Please don't feel sorry for me1
It was another boring afternoon, and after dinner we all went back to our dorms. The lovely Yang Dingding is in a good mood today, the reason is that she tested a psychological test, a test called test whether you are a lucky star or an unlucky egg, and she is a super lucky star. Joy bloomed on the side.
"You guys also take a test, it's very accurate!" Yang Dingding said happily to the other three of us.
Mi Qing held back her glance and kicked her nose at her suggestion. Zuo Yue smiled and said, "Okay, you said that the topic will be tested by us." ”
I started a long test, and the questions were boring and I didn't understand why I could use them to test this. After a few minutes of testing, Yang Ding Ding announced our test results.
"Zuo Yue is a little lucky star. Mi Qing is a little unlucky. Uh, as for Jodo...... Well, hehe, super unlucky. ”
Fainted me, am I so unlucky, I still use super as an adverb. But seriously, I wasn't really lucky. In a word, if you see through the heart, it is sunny!
"I can't say for sure, I still have to test it." Mi Qing made a helpless statement.
"Forget it, just entertain and entertain. What do you say? Zuo Yue said with a smile on the side.
"Well, yes, I'm a little unlucky. Hehe. ”
"Loss will be gained, don't say that. I don't think luck is the most important thing. By the way, what week is it now? "Zuo Yue is always so comforting, and he talks about the Tao.
"It's week 15, it's almost June." Mi Qing replied to her.
I felt a sudden nausea, which made me run to the toilet and vomit for a while. I haven't eaten anything lately, so why do I suddenly feel nauseous and want to throw up? I was confused.
Zuo Yue looked at me worriedly and said, "Are you okay, have you eaten a bad stomach recently?"
"Probably, maybe I have a bad stomach lately. It's good to take a break if it's okay. I replied to her hesitantly.
Thinking about it, I suddenly felt a little scared, I can't really be so unlucky as a super unlucky guy, I sighed in my heart. I didn't dare to tell Zuo Yue about the last time I was at Lin Cheyong's house, so I secretly went to the pharmacy at night to buy a pregnancy test stick and read the instructions alone after returning to the dormitory...... Finally, on top of the plastic rod, a plus sign slowly emerged.
I'm that unlucky, am I? I'm still a college student, I'm not yet 20 years old, what the hell should I do? My mind went blank!
I began to wonder if I should tell Lin Cheyong, I don't know how he would react when he found out. To be honest, I really can't bear to ask me to go and kill this little life now, after all, he is my child. tossed and turned, and finally decided to wait a good time to tell Lin Cheyong that he was making a decision.
I still didn't tell Zuo Yue, not because I didn't trust her, nor because I was afraid of her. It's because our relationship is so good, and I think that if she knows about it, she will definitely let me kill this child, maybe immediately, immediately.
I can't say that if she can't do it, she will definitely go to the hospital obediently to kill this child. But I'm still a little bit undecided right now, and I want to make a decision on my own. I didn't mean to hide it from her, but I couldn't tell her at this moment. She's my best friend and I just really don't want her to worry about my business anymore. So I silently said in my heart, dear Zuo Yue, don't be angry with me because of this.