Chapter 52: Scars
"Xiao An, how can you be so ruthless ......."
In the face of her father's accusation, Ji Si'an couldn't hold back her temper anymore, she stepped forward and looked at her father aggressively. "How ruthless I am. How ruthless do you say I'm doing. Why didn't you say cruelty when you abandoned me and forced my grandmother to death. Where did you all go when Grandma couldn't eat or drink in her dilapidated old house?! She's still your mother, where did you go when she needed to pay for the surgery? Yes?! Speak! At this time, I thought of me, where did you go when I had no money to pay for tuition, no money to eat, and was sick and dying? Speak, why don't you say it. ”
Speaking of the past, Ji Si'an became more and more emotional, and the surrounding crowd was gradually attracted to her.
Chen Sen had no choice but to step forward and pull her to a secluded place. Ji Si'an lay on the railing and vomited desperately, Chen Sen saw that someone could vomit like this for the first time, and he was so frightened that he wanted to take her to the hospital. But she refused, she was just sad to the extreme......
It wasn't until he spit out the green bile, and he really couldn't spit it out, that Ji Si'an stopped. She cried silently, her mouth full of bitterness could not be equal to one ten-thousandth of the bitterness in her heart.
"If you don't want to borrow, don't borrow, why embarrass yourself like this." Chen Sen handed her a bottle of mineral water.
"Legally I have an obligation to support him, and he sues a quasi-child." Ji Si'an's eyes were still red, and his thinking had calmed down.
Chen Sen couldn't help but scold. "Have you all become machines studying law?"
Chen Sen's words made Ji Si'an think of Master He's previous feelings, and suddenly had a sense of sympathy.
"Why are you dressed so formally today?" Ji Si'an asked.
After all, it was the unbearable ugliness of her own family, and she didn't want to continue the previous topic.
Chen Sen had no intention of exploring anything, he immediately teased along the topic: "Isn't it handsome?" I want to change jobs. ”
"Why? Wasn't the previous repair shop good? Ji Si'an was a little nervous.
"It's good, but there are too few customers. I want to find a bigger place again. Probably seeing Ji Si'an's worry, he smiled: "With my car repair skills, there will definitely be no problem, you can rest assured." ”
"Good. Tell me when you open, and I'll give you a promotion. Ji Si'an smiled.
He's like a fairy tale knight who always stands up for her when she needs ....... Unfortunately, she was not a dazzling princess and did not have the courage to follow the knight.
Before the wounded heart was healed, she couldn't rush him down the abyss.
Not long after the peaceful days, Ji Si'an received a notice from the court. It seems that my father also received guidance from a master.
She didn't want to have too much contact with him, let alone those past events, so she took the initiative to pay the operation fee.
On the phone, the stepmother had a better conscience than the father, and she was embarrassed to say thank you. Ji Si'an really didn't know what to say to her, so he told her to take care of herself and her brother, and hung up the phone.
Ji Si'an threw the ledger on the table fiercely, he was really poor, and he was arranged out immediately after earning some money. The early autumn is approaching, and I am still poor and white after a year of struggle.
The noise next door came again, and Ji Si'an calmly put away the ledger and did not intend to check it.
Since Wang Meilin came back from the hospital, she has only been calm for more than ten days before returning to her original condition, and even more frequently.
It's not that Ji Si'an is cold-blooded, but ...... Wang Meilin always looks like she is defending him, so that others can't lend a hand.
This time it seemed to be more noisy than usual, and the sound of hurried footsteps succeeded in arousing her curiosity. When she came to the door, she saw Wang Meilin standing at the door with her neck covered, blood dripping from her fingers, and the two policemen next to her called for an ambulance while helping her hold down the wound .......
When the male policeman entered the house to look for the suspect, the policewoman who was holding Wang Meilin couldn't help but persuade her: "You can't go on like this." A little further in this knife and you'll be dead. No amount of speed we can save you. ”
"You don't have to think about yourself, you have to think about your daughter. You don't want your daughter to think that's the way it should be. If she is also abused in the future, how sad you will ....... ”
Wang Meilin has heard familiar words many times, why don't she understand these truths. But truth is reason, emotion is emotion, and she is hopelessly in love with this man. She also hated herself like this, and even spit on herself as a cheap bone, but it was useless.
The torment in her heart made her body skinny, and she tried her best but still couldn't stop her heart.
The next day, Yu Na asked Ji Si'an to visit Wang Meilin, and looked at the thin paper-like woman on the bed, Ji Si'an swallowed back the reproach silently. She handed over her business card, "If you figure it out, you can contact me."
Yu Na rarely lost her temper: "When do you think about it, tell me, I'll find someone to beat him." This kind of person is not cleaned up. ”
"I know you don't look down on me, and I look down on my own ....... I understand the truth, but my heart can't help me ....... Merlin pinned her head to the side and silently shed tears.
Looking at Mei Lin Ji Si'an, who was so entangled, suddenly understood that one of the aspects of her suffering came from self-blame for herself, and she also hated herself for being like this.
If there is really no way, who wants to let go of their dignity to others to trample on like this.
"Emotional things can only be figured out by yourself, and others can't help you." Yu Na said while standing in front of the car smoking a cigarette.
Without waiting for Ji Si'an to answer, Yu Na suddenly threw the cigarette in her hand on the ground and stepped on it fiercely. "It's fucking depressing. Feelings can't be taken seriously, and whoever takes it seriously loses. ”
Ji Si'an looked at all kinds of people on the street, either glamorous or radiant, but they were all illusions of appearance, faded from the gorgeous clothes and brocade clothes, and there was no idea what kind of scars were hidden inside, only licking alone like a little beast when no one was around.
After Luo Li learned about this, she came to live with Ji Si'an again, she looked at the girl's slightly round side face and couldn't help but feel a little emotional, the power of gossip is really vigorous in this little body.
They watched as Merlin signed the settlement; Watch Merlin return to the next door home as usual; watched Merlin pleading alone with a shopping bag pulling the man's car door; Watching Merlin shiver with cold shivering in the doorway again barefoot.......
"It's probably the stupidest girl I've ever seen." With that, she picked up the blanket and opened the door.
The heavy blanket seemed to crush Meilin, and she carefully pulled at her clothes, and the bruises that were inadvertently exposed made Lori sigh secretly.
"Come and sit in our room for a while." Lori sent out an invitation.
Merlin subconsciously refused.
"How sad my mother is to see you like this." A gentle sentence not only made Meilin break her defense, but also filled Ji Si'an's eyes with tears.
Meilin sat in the living room with a blanket, and in addition to saying thank you, she drank the hot water handed by Luo Li in silence.
"Call us when you figure it out, we're lawyers." Luo Li said the same thing as Ji Si'an.
Merlin didn't speak, but took the business card with her thin hand.
Ji Si'an looked a little stronger than last time, last time Meilin didn't answer her business card, she forcibly stuffed it into her hospital bed, this time she knew that she took it, it didn't seem to be incorrigible.