Zhong Yiping's family wanted me to be my son-in-law, which was not wrong, but I didn't want to give up my job at school, and I didn't want to disappoint Teacher Yan. That's my career, I think, a man should have his own business. Also, how uncomfortable it must be to think that you may have to live in such an environment in the future, is this the reason why many men are reluctant to be sons-in-law. I think that because everyone thinks about problems from their own standpoint, and asks others from their own point of view, this is a contradiction in the first place; If the two sides change their perspective, speak from each other's point of view, and consider the problem, the result will be completely different.

I just want to hug Zhong Yiping at this moment, wipe away her tears, and comfort Zhong Yiping.

"Zhong Yiping, come out." Zhong Yiping's father yelled in the living room.

Zhong Yiping hesitated for a moment, but had no choice but to walk out.

I was very angry, my whole body was hot, and I grabbed Zhong Yiping's hand, but Zhong Yiping still broke free, and my tears suddenly fell. Feeling a fiery heart enter an almost cold time, my heart breaks.

At this moment, how I hope to have a good talk with Zhong Yiping, talk about the pain of lovesickness, talk all night, even if you don't speak, two people can accompany each other; However, Zhong Yiping was called away, by her stern and almost indifferent father.

I felt unable to stand and tremble, so I could only lie on Zhong Yiping's bed. So, I collapsed on the bed and let the tears flow out.

For a long time, I looked at the room carefully, what a pleasant space, why, Zhong Yiping's father had an almost cold attitude, ruthlessly tearing us apart? Is it because he doesn't want to be a son-in-law? Can't we have our own choices and pursuits?

What should I do, what should I do? I thought about it, but I still couldn't sleep.

When I woke up in the middle of the night, I was thirsty, and I thought that there was no water in my room to drink, so I didn't get up at all, and I wanted to torment myself like this, as if I was atoning for Yiping's sins.

As it was almost dawn, I suddenly had the idea to get out of here, hurry back to Songzi, and start my studies, and the sooner the better. I want to go to the Songzi Bulb Factory as soon as possible, race against time to learn technology, and use the shortest time to pick up Yiping to Puji, and we will build a new life in Puji. Thinking of this, he immediately got up, opened the curtains, and there was a white expanse outside. Yiping, I haven't gotten up yet, I think, when Yiping comes over, I'll tell her the plan and leave here.

As the minutes ticked by, I was getting tired of waiting. Yiping, haven't come yet. I anxiously paced back and forth in the room.

Finally, Zhong Yiping finally appeared in front of her, and she brought washing water.

"Did you sleep well last night?" Zhong Yiping asked in a low voice, her eyes kept looking at the ground.

I was very angry and said directly: "Zhong Yiping, I want to leave, get out of here." ”

Zhong Yiping was taken aback, raised her head and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"There's no point in me being here, and it's not going to change anything." My heart was sour, and I held back my tears as I spoke, looking at Zhong Yiping's red and swollen eyes, tears flowed down again.

"Why?" Zhong Yiping asked.

"I'm so annoyed, I'm angry." I gritted my teeth and said, "I don't want to stay here anymore." ”

"Uh-huh, then you have breakfast." Zhong Yiping was also about to cry.

"No, I'm going to leave right away, rush back." I said that I felt extremely uneasy about yesterday's scene and couldn't control my emotions.

After I finished speaking, I stubbornly walked downstairs and said goodbye to Zhong Yiping's mother.

"Auntie, thank you for your hospitality, I'll go back to Songzi today." I didn't dare to look at my girlfriend Zhong Yiping's mother, and said with tears in my eyes.

"Why are you leaving?" Zhong Yiping's mother tried her best to keep it.

"I'm leaving, I'm going now." I still say it firmly and decisively.

"Let's have breakfast and then let's go." Zhong Yiping's mother said.

"No, no." I stubbornly walked out the door.

Girlfriend Zhong Yiping's father hurriedly walked out, although he didn't speak, but showed the intention of staying.

I didn't say anything to show a sense of anger.

Zhong Yiping's mother urged Zhong Yiping and said, "Go and send Qi Xun." ”

Zhong Yiping ran to the back room, carrying a bag and following me with tears streaming down her face, and the two of them went one after the other, without any words.

The two of them rushed up to the embankment, and I saw the five-star red flag fluttering in the sky again, and I couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion when I remembered the excitement of yesterday.

Farewell, Zhong Yiping, farewell, my beloved. I repeated the words in my heart, and tears continued to flow down my face.

I walked to the makeshift stop on the side of the road and looked into the distance to see if there were any buses.

Zhong Yiping wiped her tears, took out a white sweater from the bag, forced a smile and said, "Try it, I don't know if it fits." ”

I hugged Zhong Yiping, and tears poured out again.

