【Lunar calendar: July 15】

What are the boundaries between life and death?

The death of the body or the annihilation of the soul?

Remember.

or the longevity of a person's life.

We are made up of the past and are intimately connected to the past.

If a person loses all the memories of the past, is he still alive?

Lost all the memories of the original. Man is no longer the whole man made up of the past.

And after death, people have a soul.

I'm sure of that.

Why, you ask?

Because I'm now a ghost wandering in Lethe.

Can a person recover what he lost after death in the endless river Styx?

I'm already helping you practice.

Meng Lian, or Meng Po, told me that because there were still people who remembered me in the yang world, I still had time to continue to search for my lost memories one by one among the flowers and leaves of the Manzhu Sawa blooming on the riverbank.

Meng Lian told me that retrieving memories is actually very simple, and there are two ways.

The first one is that the person who waited until I forgot also came to Lethe. When both of us were completely forgotten by the people in the yang world, the memories naturally jumped out of his mind and filled them up for me.

The second is when the flowers and leaves on the other side are there, it can look back on the life of the flower viewer like looking in the mirror.

There is a characteristic of the Manzhu Sawa flower, which is that the leaves and flowers do not exist at the same time, and the leaves wither when the flowers open, and they do not bloom at all when the leaves are there.

The second option makes me desperate, and to follow this does not mean that I will never find what I have lost.

Meng Lian comforted me and said that she was not in a hurry to let me go to the queue for reincarnation.

Because there are still several people in the world who remember me, I can stay in Lethe for a long time, and during this time I can wait for the person I forgot to be forgotten by others, and then we will meet in Lethe.

During this time, I can look for flowers and leaves with peace of mind.

I always remember that I forgot something specific and I was at a loss.

My little sister Zheng Yao, also known as Tao Yao, I safely sent her back to her hometown in South Korea, Xinzheng, where she will grow old with Han An, which is not something I have forgotten.

Fusu and Hehua, when I left, they were entrusted to the orchid, and they will grow up healthy and healthy, which is not something I have forgotten.

So what exactly did I forget?

I waited for thousands of manju sawa to bloom, but not a single one, and I saw their flowers and leaves at the same time.

I seem to be too obsessed with finding flowers.

Back and forth, back and forth, I became a madman in other people's mouths in Lethe.

"The flowers on the other side, the flowers bloom for a thousand years, the flowers fall for a thousand years, and the flowers and leaves will never meet." This is what a bodhisattva named Jizo King told me, and he was also reminding me that it is impossible for Mandup Sawa to have flowers and leaves at the same time.

I don't know what a bodhisattva is, and I don't know what a Buddha is. I saw that he was extremely tall and bright, and his crown was solemn, probably the Bodhisattva was a god.

I don't know if to be lucky or to sigh.

I learned from King Jizo that my short life, like fireworks, was extended by one person in the sun world until he was 49 years old.

This has spread throughout the underworld.

- "Who is he?" I asked.

"The First Emperor." King Jizo replied.

- "What is the First Emperor?" Who is he? "I don't quite understand.

"The benefactor's deceased."

- "If you say, I was extended to his age of 49, is it true that the First Emperor died at the age of 49, so can I see him here?" ”

The Bodhisattva shook his head.

- "Huh? Doesn't it say that people come to the underworld after they die? ”

"He's an exception."

- "But I'm almost gone." I looked at my increasingly transparent body, and I couldn't help but feel sad, "Bodhisattva, I've been looking for the other side flower for twenty years, but I still haven't found my memory. ”

He may be accustomed to seeing the world's infatuated men and women, and he said without smiling or angry, "Love is not cause and effect, fate is destined for life and death." ”

I vaguely remembered that King Jizo seemed to be a new god in the underworld, and others were afraid of King Jizo, but I was not afraid, and I asked relentlessly, because this was probably my last chance to find Hanaba.

- "The one I forgot, when will he be forgotten by others?" ”

King Jizo wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Meng Lian.

Meng Lian reminded the King of Jizo, "Great wish for the King of Jizo Bodhisattva." It is a pleasure for you to save all suffering, but do not transgress the rules of our underworld. ”

When she said this, she gently reminded me: "Little Ali, you should go to reincarnation, if you don't go, you will disappear." ”

"I don't want to. I didn't wait for the memory, I didn't wait for the person I forgot, I was not willing to go to the next life like this. ”

The deeper my obsession became, the less transparent my body became, but there was a fire burning all over my body.

"If you can't find the answer, don't look for it." Meng Lian couldn't help but comfort me.

"Why?" I wrung my brow in pain, gasping for breath.

"That man will never be forgotten."

"So I'll never be able to see him again?" I couldn't help but cry, and more blue flames burned all over my body.

King Jizo said that if I continue like this, I will go to hell, and I don't know what hell is.

I became more and more fearless, "I just want to know, what the hell have I forgotten?" ”

As a whirlpool of Lethe River surged, King Jizo finally spoke.

"The First Emperor Yingzheng."

"Ying Zheng. The First Emperor. I muttered to myself, "That is, King Yingzheng of Qin?" ”

The Bodhisattva of the King of the Earth transformed into a human form as the same height as me, and a silver-blue lotus flower appeared in his blue lotus seat and Meng Lian's palm.

My memories suddenly went back.

When I was only ten years old, I left my homeland and went to a strange and familiar place.

Zhao Guo Handan.

The strange thing is that there is no one around me who I know, and what is familiar is that I still repeat the things of the past.

The sound of chimes slowly sounded above the Lethe River, but the tone was tactful and clear, and the empty valley sounded: the mountains have Fusu, and there are Hehua. I don't see the son, but I see madness. There are bridge pines in the mountains, and there are swimming dragons in the mountains. I don't see Zichong, but I see a cunning child.

This ballad ......

I instantly recalled a snowy night, countless paradoxical contradictions.

It turned out that I committed suicide by drinking poisoned wine, not to take revenge on the Qin State for destroying the Chu State, but because I subconsciously did not want to be in this kind of tearing anymore.

It turns out that what I have forgotten is what I will remember for the rest of my life.

We get along day and night, but we are truly separated forever.

It wasn't King Qin that I forgot.

It's the proton who was bullied and abused on the streets of Handan, and the Zhao Zheng who couldn't reconcile with the past all his life.

Ying Zheng, Zhao Zheng, Ah Zheng, people I love so much.

But I'm alone

Forget about him.

It turns out that I and him are also the flowers and leaves of Manju Sahua.

Thousands of years of blooming and falling, flowers and leaves will never be seen.

"Little Ali, you broke the rules, and all the dust flew away, I can't keep you." Meng Lian sighed.

But I was very happy, because I heard that there will always be people in this world who will remember him, and that he really has eternal life.

At the moment when my soul completely dissipated, I looked with all my strength to the other side of the Lethe River.

I said the last thing I wanted to say, but I never had time to say it to him.