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Sijiu City, Liyuan Courtyard.

Li Chengzhen sat on the chair, watching the new shoots emerging from the dead branches, and his heart was mixed for a while.

His meditation realm has obviously reached the level of separation from joy and happiness, and his heart should be full of joy on weekdays, but at this moment, his heart can't be calm at all.

It's been a week since he came back from the company, and he hasn't been anywhere this week, just sitting at home and closing the door, thinking about himself.

At the end of the conversation with Zhao Fangxu that day, Zhao Fangxu told him not to meddle in that matter anymore, that matter had been taken over by the military, and the only thing he had to do was to wait for the final result.

Zhao Fangxu will tell him as soon as possible.

During this time, he would recall the conversation with Zhao Fangxu that day every day.

To be honest, Zhao Fangxu's statement is not an enlightenment for him, he knows his own problems best, but people are like this, knowing that they have problems, they are still creatures who will step on the pit without hesitation, which is determined by human nature.

What really made him feel unacceptable was ...... Once again, he questioned his path of cultivation.

Starting from Qiao Mingguang's question about him on Hong Kong Island, no, Li Chengzhen shook his head, maybe he already had this kind of question earlier, but the performance was not intuitive.

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Li Chengzhen's thoughts became more and more confused, so he simply didn't want anything else, got up, changed into costumes, and walked to the stage, ready to raise his voice twice and change his mind.

After a while, the leisurely chanting sounded in the courtyard, probably because of the depression in his mind, and the play sung by Li Chengzhen also seemed sad.

This time he sang a unique Peking opera, called Da Mian, this play he had rehearsed before, and he sang it on stage when he was a child, but it was just a supporting role.

As a kind of innovative Peking Opera, this opera is different from traditional Peking Opera in that it does not require a mask to be painted on the face with paint, but has a hideous and terrifying, but full of sacred ghost and god masks.

The story told in "Big Noodles" is adapted from Gao Changgong, the king of Lanling.

King Lanling's biological father was killed, and his biological mother was humiliated.

The newly ascended throne of the Lord of Qi was brutal and lewd, and domesticated the king of Lanling, who had been practicing martial arts since childhood, into the beauty of the palace music workshop.

In order to awaken the masculinity of the man in King Lanling's body, Queen Qi, the biological mother of King Lanling, guided him into the temple of the former king's mausoleum, and put on the majestic face worn by the former king when he led the troops to the battle.

The bearded King of Lanling became unrivaled and led his troops to resist the enemy forces of the Northern Zhou Dynasty, which invaded the Northern Qi Dynasty.

In the fierce battle of Pishan, the king of Lanling returned to the court victoriously and dealt with the vicious and cruel tyrant Qi Lord. But because he committed too many killings, he could not let go of the curse of the previous king, and then his temperament changed, he was arbitrary and tyrannical, and became a pathetic and pitiful loner.

In order to unload the big face and dissipate the hatred in the heart of King Lanling, Queen Qi, who was full of motherly heart, resolutely stabbed open her chest, melted the hideous and cold face with her own blood, and helped King Lanling find the true love in the world.

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Damian is one of the three famous tragic scenes of innovative Peking Opera, the other two, one is "Flying Tiger General", which tells the story of Li Cunxiao, the thirteenth Taibao, and "Oedipus the King", which is based on the famous ancient Greek tragedy "Oedipus the King".

This "Big Noodles" is a big play, like a large-scale opera, it can't be sung at all in a few hours, Li Chengzhen has been singing it from morning to noon, and the scorching sun is in the sky at noon.

It seems that it is to devote all your thoughts to your own hobbies in order to relieve a little of the emptiness caused by the incomparable thirst for the path in your heart.

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"The son is wearing a mask for his mother, what do you want for now? If you don't die in a hundred battles, why be afraid! Death of the heart is the supreme cause! ”

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Li Chengzhen sang, and I don't know if it was substituted into the story, and unconsciously touched the mask on his face, the mask was angular and hideous, with a cold touch.

Li Chengzhen's heart moved slightly, and he remembered Zhao Fangxu's evaluation of him a few days ago.

Secondary 2 disease......

After singing the song, Li Chengzhen stood there, a slight sweat oozing from the top of his head, standing on the high platform and looking at the nearby buildings, he suddenly had a different idea.

After all, he is different from ordinary people, although he has long been clear-minded, but it is impossible to maintain the same nature in two lives, since he was a child, he has been thinking and acting with the mind of an adult.

This is also the reason why others say that he is young and old, and he is sophisticated.

But people's personality is caused by both physical and psychological aspects, even if they have the thoughts of adults, in the body of teenagers, they are inevitably affected by various hormones, showing the characteristics of teenagers, which is probably the contradiction that Zhao Fangxu said.

Li Chengxin had a slight understanding in his heart.

Most people understand the heart of innocence as a beautiful adjective, which itself represents the perfection of that state, which is desired by the vast majority of people, and children can reach this state more for physiological reasons, as they get older, growth hormone declines, and their hearts are gradually closed on the road to maturity.

I can slowly accept it, and I can slowly let go of the dirt that I couldn't accept before, and I can't let go of the things I couldn't let go of before.

And for some talented old people who have been practicing for many years, there is a good word in the description of them, called crane hair and childish face!

That is to say, this old man who should have been on the job has some childlike qualities, old naughty boy, old naughty boy, never a derogatory term!

It was because they slowly saw through things after searching, reached the point of optimism, and then approached the realm of children again.

This time there was no physical assistance, but the state of their mind cultivation.

From this point of view, juvenile and old-age growth is actually not a good phenomenon, it violates the law of natural human growth.

Li Chengzhen sighed, in the modern era of information explosion, those diseases such as secondary two diseases and depression with excessive self-awareness have also begun to increase gradually, and many children have begun to be excessively precocious.

This has a great relationship with violating the laws of nature, so Lao Zhuang's thinking yearns for nature, the so-called small country and widows, chickens and dogs do not smell, which also reveals that the best physical and mental state of people should be in the environment, is to conform to the laws of nature.

Li Chengzhen suddenly laughed bitterly, he turned out to be a secondary two disease with excessive self-awareness, he originally thought that he would have this same entanglement because of the unique experience of being a human being in two lives, but he didn't expect that in the final analysis, he was still an ordinary person, and he couldn't escape the shackles of human nature.

People really shouldn't be pretentious, the humble hexagram is the best hexagram in the Book of Changes, the six lines are auspicious, everything is prosperous, the gentleman is not guilty!

(End of chapter)