【Tanabata】Between the morning and the night, Zheng Jue
Zheng.
It is the surname of the royal family and a bondage.
I wish I was a peach.
I am also even more glad that I am Ah Yao.
Zheng Gong has two daughters, with the appearance of sinking fish and geese, and the appearance of captivating the country and the city.
It sounds like a copy of Qi Guo's second Jiang, the prologue of the second Qiao of later generations.
My sister is three years older than me, and since I can remember, I have heard that people around me have sought after her peerless appearance.
I didn't know at the time that for the royal family, especially for royal women like us who had lost their country.
Beauty is a deep sin.
It is with the magnificent colors of the morning glow to confuse the world.
In troubled times, beautiful faces are regarded as sharp weapons.
They longed for Sister Ah to bewitch her husband like Xi Shi, and go to the enemy country like Daji.
Every time I hear that, I feel uncomfortable.
Can a country be ruined by bewitching a king with a beautiful woman?
I don't believe it.
Sister Ah has been following the internal training since she was a child, and she has gradually become what the elders expect.
He is proficient in music and rhythm books, and his dancing posture is even more amazing.
She seems to have known from birth what kind of responsibilities she has.
I later realized that it was Sister A who protected me in this way.
If it weren't for Sister A, the sword and sword shadow and the tossing and turning of my life would have been in front of me. How can I be suffocated, maintain a little self, and seek a trace of authenticity? Develop such a free and willful character?
If the person she marries is not the King of Qin, we will not come to a confrontational situation.
But if, the person she marries is not Yingzheng. Ten years ago, I lost her completely.
My brother-in-law, everything is fine, but it's a pity that he is the king of Qin.
King Qin is the enemy of my master, which is destined for me to dare not and unwilling to recognize Sister A for the rest of my life.
It was in the year I lost my sister that he entered my sister's life.
When I was five years old.
Our lives have been turned upside down, as if the sun and the moon are changing, black and white are reversed. Things always evolve so unexpectedly.
At that time, the most proud of the Seven Kingdoms was not Qin, but Zhao.
I got lost with my sister in a pool of blood in Changping.
I didn't expect this separation to be a lifetime.
I watched my sister being taken away by Zhao Guoren, and for nine years after that, I didn't hear from her again.
I fell down the road, caught up in the refugees, and I thought my life was coming to an end.
I haven't had time to understand, I haven't had time to think about why this world is the way it is. I'm going to die in this war that has nothing to do with me.
A gale was blowing before my eyes, I smelled the blood of death, and a white dizziness enveloped me.
I was about to close my eyes at the moment.
I looked up to the sky and saw a pair of clean and pure eyes in a trance.
The eyes seemed to be a beam of light, and I tried my best to make a sound, but I was dizzy, I should be hungry, I hadn't eaten in three days, and I couldn't tell what the surroundings were like.
I just instinctively wanted to live, I whimpered, and just as I was about to despair, a pair of strong hands grabbed my wrists and dragged me out of the dead pile.
Suddenly, I was dangling and being carried on a horse's back.
As soon as it was dark, I fainted.
I don't know how long it took.
When I opened my eyes again, the owner of the eyes appeared in front of me, with high hair and a brocade robe.
"Where is your home?" He asked.
"You tell me I can send you home." He continued.
I was so weak, my stomach was growling, and I was trying to answer some questions.
But this little boy didn't give up asking questions.
"Where is your family?"
Hear the word family.
My father had many wives, my mother died early, and I had no other relatives except my sister Zheng Li. This time, the Qin State attacked Korea, the Zheng family was put on fire, and Uncle Wang's brothers went out several times, and there was no one left.
I didn't know this at the time, but I remember that my sister was taken away by the soldiers.
My mouth was deflated and I cried loudly.
The little boy was stunned and at a loss, and he hurriedly took out all kinds of food and put it in front of me.
"Alas, don't cry! Don't cry. ”
I didn't care what he said, I was hungry and scared, and I was young, so I only knew how to cry.
As soon as I looked at the things on the desk, I was stunned, it was actually what I usually eat.
I was hungry for days, and in an instant I devoured it.
I forgot the etiquette, and I didn't usually learn it very seriously, so I directly picked up the delicious food on the plate, took a bite of the chicken leg hard, and cried and muttered: "Sister, Sister...... It's gone...... Only Ah Jue ...... alone."
The little boy smiled and gently reached over and patted me on the back: "Eat slowly, don't choke." ”
It's okay if he doesn't shoot.
When he slapped me, I choked!
I coughed desperately, spitting all the chewed up onto his robe.