Zhong Yiping helped me put on a sweater, the size of the sweater fits, and wearing it on my body is like being next to a fire. Zhong Yiping was also very happy, and immediately ran to buy four buns and two fritters, handed them to me, and said, "You can eat some." ”

I picked up a bun, took a bite, and chewed on it with sadness.

Zhong Yiping, her eyes were full of tears, she was still crying, and her body was trembling.

I was extremely sad in my heart, and said to Zhong Yiping with my emotions: "You take good care of your body at home and wait for me, and after a while, I will come to pick you up and go to Puji, and you will live in Puji." ”

Zhong Yiping shook her head and nodded again, not knowing whether to agree or disagree.

I cried out, "Don't cry, what's the use of crying." ”

At this moment, I hope Zhong Yiping will be happy, not so sad, and be stronger for her own happiness.

Zhong Yiping, be happy and send me to the car, I think, I will come back, and when that time comes, I will take you to the light bulb factory.

Looking at Zhong Yiping's heartbroken appearance, I can imagine that Zhong Yiping has suffered a lot of grievances, and I feel sorry for her, but there is nothing I can do now.

Zhong Yiping's body was still sobbing, and she couldn't control her emotions at all.

My heart was even more unpleasant, and tears welled up with it; I had to turn my head, not wanting Zhong Yiping to see the tears pouring out of me; And tried hard to swallow the bun, but the bun was stuck in his throat and couldn't swallow it, and the invisible anger suddenly rose, and he simply spit out the bun and threw the remaining bun in his hand to the ground heavily.

I was furious, but when I saw Zhong Yiping crying, I was even more aggrieved, trying to control my emotions, approached Zhong Yiping, and comforted and said: "Zhong Yiping, don't cry, don't cry, you always cry, I don't feel at ease when I go." ”

Zhong Yiping lowered her head, still very sad, but gradually stopped crying after listening to my words.

I can't change the situation, I think, the only thing I want to do is get out of here as soon as possible.

At this moment, a red car drove by, I hesitated to wave to the car, and the car began to slow down not far away, and gradually stopped.

The moment the car slowed down, I began to regret it in my heart, no matter what, I couldn't leave irresponsibly and hurriedly when Zhong Yiping was the saddest and most helpless; When I think about it, I am so happy, so eager, so forgetful, so excited, and so happy, but at this time I have to leave in such a hurry, and there are still a lot of words that I haven't had time to say, but I am going to break up again. How I wish the car didn't stop for some reason.

Gradually, the car slowly stopped, right under my feet.

The car stopped, and the doors opened. I immediately regretted it, I didn't leave in such a hurry anyway. But he was pulled into the car by the conductor in a hurry.

At this moment, my heart completely collapsed, and I left Zhong Yiping like this? Is this worthy of her? When I thought of this, tears poured out again, and there was a dull pain in my heart.

The car started, and I staggered to the back of the car and looked through the rear window at Zhong Yiping, who was standing still.

Zhong Yiping still stood in place, slowly raised her hand, swayed weakly in the air, and looked at me motionlessly......

My tears poured out, getting farther and farther away from Zhong Yiping, and my heart became more and more painful: Zhong Yiping, I'm sorry, Zhong Yiping, I'm sorry, Zhong Yiping, I'm really sorry.

I was talking to myself, and a thousand words could not express the uncomfortable feeling at this time.

Zhong Yiping stood there for a long time...... After a while, the bus disappeared around the corner......

Suddenly, I felt like everything in my heart was hollowed out, but I looked motionlessly in the direction where Yiping had disappeared. The car dragged me backwards and backwards like a devil.

Back at school, I locked myself in my dorm room, thinking about it and not being able to make a choice.

So I started writing:

Dear Yiping,

Hello!

When I came back from your house in a hurry that day, I felt very bad in my heart.

When I wrote this, I couldn't write anymore, sighed, inexplicably tore off the letterhead, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it away at will.

Think about it, re-write:

Dear Yiping,

Hello! Say hello to your family on my behalf!

I miss you so much.

Last time, it was my fault, and I blamed me for being too impulsive and stubborn, and I should have stayed with you for two more days.

How are your parents? I hope your parents can forgive me for being impulsive and reckless.

Yiping, I miss you so much.

Well, that's all for tonight.

Someone who will always love you.

Qi Xun

On the evening of October 3, 1989

After writing the letter, I lay on the bed, and as soon as I closed my eyes, Zhong Yiping, who was full of tears, appeared in front of me. I secretly said in my heart: Zhong Yiping, how I hope you can come to us, the two of us can work and live together. I thought about it, in a daze, I could still feel the cold tears, and when I gradually woke up, I still didn't want to move the cold place, it seems, this is what I should bear, for Yiping, and for myself, come on.