Chapter 43

Lin Yi recalled their last meeting. "Your mother has always wanted to go to the big city, and even with the two of you, she thinks she can break through her own sky."

"Don't forget, college students in our era were much more expensive and scarce than they are now."

"Coupled with the fact that the orphanage was taken over by the government at that time, she no longer had any worries, and that heart was ready to move again."

"However, your father doesn't want to leave, he just wants to live a peaceful life at home, even if this day can be seen at a glance, he is willing to eat."

"They had a bit of an unpleasant time because of it. There is no one right or wrong, it's just that everyone thinks differently. ”

So my mother left her hometown and came to Chenghuang to attend a class reunion...... It also means to explore the path first. Ji Si'an's voice was low.

Lin Yi touched her head and only replied to her by saying "What a smart child".

What about Zhao Wenbin? And what role does he play here? How much weight did he play in his mother's decision? These questions came to Ji Si'an's mind.

Lin Yi seemed to know what Ji Si'an was thinking, and gave them a detailed introduction to Zhao Wenbin's current situation in recent years.

Not long after Yingying left, Zhao Wenbin married the daughter of the president of a local bank under the arrangement of his family, and gave birth to a son the following year. But their lives are not satisfactory, their wives are arrogant and have a bad temper, and they often quarrel over trivial matters. The marriage lasted only three years before it ended.

After that, Zhao Wenbin seemed to have grown up and become much tougher, no longer arranging a blind date for him at home, but taking care of his son wholeheartedly and being busy with work.

As for the ...... of that class reunion, in fact, it was not what he meant at first, it was picked up by his classmates who were also in Chenghuang, he was the class leader, and he naturally had to lead the head.

"All these years...... Isn't Zhao Wenbin in touch with Aunt Wang? Yuan Mu couldn't help but ask.

Lin Yi shook his head slowly. "They are all righteous men and gentlemen, adhering to the way of gentlemen. When you choose to break up, you are completely separated. ”

"This is also what I admire about Yingying. She is obviously still in love, but she is sane and sober. ”

Those sanity and sobriety are only for others to see, thinking of the depression of his mother in the group photo, Ji Si'an knows that his mother has not been happy these years.

"Was there anything special going on at the meeting? Or has Aunt Wang had personal contact or chat with someone or something? Yuan Mu took out his notebook and recorded it carefully.

"At that party, the girls all brought their children, and we sat together and discussed the children, which was very lively. I didn't see Young-young talking to anyone alone. Of course, it is also possible that I didn't notice the reason why I was taking care of the children. Lin Yi's eyes were a little evasive.

"Aunt Lin, think about it again, it's very important to me." Ji Si'an stretched out his delicate and cold hand to hold Lin Yi's hand.

Lin Yi sighed and said, "If you have to say anything, it's that your mother was not in a good mood that day, and it was not easy for her to take two children alone." Your sister was arguing at the dinner table to come home to find her father, and she got angry and pulled her out and said a few words. ”

"Child, it's the age of trouble, and she will be angry and love to talk back, she is afraid of making an ugly fuss on the table, so she entrusts you to me and takes your sister out alone to breathe."

Lin Yi was probably afraid that Yuan Mu would misunderstand and further explained: "Yingying is a good mother. Her handling method was very good, which not only saved the little girl's face but also calmed her emotional ....... ”

"Watching her the whole time, is there anyone else who finds her in a bad mood?" Yuan Mu asked.

"Just a brief hiccup...... Everyone hasn't seen a hot conversation for years...... Probably only sitting next to her, Li Xiang and I noticed ....... Lin Yi thought about the scene at that time, and suddenly his face changed, and he stopped what he was going to say next.

"What do you remember again?" Yuan Mu asked a little nervously.

Lin Yi lowered her head and took a sip of coffee. Soon after Yingying came in with the child, Zhao Wenbin also came in from outside. Maybe it's just a coincidence, because I can see that Yingying has been avoiding Cho Wenbin at the party. ”

"Zhao Wenbin was divorced at that time, didn't he think about going to Wang Yingqi again?" Yuan Mu asked a more pointed question.

"Impossible." Lin Yi's denial was unexpectedly firm.

"Why?" At this time, not only Yuan Mu was surprised, but even Ji Si'an was surprised.

"He's a little more assertive than he used to be. But he still lives on the family business, as long as he doesn't leave that family, he can't give Yingying happiness. Yingying is the smartest girl I've ever met, and she must have understood that, so she kept avoiding him. ”

"Besides, they all had children at the time, and it was impossible to leave them alone. When you become parents, you'll understand this. Lin Yi said very firmly.

"Then do you know where Zhao Wenbin went later?" Yuan Mu asked.

Lin Yi shook his head and said sadly: "Since ...... After Yingying's accident, Zhao Wenbin's whole person was depressed and slowly disconnected from us. The last time I heard from him was when his family called to ask if I knew his whereabouts, and that's when I learned he was missing. ”

Coming out of Lin Yi's house, Ji Si'an was silent. Yuan Mu accompanied her and walked slowly down the street. After a long time, Ji Si'an spoke: "Do you say that my mother came to Chenghuang for Zhao Wenbin." ”

Yuan Mu hesitated and didn't know how to answer.

Ji Si'an continued: "What if...... I mean, what if she came to Chenghuang to meet her first love? What am I going to do? ”

"Aunt Lin said no......." Yuan Mu opened his mouth to comfort her.

Ji Si'an said in a hoarse voice: "Mu Mu, I don't want to check...... I'm afraid...... If she really ...... What should I do? ”

"My father has always been cold to me, very cold, and he always looks at me with a little bit ......of hatred. I never understood why. To this day, I figured it out. ”

"What do you understand? Don't think about it. Yuan Mu forcibly interrupted Ji Si'an's words.

Ji Si'an stubbornly wanted to finish his words.

"My mother never fell in love with him. And I'm ...... And he looks so much like my mother...... that's the root. ”

"Yuan Mu, you said he doesn't like me and doesn't care about me, is it because of this?"

"Yuan Mu, in fact, my sister looks very much like my father, if it was my sister who survived back then, would he be better off ......."

"It's not like that! Don't be cranky! He is cowardly and does not dare to face the past, that is his problem, he is not worthy of being a father, and it has nothing to do with you. Yuan Mu held Ji Si'an with both hands and shook her vigorously, trying to wake her up from the chaotic situation.

Ji Si'an leaned on Yuan Mu's shoulder and cried bitterly, for himself and his mother.

Once the pent-up pain burst, it was like a torrent, and what she thought was over drowning her like a storm.

Rao is Yuan Mu has a lot of strength, and he can't support Ji Si'an's increasingly heavy body. She half-hugged her and sat her on the side of the road, caressing her back in the hope that she would calm down.

"Need help?" A car pulled up next to them, its windows rolled down to reveal a handsome face.

"No, I don't." Yuan Mu said coldly.

"I'm not asking you, I'm asking her." Chen Sen looked in the direction of Ji Si'an.