…… I stopped crying, I was terrified. Someone else took me in, but I did it, and I was afraid that I would be driven away.
The little boy didn't bother at all, he didn't even frown.
I can't say anything complete. Instead, he comforted me vigorously.
A few of the female concubines around him were more anxious than him.
He raised his hand and stood up, as if he were talking to them, as if he were talking to me.
"It's okay, it's okay. I'll just go get another one. ”
He glanced back at me and smiled softly: "You eat slowly, don't be in a hurry, and sleep well when you're full." ”
I suppressed the tears in my eyes and nodded gratefully, "Hmm." ”
Although I also live in Korea, our Jeong-chamber is not located in the capital city of Sinjeong.
This is the first time I have met Han An.
At that time, I knew there that he would be the one who would be entangled with me for the rest of my life.
At night, I was so frightened by the rush and wandering of the month that I couldn't sleep at all.
"Ah, don't be afraid."
He said this to me many, many times.
During this time, I asked him if he knew my sister's whereabouts.
He expressed regret.
Until one day, two years later, he brought me to the presence of a wise man.
He bowed respectfully to the wise man. When I saw him do this, I knelt down and kowtowed as he did.
"I can take her in. But she can't worship me. Mo Zhai stopped my movements and didn't look at me, "I don't accept female disciples." ”
The first time my mentor, Mo Zhai, spoke to me, he was so polite.
Since I was a child, I didn't understand that the people around me wanted my sister to learn this and that, and the beauty said that she wanted to turn her into a peerless beauty.
In the past two years, I have been running around in the streets and alleys of Xinzheng. I learned some very vulgar but very sharp words.
"Why don't you accept female disciples?" Han An didn't hold me, I asked in one breath.
"Door rules." Mo Zhai is short and powerful.
No wonder later generations say that he is conformist and immutable.
"You care so much about the rules, so don't you care about the rules between people?"
Mo Zhai didn't expect me to say this.
He suddenly became interested, "Oh? What are the rules? ”
"There are no women in the world, where are the men? If you look down on women, you bluntly say that you look down on them, what rules do you have? I'm not here to worship you as a teacher anyway. ”
Han An couldn't have imagined how rude I could be. The first time I saw him, his eyes were on fire.
He hurriedly apologized to Mo Zhai.
Mo Zhai had a strange temper, he was surprised for a while, and immediately left the table and said that he would go back to retreat for three days.
But the order I can't go down the mountain.
There is no such requirement.
Han An was overjoyed.
"Ah Yao, you can become Mo Zhai's disciple."
"You want me to be his disciple?"
Han An looked at me, his eyes seemed to be able to speak, and he was so good-looking.
As long as I look him in the eye, I will be able to grant him any request.
"Ahh Mo Zhai will teach you swordsmanship, and he can teach you many, many things. ”
"What do you want these things for?"
Han An's peach-like eyes flashed with light, and he said in a low voice: "I'm just a tiny son in Korea, and I can't protect you for the rest of my life." ”
I listened to it.
What my heart listened to was - he said that he couldn't protect me for the rest of my life, and he wanted Mo Zhai to teach me the skills of self-preservation.
I was very impressed.
I seem willing to believe that he is a god sent from heaven.
But all the gifts of fate are secretly marked with a price code.
My head remembered his first half of the sentence - very little.
His father, King Han Li, was physically and mentally exhausted and depressed after the Battle of Changping.
In the past two years, he has taken me to some banquets, but not once has I been treated reasonably by his uncles. It is estimated that as soon as his father dies, he will be estimated to seize the throne.
Only one Uncle Wang named Han Fei has expressed friendship to him and even saved his life.
On one occasion he was summoned to wait in the temple for his father. I don't know where a fire started, and the temple was instantly covered by firelight.
I heard that Han An later told me that he was about to suffocate in smoke, and it was Han Fei who brought him out of the middle hall.
As for why Han Fei is so good to Han An, it is so good that people feel that it is a group of interests between uncles and nephews.
But Han An had nothing to covet from his uncle. Han Fei's talent is known to the whole country, and if he works the throne, he can sit in that position.
It wasn't until I went to Qin later that I got a glimpse of it in the cracks.
Han An's temperament is unprecedentedly like a person.
"I don't want you to be bullied."
"If you need me, I'll help you. Even if you go up the knife mountain and go down to the sea of fire, I will help you. ”
I told him that very firmly.
"No, Ah Jue, I just want you to be safe."
"I will take what Mr. Mo taught me and try to learn the best. You saved me, and if you want my life, I'll give it to you. ”
Han An's reaction at that time made me unable to distinguish the truth from the fake when I recalled it many years later.
