CHAPTER XV
I got off work at noon. After I waited for Zhong Yiping to leave, to be precise, I watched Zhong Yiping walk away, sat quietly in place and thought alone, and after careful consideration, I found that Zhong Yiping was the girl I was looking for. After a long time, I slowly stood up and happily walked towards the cafeteria.
Mu Shan and Liu Dajiao sat next to each other at the dining table, and on the dining table was one of my lunch boxes, which was full of food.
I walked over and said, "Thank you." Then, sit down to eat.
Liu Dajiao stretched out her fist and punched me in the back, and said with a smile: "I'm not active in eating." ”
Mu Shan looked at me and smiled slightly, scooped a spoonful of vegetables from Liu Dajiao's bowl with a spoon, and stuffed it into his mouth.
Zheng Qingmei came over with a rice bowl, came to sit down next to me, put the bowl on the table, took out a napkin and wiped it on the bench, and then sat down.
"How does it feel to have a new job, a new partner?" Zheng Qingmei asked as soon as she sat down, as if there was another meaning.
I hesitated for a moment and said, "Nothing, nothing." ”
"I see that you and Zhong Yiping are very happy together, talking and laughing, Director Wang is by your side, you didn't see it, fortunately you didn't affect your work." Zheng Qingmei said yin and yang, "Are you really ready to abandon Li Xuemei?" ”
I was taken aback and asked, "Director Wang is here?" ”
Zheng Qingmei smiled and pretended to be serious to eat.
Zheng Qingmei's words made me feel sorry for Li Xuemei, and I think I should make it clear to Li Xuemei as soon as possible; Then I looked up at Zheng Qingmei's plain face, and was surprised to find that Zheng Qingmei's was not as mesmerized as before.
Mu Shan said with a smile: "It is my responsibility to leave Li Xuemei, if you want to blame me, blame me." ”
"What age is this, just because you are Qi Xun's uncle, but you have no say in this matter of love." Zheng Qingmei said confidently, "I am a matchmaker, you don't think about me, I will oppose people who like the new and hate the old, I tell you today, in my place, this level can't be passed." ”
"How is Li Xuemei now?" I asked.
"It's still like that, okay." Zheng Qingmei was eating and didn't look at me.
"That's all your joke," I said deliberately, "and he's still a kid." ”
Zheng Qingmei looked at me and smiled, and asked in a low voice, "Who kissed someone in public?" ”
"Isn't that too boring?" I explained, "Still not for that dinner." ”
Zheng Qingmei was very angry and asked, "I can't imagine that you are such a person?" ”
"Zheng Qingmei," Mu Shan said, "please tell me a word, just say that Qi Xun and her can't have a future." ”
"Say it yourself." Zheng Qingmei said, "I can't say it. ”
"I'll explain it to my face." I said, "It's my responsibility, it's all my fault." ”
"Zheng Qingmei, think of a way to let Qi Xun and Li Xuemei break up." Mu Shan said stubbornly, "They are not a good match at all, do you think, if Li Xuemei is admitted to the normal school, or is admitted to the university, can she still look up to Qi Xun?" ”
"Why can't you look at it?" Zheng Qingmei also didn't look up, and asked while eating.
"Haha." Mu Shan laughed twice and said, "Besides, Li Xuemei's mother sells roasted sweet potatoes." ”
"So, that's what you think? True love can't just look at the family environment, the material aspect ......" Zheng Qingmei said and raised her head suddenly, her eyes were full of tears, "You don't understand love, is it useful for what you say?" ”
Liu Dajiao vigorously sandwiched all the lean meat in her bowl into the Mushan bowl, and whispered, "You eat meat." ”
Zheng Qingmei looked at Liu Dajiao coldly, suddenly laughed again, and scolded: "You heartless, we are talking about great love, you." Ha ha. ”
"I didn't think about love, I just lived a simple life." Liu Dajiao said lightly.
Mushan nodded silently, smiled, and then ate happily, his mouth deliberately clicking.
Zheng Qingmei and I looked at each other for a while, and learned from Liu Dajiao to give me the lean meat in the rice bowl.
Liu Dajiao seemed to understand something at the moment, and shouted: "You two are good or bad, you are good and bad." Do it in front of me, haha, I'll ignore you. ”
I suddenly felt tears streaming down my face, and I thought, if Zheng Qingmei wasn't joking, if Zheng Qingmei and I started like this at the beginning, and it won't end now, how nice it would be. I unabashedly say that I like Zheng Qingmei, but I also need Zheng Qingmei to like me. What I hope for is that feeling of liking each other and respecting each other. Although my liking for Zheng Qingmei has not changed, I will not pursue her desperately because I like her, I think, I also need Zheng Qingmei to really like me, just like I like her. Obviously, Zheng Qingmei can't do this, and I don't know why. Now, none of that matters. I looked up at the entire cafeteria, blinked in my eyes, and vaguely found Zhong Yiping eating silently at the dining table not far away.
