A parting 17
Ever since I knew that Xu Beihan liked me, I was a little scared to face him. But I often encounter it.
I saw him in the morning when I went to breakfast, and he greeted me, and I seemed a little overwhelmed. He smiled and said, "Don't you know me?" ”
"What the hell, I heard that you were protected by the research institute, but you didn't tell me."
"I don't think there's anything to say, so I didn't talk about it."
"I heard that you chose Wuhan University, when are you going to go for an interview?" I asked cautiously.
"I don't even know where to choose, so you can help me choose?"
Maybe just like Ran Jie said, he is waiting for me to keep him. But I can't be so selfish, I have Li Su in my heart, this is an indisputable fact. So I can't be selfish to keep him.
"Wuhan University is actually very good, the environment is good, the terrain is good, everything is good anyway!" I began to hint at him.
"Alright then, I'll be interviewing next week."
......
Just as I was about to leave, he stopped me again: "Can you give me a hug?" Even if it's an encouragement for me to go to an interview. ”
Of course I won't be stingy with a hug, let alone someone who is so good to me. I turned around and hugged him gently.
Looking at his departing back, I was really grateful to him, thanking him for not saying that he liked me, and thanking him for not piercing that layer of paper. I said to him in my heart: "If you had met me before Li Su, I would definitely have liked you instead of him, but you really showed up late, so I can only say sorry." ”
It's just that what we don't know is that not far away, Li Su actually stood there quietly watching, and he saw a scene that could make him even more misunderstood. He saw us hugging, and stood there alone, and his heart ached. He came to our school very early and sat in the car all night, and he listened to Qiao Duo's encouragement and finally fought for himself, but he saw a picture that made him feel cruel. So he left gloomily.
In the evening, I received a text message from Li Su, just a simple sentence: Let's break up, go and pursue the happiness you want, I will go to Canada as soon as possible. Looking at this text message, is this the result I always wanted? But now I'm so sad that I'm crying sadly at that text message.
In November, Qiao Duo's condition began to deteriorate, and she insisted on a caesarean section to take out the little life in her belly. Before that, she wanted to see me, and when I found out, I made up my mind, and I decided to tell Lin Cheyong and bring him back.
Lin Cheyong roared loudly after knowing what happened to Qiao Duo: "Why is this happening!" Then he screamed and pulled me towards the station. I hurriedly told him that I had booked a plane ticket to pull him to the airport again. On the plane he actually cried in front of me, he said he was sorry for Qiao Duo, he kept scolding himself. Looking at him like this, all my preconceptions about him disappeared.
He, like us, hurts others and gets hurt hard. In fact, we are all helpless people.