He hugged me and whispered in my ear, "Ah Jue, I only have you and Uncle Wang." I'm going to protect you, so I want that position. ”
His voice was too demagogic.
His eyes were full of tenderness.
Soon after, he became more and more marginal in the palace, and seemed to be recuperating, and he also worshiped under Mo Zhai, and became my junior brother in name.
In the nine years of Momen.
I had the happiest, most innocent and carefree time of my life.
And so, when I was young, I gave my heart to him.
Without a hint of reservation.
He even surpassed Sister Ah at one point and became the only option in my life.
With the most ardent heart, with the purest white wishes, I went to my self-incineration.
Nine years of planning.
I became Mo Zhai's protégé - I had another name, Tao Yao.
I am responsible for killing, and Han Fei is responsible for making suggestions.
Han Fei and I have planned a bloody path to success for him.
He got his wish and became the king of Han.
He told me that South Korea was weak and that he needed a union.
I was terrified.
I was young in an instant, and I suddenly remembered what my sister was raised by the Zheng family for.
I understand what it was now.
The marriage of the name of the United States.
A beauty trick in the actual sense.
Han An won't let me get married too, right?
At this moment, the only teacher I can confide in, Mo Zhai, has passed away, and I can only ask Han Fei, the only elder I can ask.
"Is this path right or wrong, you say? Do you really love me, the king? ”
It's a pity that although Han Fei is Uncle Wang, he is not very old, not to mention that he himself has an unsolved mystery.
"I'm sorry, Xiao Jiao'er...... The matter of love is very deceitful...... It's more dangerous than strategy, and I'm ...... I don't know. ”
I don't know when he started stuttering.
"Uncle Wang. I don't know the future, but I'm very happy in the past nine years. ”
I obviously said it to Han Fei with a smile.
But I don't know why, the tears can't be stopped.
It was the first time in many years that I had cried, and I cried very sadly.
Han Fei touched my hair like a child.
"I want to gamble again in nine years, I want to go to the Qin State."
I'm still so adamant.
Where would Han Fei and I think of it?
Six years after I left Xinzheng.
We met again in Xianyang.
I laughed dumbly, and in the dead of night, I ran to Yue Lin Palace and escaped into his cage.
Han Fei's eyes are very similar to Han An, born with peach blossoms, but Han Fei is much more tired than when I left.
I don't talk about what I have done in Qin over the years, and he doesn't say why he came to Xianyang and became a hostage.
It's like two spies getting drunk.
I'm a good drinker.
I was only when Han Fei was drunk, and only this time, along with the moonlight, I heard the name he muttered to himself.
- "Lee, Si." ”
It wasn't until I saw the official named Li Si from a distance at a banquet that it dawned on me.
Li Si and Han An's temperament at a certain moment is very similar.
I still have the character of not being afraid of heaven and earth when I was a child, I relied on my first-class martial arts, and after I knew that this guest named Li Si didn't know martial arts at all, I immediately tied him up.
When he was arrested, he actually played with the dog at home.
I'm.
I learned the technique of scolding in Xinzheng, and I grabbed Li Si's collar and asked:
"Why did you come to Qin? Do you know that Han Fei has been waiting for you in South Korea for nine years? You hurt him to the point that he was still in the mood to raise a puppy in the Qin Kingdom? You ungrateful, ungrateful slut! ”
Li Si's face suddenly turned pale.
…… I wondered if the slut was scolding a little harder.
I let go of him.
Li Si is a big man, and his eyes are red. He hugged his little yellow dog tightly and began to cry bitterly, saying "I'm sorry." ”
I was speechless for him, but there was no denying that he cried quite beautifully.
"Hmph, you're doing it yourself."
I really can't figure it out, how could Han Fei fall in love with him? So, as I was leaving, I gave him another kick on the back.
After that day, Li Si fell seriously ill and did not go to the court for three days.
I didn't dare to tell Han Fei. I'm afraid he'll find out that I've kicked Lees and kicked him out of trouble.
I didn't expect this miss to be life and death.
It's a pity that Han Fei didn't know until he died, when his junior brother killed him with his own hands, it was not happiness, but pain.
When I learned of Han Fei's death, I was devastated.
In this world, there is no one who can sincerely talk to me about A's past.
I thought I had provoked Li Si and caused a big disaster.
It was the first time I thought about death.
At this time, I found that in the palace of King Qin, Han Fei was not the only one who existed.
The great marriage I had seen.
That princess of Chu.
Is it my sister?
She is not surnamed Mi, but Zheng.