So, I wanted to walk over to Zhong Yiping with my rice bowl, but in the end I didn't do that, just stared in Zhong Yiping's direction while eating.
"Do you know Zhong Yiping now, and then you want to abandon Li Xuemei?" Zheng Qingmei stood up, looked at me seriously and asked.
"I'm not," I didn't dare to look into Zheng Qingmei's eyes, and continued, "Now, I have discovered that it is immoral to fall in love with a student, and such thoughts have been bothering me and I have no peace. ”
"Then you're irresponsible." Zheng Qingmei's apricot eyes were round and angry.
"Impulsively," I said, "wasn't that what you hoped for?" ”
"Impulsiveness is the devil." Zheng Qingmei smiled and said, "It's better for you to tell Li Xuemei directly, okay?" ”
"We haven't seen each other for a long time, and when we meet, I'll say it." I say.
"I brought this matter up," Mu Shan said, "and that day, I also took Qi Xun to meet Li Xuemei's mother, and confirmed that Li Xuemei's mother sells roasted sweet potatoes." ”
"Mushan, then don't say it, this has nothing to do with what you said." I said, I don't want Mushan to be burdened with pressure and burden because of this.
"I hope you use a peaceful way and don't hurt Li Xuemei." Zheng Qingmei said reluctantly: "Be responsible." ”
"Responsible," I said with a smile, "I must be responsible, I will make it clear to her, please rest assured." ”
"What a simple female classmate," Zheng Qingmei said, "I was ruined by you." ”
Mu Shan stood up, looked me in the eye, and asked sharply, "You put Li Xuemei to sleep?" ”
Zheng Qingmei couldn't help laughing, convulsing and laughing, "Mushan, you are calm, calm." ”
I whispered without flinching, "I didn't. ”
Zheng Qingmei suddenly said seriously: "Who is to blame, you don't take the initiative, and there are girls who take the initiative." ”
"What do you mean?" I yelled at Zheng Qingmei.
Zheng Qingmei still looked serious, and asked in a low voice: "I don't believe it, you are still a virgin?" ”
I was angry, looked around, and still whispered to Zheng Qingmei: "I'm really, a virgin." ”
Zheng Qingmei covered her face and ate silently.
Liu Dajiao whispered: "In public places, it's better to be civilized." ”
"I'm really for Li Xuemei's good," I said with a wry smile, "You say, I have nothing, what do I have, there is really a day, and I won't hurt others in the future." ”
"People have told me that they don't care if you have money or not, and they are willing to stay with you for the rest of their lives." Zheng Qingmei said, smiling unconcealably.
"What did she say to you?" I asked, opening my mouth.
"You have to know in your heart." Zheng Qingmei said, "Do you like you super and are at your mercy?" ”
"We didn't do anything." I say.
"Don't say it, they're all looking at us." Kiyama yelled at me.
I looked up and looked around, and all eyes were on me and Zheng Qingmei, including Zhong Yiping. I immediately lowered my head and focused on eating.
"Qi Xun, did you do anything to Li Xuemei?" Liu Dajiao asked.
I shook my head and said in a very serious and whispered very seriously: "I really didn't do anything else, if I want to say what I did, it was Li Xuemei who kissed me forcibly." ”
Zheng Qingmei lowered her head and laughed, pretending to eat.
"If you do something, you have to be responsible," Liu Dajiao stared at her and said, "Don't play with others, just dump others." ”
"No," I said, "I'm really wronged." ”
Mu Shan smiled and said, "You kissed people in public, and you still shouted injustice?" ”
I glared at Kiyama fiercely. Could it be that Mushan and Liu Dajiao think of me like this? I thought, what other people think, that's someone else's business, all I can change is myself, and also, do I really need to care so much about other people's feelings?
When I went to work in the afternoon, I came to the workbench in advance, found an oil can, oiled the gears of the machinery, and wiped the dust on the machinery with a cloth covered with oil stains, so as to polish the simple machinery; Then, clean the work area and set up the stools neatly.
Zhong Yiping also came to work, and when she saw the clean working environment, she smiled happily and asked, "What did you do?" ”
"Not me." I said it on purpose.
"Do good deeds, and I don't want to leave a name yet." Zhong Yiping said with a smile.
"Zhong Yiping!" After I screamed, I looked at Zhong Yiping seriously, and felt my heartbeat suddenly increase.
"What's the matter?" Zhong Yiping sat down and asked.
"Nothing." I was embarrassed to say, "I just wanted to call you." ”
Zhong Yiping lowered her head and smiled secretly.
I smiled embarrassedly, looked around, and then said coldly: "Zhong Yiping, let's go outside after work, okay?" ”
Zhong Yiping heard it, her face turned red in an instant, her head lowered, and when she lowered it, she nodded her head twice.
I felt my heart pounding, my eyes were moist, and I kept blinking.