【May Day】Farewell to the river boat at night

Compared to Li Si, in the entire history of the Great Qin Empire, my sense of existence is not very high.

When my king was unifying the world, my name was mentioned in the edict of Ying Zheng at a meeting with my colleagues to discuss what new emperor to do.

- Prime Minister Juan, Yu Shi Dafu Zheng, Ting Weisi, etc. all said: "In the past, the five emperors were thousands of miles away, and their foreign princes obeyed the princes or the dynasty or not, and the Son of Heaven could not control it."

I'm a person, I'm not unknown on Baidu Encyclopedia, and of course I'm not prominent. After all, even the year of my birth and death, the descendants have not verified it.

Of course, I will feel a little sad, the same prime minister, look at Li Si - a clear and definite life trajectory, the small seal handwriting of the Yishan Monument, including the intercession document written to the king, have been left.

As for me, I didn't have any deeds, except for the thing that approved of the separation, and my name, I didn't leave anything.

However, my personality and temper are quite transparent, and I sighed secretly, and I understand the operation of the history book abnormally.

I don't have much of a presence for me, I don't pay much attention to it.

In the officialdom, I am not a decent person, and I regard Cai Ze as my mentor of struggle.

I never argue about trivial matters. The superiors laughed, I grinned, the superiors were angry, and I was angry. When it comes to major matters on which I disagree, I choose to go with the flow after trying to get no results on the basis of reason.

Later, when my superiors became my monarchs, I kept doing the same thing.

I'm bright enough and sophisticated enough.

After many years of mixing in officialdom, I am not very easy, and I will not make enemies everywhere like some people.

I'm pretty happy with my own.

Although I have been dead for more than 2,000 years, I still care about the rise and fall of the land I have fought so hard for.

I often turn into a spring breeze and a drizzle to see this world.

But it's strange to say, I lie on the wall of Xianyang and look forward to it, I rush with the waves of the Wei River, and I follow the rise and fall of the moat.

I also met my old friends. I am sad to see the fact that I am actually one of the few people in the group of prime ministers of the Qin State who "died soundly".

Their eyes are full of vicissitudes, and endless words are buried in the wind and rain with me.

But I have not met my monarch once.

When I was dying, he, Li Si, and Meng Tian all came to see me at the tomb.

I remember that he always liked to reward me with some elixirs refined by Xu Fu, how could the elixir be as delicious as kiwifruit?

I sometimes don't understand why this young man Yingzheng is much younger than me, why does he love to toss and maintain his health.

I don't think there's anything wrong with the elixir, but it seems that he is very sad, after all, my death has made the desire for immortality a little further away from him.

When I was still alive, I knew that he had begun to build a mausoleum for himself as soon as he ascended the throne at the age of twelve.

As a minister, and as someone a little older than him, I know that the words "mausoleum" are not good words.

"The king is young, so he doesn't have to worry about such things."

The young man's black eyes had no concept of death at all.

He smiled and said to me firmly: "Yushi, until the widow completes the goal, the widow will not die." ”

At that time, I got up and raised my head to look at him, he stood tall on the Zhangtai Palace, his eyebrows were full of the spirit of a king, I think he has the demeanor of filial piety.

At that time, the Qin State was in a difficult situation at home and abroad, and I looked up to him, and I wanted to follow the will of filial piety and use it as an encouragement.

"The King's ......"

"If anyone dares to insult the people of the widow, the widow will never turn a blind eye."

I can't attribute such words to greatness, I only feel afraid, and I feel that his thinking seems to be somewhat different from that of the kings of the previous generation.

When I died, I didn't quite understand why he had to call this land with only one name.

At this point, I admit that only Li Si is his unique confidant.

I can only see it every time I see the rain, and I see the order of 2,000 years.

That's when I realized that he had laid a world.

So, has he become one with the tall Lishan Mountain?

I want to tell him:

I saw the green hills, majestic and majestic.

I saw that the river and the sea were flowing eastward.

I also see this world, which is endless.