I had already said that I would go to the hospital in the provincial capital for treatment first, so I didn't delay a day and went to the provincial capital with Zuo Yue and Qiao Nan's mother the day after I went home. Even though I know she's nice to me, sometimes I just have to call her Jonan's mom.

Soon I was lying in a hospital bed, smelling disinfectant and using the torture chemotherapy drugs. It's just like this, day after day, I am entangled with my illness. It was repeated every day, but the mood became very calm, as if there were no ripples.

Almost every day, Zuo Yue would come to the hospital to accompany me, she was afraid that I would be bored, so she would let me read some magazines, and sometimes she would tell me some stories that she thought were good like telling stories to kindergarten children. And she actually bought several pots of flowers to put in my hospital room, including cactus, cactus and orchid plants.

Every day she will water and talk to those lovely plants, so that they can grow healthily and seem to be happy! That's why my room is filled with the smell of flowers, which is refreshing.

She said she wanted me to be in a good mood every morning when I saw the plants for the first time. Sometimes she would be so tired from accompanying me and taking care of me that she would be able to fall asleep in a chair. Looking at her slightly furrowed brow, I knew that no matter how strong and optimistic she appeared on the surface......

Xu Beihan would often accompany Zuo Yue to see me, and if Zuo Yue hadn't returned to school at night, he would come to the hospital to pick her up. Anyone who sees it can understand Xu Beihan's feelings for Zuo Yue. Maybe it wasn't for Li Su to appear first, maybe I really hope she can be with Xu Beihan,

In the afternoon, Zuo Yue chatted with me for a while, and she was in a hurry to go back to school, but Xu Beihan came not long after she left. After this period of time, he and I have become more familiar, and occasionally make some jokes: "Zuo Yue has already left, you are late." ”

He smiled at me and sat down next to the bed: "That means I'm not very competent as a bodyguard." ”

"Is it really just a bodyguard?"

When I said that, I completely regretted it. I knew that I shouldn't touch those things about his relationship with Zuo Yue, but I still asked. I cursed myself for being an idiot for several times.

Seeing Xu Beihan look a little embarrassed, he still said calmly: "What do you think?" You should understand! ”

Having said that, I really don't know how to change the topic, so I can only continue to talk about this topic...... I sighed and shook my head and said, "But you appeared at the wrong time, maybe you are destined to be lost!" ”

Seeing that he still did not change his face and declared to me in a firm tone: "I like her, so as long as she is happy." As for the rest, it's just fate..."

This sentence makes me feel that liking Zuo Yue is the most stubborn insistence in his life, and he will never be able to let go. With Li Su and Xu Beihan, two such excellent boys, loving her, Zuo Yue is really a happy person.

I didn't want to study this boring topic anymore, so I looked at the flowers in the ward and said to Xu Beihan with a smile: "Zuo Yue gave these flowers a name today, do you want to hear it?" ”

Xu Beihan also smiled, his eyes shining with a strange brilliance and filled with endless tenderness: "It's really like a child." ”

"That pot is called Duoduo, the one next to it is called Xiaosu, and in turn it is Xiaobei...... By the way, it's just a few of us! "I just had a little bit of a realization, I see!

"That means I still have a little corner in her mind, so I'm very happy!"

He's so content, and if it were me, I'd have wanted her heart to be full of me and not just a little bit. That's the difference between a narrow-minded person like me and a big-hearted person like him.