Chapter XXII
Yuan Mu is a man of action, and after leaving Ji Si'an's house, she immediately reported Zhao Di's situation to the criminal police team. The team was more efficient and immediately arranged psychological counseling services for them.
This psychological clinic is located in the city center of Chenghuang. They parked the car outside and led Zhaodi through the crooked alley to a red-walled courtyard house. Yuan Mu stepped forward and slammed the door, and a young girl with two dimples smiling opened the door and welcomed them in. The small courtyard is not very well furnished but very elegant, which means to be quiet in the middle of noisy.
"Please wait here for a moment and fill in the personal information of the person who inquired first. I'll go see if the doctor is ready. Dimple said in a sweet voice.
Yuan Mu helped Zhaodi fill in the information. Ji Si'an whispered relief to Zhao Di, who was tense in his body. "You don't have to be nervous, just answer her questions seriously, and trust the doctor."
"Can you come with me?" Zhao Di pulled the corner of Ji Si'an's clothes with her small hand.
Ji Si'an was uncomfortable with her fawn-like injured eyes. "I ...... This is not in accordance with the rules for diagnosis and treatment here. Here's ...... Visitors are scheduled to meet individually. You have to trust the doctor. If you feel uncomfortable, you can tell her with confidence. ”
"Can you go in with me, then? Just accompany me in ....... Zhao Di's voice became smaller and quieter the more she spoke. Ji Si'an's heart was so soft that it could drip water.
"Good. I'll send you in. Come on, we are the best. ”
With the opening of the Chinese-style wooden door, Ji Si'an was shocked by the person who opened the door, and she was stupid ...... in place.
"Who are you two coming to me for advice?" After saying that, she winked playfully, "I guess it's you, right?" ”
She saw Zhao Di's nervousness and handed Zhao Di a bear's stuffed animal. "Can you please take care of it for me for a while?"
Ji Si'an looked at her still somewhat inconvenient legs, and subconsciously reached out to help her, but she shook her head and refused. Only then did Ji Si'an discover that the layout of this psychological clinic was very exquisite, and the connected flower stands formed an invisible handrail, allowing her to move freely.
Ji Si'an's eyes were slightly wet when she looked at the blooming bouquet, she was really a smart girl, she used this way to hide her inconvenience and make the visitors relaxed and comfortable.
Just when Ji Si'an was still immersed in her thoughts, she had already guided Zhao Di to sit on the wide and fluffy sofa.
"I didn't expect to see you here."
"I didn't expect that either." Ji Si'an looked around and became more and more proud of the girl in front of him. "Looks like you're recovering well."
"Thank you for that. Thank you for saving me. Yang Ningning said.
"I didn't do anything. I...... I didn't even know you were a psychiatrist, otherwise I wouldn't have dared to do it. ”
"I used to be an internist, but I liked psychology and then switched to it." Yang Ningning said with a smile.
Ji Si'an stood at the door and looked at Yang Ningning carefully, her fluffy curly hair was combed into a low ponytail and crooked to her ears, her makeup was light, the pear vortex loomed on her red lips, and the gray dress lined her skin with pearlescent whiteness. It's beautiful. Ji Si'an silently admired in his heart. But she understands that now is not the time to say hello. "Zhao Di will leave it to you."
"Okay, don't worry." Yang Ningning speaks unhurriedly, and has the power to calm people's hearts.
"You know?" Yuan Mu saw Ji Si'an come out and pulled her and asked.
Ji Si'an glanced at the closed wooden door and explained simply: "She is my former customer. ”
Zhao Di hugged the bear in her arms tightly, and her small body was tired in the corner of the sofa. Yang Ningning came to her side: "Zhao Di, I'm Yang Ningning." You can lie on the couch so that you can be a little more comfortable. ”
Zhao Di shook her head, but hugged the bear tighter. "Do you know magic?"
"Huh?" Yang Ningning was stunned by her question. But she was very experienced, and immediately seized the opportunity to communicate with her.
"Do you wish I could do magic?" Yang Ningning asked rhetorically.
Zhao Di nodded.
"Why?"
"I want to ...... Catch that badass...... Zhao Di's tears fell into the bear.
"Trust me, it will." Yang Ningning held Zhao Di's hand.
The consultation time passed quickly, and when Zhao Di came out, her face was flushed and she seemed to be in good shape.
"How? Did she remember? Yuan Mu asked eagerly.
Yang Ningning said with some sarcasm: "How can it be so fast." Psychotherapy is a process. ”
Yang Ningning stood at the door, and Ji Si'an glanced at the threshold and immediately understood her inconvenience.
"Yuan Mu, you take Zhao Di out first and wait for me. Let me say a few words to Yang Ningning. Saying that, Ji Si'an walked into the house.
Yang Ningning looked at her with a smile, understood her careful thoughts, and nodded gratefully.
"Can you help Zhao Di remember?" Ji Si'an couldn't wait to ask.
Yang Ningning remembered Zhao Di's words and jokingly said, "Do you also want me to have magic?" ”
Ji Si'an smiled bitterly: "Magic? I also wish it was true. ”
Yang Ningning realized that Ji Si'an had a secret in his heart. She said seriously: "Psychiatrists can't peek into people's hearts. I can only help you understand yourself better, face up to your psychological trauma, and accept yourself. In fact, I can only be a helper from the beginning to the end. ”
"What about Zhao Di?" Ji Si'an said.
"From what you've given me so far, I think her sleepwalking is still the influence of that incident. Now all I need to do is connect with Zhaodi and make her trust me. It's not something you can do once or twice, you need to be patient. Yang Ningning said.
"Zhao Di...... It seems to want to close himself off. I mean, she's very reluctant to see a psychiatrist, so it might be harder for me to communicate with her. ”
"She rejects you?" Ji Si'an thought of Zhao Di's recent performance, although she was very well-behaved, she was always a little detached, unlike before when she was rude but direct.
"This situation is also normal. She had met with something like that, the world before her had collapsed, and it would take her a long time to rebuild her sense of security. ”
"And other people take the initiative to seek help from a psychiatrist, so they are naturally very cooperative. Zhao Di is different, she was arranged by you. We all need a process of greater understanding and trust. Yang Ningning patiently explained.
Talking about this, Ji Si'an already fully understood what Yang Ningning meant, she looked at Yang Ningning and hesitated for a long time, and finally asked a question that had been lingering in her heart for a long time. "Can you help me get my memories back? If...... I mean, if I want to remember what I did before I was 3 years old, can I do it? ”
"In fact, human beings have memories before the age of 3, but because the forms of constructing memories are a bit messy, they are scattered in the depths of our brains, and it is basically difficult to find them, so it gives us the illusion of memory loss. Especially before the age of 3, our language function is not fully developed, and we are not able to accurately express the information we receive in words, and it is even more difficult to recall. Yang Ningning said.
Ji Si'an looked at Yang Ningning seriously: "If you can help me remember through hypnosis?" ”
"Hypnosis...... I need you to trust me absolutely. I can try to guide you to the search. Most of those memories before the age of 3 are stored in the brain in the form of pictures, and it ultimately depends on whether you are impressed by that event. Yang Ningning explained after pondering the sentence.
Ji Si'an was silent, she must have been deeply impressed by that incident, but she didn't know if she had the courage to face ...... again.