Chapter 169: Accepting Your Imperfect Self

Zhang Lingyu was silent for a moment, and simply didn't hold it anymore, and sat there with the same ass, looked at Li Chengzhen, and slowly spoke:

"The layman is willing to listen, and the Lingyu will tell the truth, how I know her and I know each other, just like those stories in the world, not to mention the lack of chaos, but there are no waves, it is so natural to know."

Zhang Lingyu recalled.

"We haven't known each other for a long time, she's beautiful, the kind of beauty that I'm ashamed to tell, or charming, she's a congenital alien, her Qi is born to provoke other people's desires, and it's not under her control, she probably resists this ability too, but she can't help it."

"It's hard to say, I was attracted to her the first time I saw her, and the reason I was attracted to was very simple, she was a very sexy girl, and when I first realized this, I was quite frightened, yes, frightened!"

Zhang Lingyu's voice unconsciously rose up, but there was snow all around, and within a moment, it was melted clean by the cold wind whistling around, and only Li Chengzhen could hear it.

"Why are you afraid?" Li Chengzhen was a little puzzled and asked.

"Because I am a descendant of Zhengyi and a disciple of the Heavenly Master, I should be like all my brothers and sisters, abandon distracting thoughts, and devote myself to cultivation, even if I am not taboo about weddings and funerals, but I should also like a dignified and virtuous woman, how can I be impatient because of her sexiness? This is hard for me to accept. ”

Zhang Lingyu's eyes were full of struggle.

"I know, what I just said is very irresponsible, and my thoughts are very awkward, but this is really reflected in me, maybe I Zhang Lingyu is such an awkward person, because this awkwardness not only harmed my state of mind, but also caused deep harm to that girl, obviously she took out enough courage to get close to me, but I didn't even dare to face her, it's really a wretch!"

Zhang Lingyu sighed and continued:

"And what makes me feel the most uncomfortable is that obviously that kind of awkwardness, as long as I gently change my mind, all problems can be solved, but I can't extricate myself from this bull's horn now, I can't imagine, if I want to admit this, how to face the master, how to face the brothers, how to face all kinds of criticism, and even how to face the thorn in my own heart."

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Li Chengzhen shook his head slowly, this kid is a little too extreme, and he takes the so-called rights and wrongs too seriously.

"Lingyu Zhenren, I am destined to not be able to empathize with your thoughts, because I am a person who is good at accepting myself, even if I fall into the mud tomorrow, I will think that I am very valuable, and this value comes from my heart, so it is indestructible and difficult to shake!" Li Chengzhen paused, "So I don't dare to say that I can understand you, and I can't give you a conclusion about your effective method, because the way to solve the problem is clearer than anyone else, it's just that you don't want to face it." ”

"The shackles are always put on yourself, Lingyu Zhenren, your moral cleanliness is a bit heavy, a person, if he can't accept his imperfect self, then, he is farther away from real cultivation, because as long as he is still a human being, it is impossible to be perfect, and even limited by cognition, even imagining perfection is a luxury, does perfection really exist?"

Li Chengzhen said, took out his mobile phone, opened the APP called Bian, and searched for the three words Zhang Lingyu.

There are dense search results on the mobile phone,Except for a small part of the information introduction,Most of them are some snapshots,Photo or something,The evaluation is undoubtedly one-sided。

"Lingyu Zhenren, look at this, this is the outside world's understanding of you, through your words and deeds on weekdays, the perfect you shown," Li Chengzhen paused, "Handsome and handsome, immortal and Dao bones, he has extremely high attainments in cultivation, he is pure and good, and he can be stacked with many beautiful words." ”

"You are afraid of embarrassing Longhu Mountain, afraid that you will not be able to become a perfect Zhengyi heir, but there are no perfect things in this world, just like your current water dirty thunder, Yin branch water, embodied in the Journey to the West is the pig, which has always been a fishy and rotten unclean thing in people's impressions."

In fact, in my opinion, there is no so-called precept in the cultivation at all, the precepts bind people, not the practice itself, you say that you can't step through the hurdle in your heart, but isn't it still the world's understanding that casts the hurdle in your heart? If you want to do it yourself, but you can't succeed because of some worldly vision, is this like the behavior of a cultivator? Ask yourself, if you put the Celestial Master in your current position, what choice would he make? ”

Li Chengzhen spoke very slowly, trying to make his words as sharp as possible, but these words still made Zhang Lingyu fall into a deep silence.

"Master's words, how can you get caught up in emotion?" Zhang Lingyu muttered to himself, "Master, he is the leader of Zhengyi, and his cultivation is so high that he doesn't know where to go, how can he be so embarrassed as me?" ”

After listening to the last sentence, the corners of Li Chengzhen's mouth twitched and he sighed.

"Lingyu Zhenren, what I want to say, I have already finished speaking, I have no intention of teaching, just analyze it for you from my point of view, after all, the bystanders are clear," Li Chengzhen shook his head, "I can't help but persuade you in the end, people should accept their true selves, and that's all they say, real people, please go back, I will definitely keep silent about the things here, and don't pass on the six ears." ”

Zhang Lingyu sat for a moment, stood up, didn't say a word, bowed deeply to Li Chengzhen, turned around and jumped, and disappeared after a few dodges.

Only Li Chengzhen was left sitting in place, exhaling white breath.

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"Since you're here, there's no need to have fun there, right, if I'm an outsider, can I withstand the teachings of my own master?" Li Chengzhen didn't look back, just smiled helplessly, and spoke loudly at the empty snow.

"Okay, Xiao Chengzhen," a tall figure slowly walked out from the side, it was the Old Heavenly Master, the Old Heavenly Master seemed a little surprised, smiled, and continued:

"It's not easy to see my old man's hide!"

"It's not that the younger generation has a high vision, it's really that the old master is too strong, even if it is perfectly converged, once it is nearby, the situation between the world and the earth is completely one-sided in the direction of your old, it just so happens that the younger generation has a hand to observe the Qi, this time, it is difficult to find your old age!"

(End of chapter)