Qi Xun wouldn't dare to kiss Li Xuemei," Huang Ping said, "I thought I had won, how did I know that this guy was so crazy now." ”

Zheng Qingmei said stubbornly: "Don't cheat, take the money." ”

"I don't really have any money." Huang Ping said as if begging for mercy.

Mushan said seriously: "You don't have any money, then you kiss the swallow in public." ”

Huang Ping said: "I don't dare, we haven't pulled our hands." ”

Zheng Qingmei asked, "Won't it?" Still so pure? ”

Huang Ping turned his head to look at Yanzi and whispered, "Really." After speaking, he lowered his head and said nothing.

Swallow's face flushed, she covered her mouth and smiled, and rushed into bedroom 6.

Zheng Qingmei said to Mu Shan: "You search Huang Ping's pocket to see if there is any money?" ”

Mu Shan was also not polite, and rummaged through all of Huang Ping's pockets, except for a few pieces of waste paper, there was nothing.

Wei Huasong and Mu Shansong still pressed Huang Ping hard, and Wei Huasong roared: "Money, where is it hidden?" ”

"Say, say." Mushan also roared, "I'll let you go." ”

Huang Ping raised his face vigorously, his face was flushed, and he yelled: "You two, put me to death, my arms are sore." ”

Mu Shan roared: "Who told you to cheat? ”

"Hurry up," Wei Huasong grabbed Huang Ping's arm and shouted, "Tell me honestly." ”

"Let me go, my arm is about to break." Huang Ping shouted in despair.

Wei Huasong and Mu Shan let go, and Huang Ping stood up straight and shook his arms vigorously.

I looked at Huang Ping's embarrassed appearance, I couldn't bear it, I thought, I shouldn't bet on this kind of thing with Huang Ping, he hurriedly walked into the No. 6 bedroom to see Li Xuemei, Li Xuemei silently sat on Zheng Qingmei's bed and shed tears.

"I didn't mean to," I said, standing in front of Li Xuemei, very guilty, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”

Li Xuemei raised her head, her eyes were full of tears, and she said, "You better hurry up and find a job, I see that you don't go to work every day, and you are all idle and have nothing to do." ”

Yes, I think, if you don't go to work every day, everyone is idle and has nothing to do, so you have fun.

Yanzi took out ten yuan from his pocket and handed it to Huang Ping. Huang Ping was embarrassed to take it, hesitated for a moment, but still took it in his hand and said, "Thank you, I will pay you back twenty yuan." ”

"This is the little couple." Liu Dajiao said with a smile.

Yanzi stretched out his fist and smashed it on Liu Dajiao's shoulder.

Everyone had a laugh.

Huang Ping took the money and ran downstairs quickly.

I pulled Li Xuemei out, and the two of them stood in the corridor.

"Don't move, I'll take a picture of you." Zheng Qingmei said, got up and walked into the No. 6 bedroom.

Everyone laughed and didn't take it seriously.

After a while, Zheng Qingmei took a rectangular leather bag, opened the leather bag, and took out a camera from it.

Everyone was taken aback. Liu Dajiao asked, "When did you buy it?" ”

"My cousin mailed it over," Zheng Qingmei said with a smile, "Today, I will take pictures for everyone, but I have to pay for the photos." ”

Everyone agreed and cheered.

I watched in amazement as Zheng Qingmei pointed the camera at me and Li Xuemei, and felt the heat on my face.

"Closer." Zheng Qingmei said to me and Li Xuemei.

Li Xuemei leaned on me happily and smiled joyfully.

Zheng Qingmei took three photos in a row and shouted, "Okay." ”

Liu Dajiao immediately pulled Mu Shan, and also stood in the position where Li Xuemei and I had taken a photo just now, and said, "Help us take a picture." ”

Zheng Qingmei hooked her waist, pointed the camera at Liu Dajiao and Mu Shan, and took two photos.

At this time, Huang Ping came upstairs with a few packets of non-staple food, drinks and other things, and asked everyone to take something to eat.

Zheng Qingmei finished eating the bread and continued to take pictures of Yanzi and Huang Ping.

I pulled Li Xuemei to the top of the building, and the two of them sat down in a corner of the roof.

Li Xuemei asked, "You haven't been to work for a few days?" ”

"It's been two weeks." I said weakly.

"Has the salary been paid?" Li Xuemei asked.

"Nope." I whispered.

"Then you," Li Xuemei said with concern, "then you, do you still have money?" ”

I didn't say a word, something rolled in my eyes, and my vision gradually blurred.

"In my hand, it's just five dollars." Li Xuemei said, found a five-yuan note from her pocket, and handed it to me.

I waved my hand and said, "Don't." "I thought to myself, I can't ask for your money anymore.

"You are in Shashi," Li Xuemei said worriedly, "how can you live without money?" ”

"You can also get credit in the cafeteria." I blinked, holding back tears.

"What are you going to do in the future?" Li Xuemei asked.

"What's the plan, one day is two and a half days." I remembered Huang Ping's words and said negatively.

"Then you're going to find another factory." Li Xuemei said.

"I looked for it, but the benefits were not good, and I didn't recruit people." I'll be truthful.

"You take it." Li Xuemei handed the five yuan in her hand to my chest again.

I turned my head and said in a firm tone, "Don't." ”

Li Xuemei's actions may have been well-intentioned, but it seemed to touch my dignity, tears flowed down his cheeks, and I thought, no matter what, I can't ask for Li Xuemei's money.

"Qi Xun, maybe, I shouldn't tell you," Li Xuemei said, "I often see you in a daze in the corridor, sometimes reading a book, what do you want to do?" ”

I turned my head and looked at Li Xuemei, and stopped talking, but said: "I am a wanderer, I will wander all my life, like duckweed without roots, drifting with the tide." ”

"Can't you stabilize yourself?" Li Xuemei asked.

"I don't want to learn any craft, I don't have any skills, and I just can't endure hardship, so I can't do anything soon." I said that I had completely explained to Li Xuemei.

"Hopefully," Li Xuemei said seriously, "you have changed." ”

"When I dropped out of school, my heart was like ashes, and everything didn't matter. Now there is only one wish. I choked up and said, "I hope you study hard, even if it's for me to realize my dreams." ”

"I want to take the teacher training exam and go to work early." Li Xuemei said, tears rolling down again.

"Okay, let's study hard," I said guiltily, "just now, I kissed you just now, I really shouldn't have been, I'm sorry." ”

"Nothing," Li Xuemei shook her head and said, "If you know your mistakes, you can change them, I forgive you." ”

"Boring," I said, looking down and whispering, "it's boring." ”

"Actually," Li Xuemei said, "you should find your own path." ”

"I ......," I said, "I've been confused." ”

"Don't be pessimistic," Li Xuemei said, "as long as you move forward bravely and persevere to the end, you will reap the rewards." Life will slowly get better. ”

I shook my head, still not confident in myself, and complained, "Doing nothing every day. ”

"Everyone lives like this," Li Xuemei comforted, "maybe, your factory will start soon?" ”

I waved my hand, feeling that such an idea was no longer possible, and after waiting for these months, it seemed that one day I would leave silently like those colleagues who left.

"It makes me enjoy a lot of happiness to meet you, thank you." I said, hugging Li Xuemei, at this time only hugging can express each other's emotions.

"For you, and for me, I must study hard." Li Xuemei leaned her head against my chest and murmured.

I patted Li Xuemei on the shoulder and said, "In the future, don't come here all the time, so as to delay your study time to come to see me, and when you are admitted to the normal school, I will invite you to dinner." ”

Li Xuemei couldn't cry anymore, she nodded silently, and then said, "I miss you, what should I do?" ”

"Just think about what I said to you." I say.

"What did you say? You have a lot to say. Li Xuemei said with a smile.

"Then think about every word," I said, "see you once a month." ”

Li Xuemei nodded, put her hands around my neck tightly, and kissed me hard.