Please don't feel sorry for me20

Looking forward to the birth of this child every day, as if he was the last and most important thing in my life.

Early in the morning, my father went to the nursing home to pick up my grandfather, and my grandfather still said something I didn't understand as before. But I could see the smile on his face, and although he was a little demented now, it was better than letting him know it.

Dad sat at the head of the bed peeling pears for us, and Grandpa sat next to me and muttered something to himself. It wasn't until he spoke to his dad that I really understood something.

"Are you still accompanying our old couple for the New Year this year? But the old woman didn't know where she went, and she couldn't find it. ”

"Dad, when Xiaoduo is well, let's celebrate the New Year together, okay?"

I looked at my dad in amazement, why did my grandfather say that. For a long time, my father would not be at home during the Chinese New Year, but would only come back at night. Every time I wonder what he is doing, but in my twenty years of time, I still haven't figured out where he has gone every Chinese New Year.

"Every time you come to accompany our old couple during the Chinese New Year, Lan Lan is really a blessing. But Lan Lan doesn't know where she went......"

When I heard my grandfather's words, I suddenly understood why my father hadn't had a reunion dinner with us all these years. I see, I couldn't speak for a while when I looked at my father. I have resented him for so long, and I have quarreled with him so many times over my grandparents' affairs, as if it is indeed just my own vexatious trouble. I've always been so naΓ―ve and headstrong!

"Dad, do you go to accompany your grandparents for the New Year every year?" I still couldn't help but reddened my eyes, watching my father ask such an idiotic question.

"Isn't that comfortable? His eyes were red. He put down the pear he was peeling in his hand and looked at me a little worried.

"Dad, can you answer my question?"

"Pretty much."

It was really what I thought, it turns out that I have misunderstood him for so long. Having such a father is also the biggest pride in my life!

Just when I was about to say something, Li Su came: "I haven't come to see you for a long time, don't mind." Then he greeted my father and grandfather very politely: "Uncle, hello grandfather!" ”

But I didn't expect that my grandfather didn't admit his account, and turned his face to the side: "You are grandpa." It made everyone in the room laugh.

Dad hurriedly explained to his grandfather: "Dad, this is Xiao Duo's classmate Li Su." ”

"It doesn't matter if he Li Su is still from Pear Blossom, I don't know him!"

Li Su was completely speechless, and I hurriedly said to my father: "You send my grandfather back first, Li Su and I will chat here for a while." ”

Dad glanced at Li Su, as if he was a little worried: "Then I'll be back in a while." ”

Watching my dad pull my grandfather away, I laughed out loud. Li Su looked a little embarrassed to see me laughing, in fact, if my grandfather didn't have dementia, he would definitely like Li Su very much.

"Don't laugh, you have to laugh!"

"Isn't it, angry? My grandfather just has a little problem with his head, be careful! Holding back a smile, he said this sentence to Li Su intermittently.

"I'm a generous person, who says I'm angry?"

"Yes, yes, how big-hearted you are! By the way, Eleven Zuoyue will be back...... She didn't tell you? ”

"She asked me to go to Canada with my parents." Li Su's answer was not what he asked, although this sentence was very indifferent, but he could feel his helplessness and embarrassment. I knew he really didn't want Zuo Yue to say to him that kind of thing as letting him leave.

"When she comes back, you can communicate well, I think she must have her own problems...... I don't know what to say about you. Looking at his dim eyes, I don't know how to comfort him, if I were him, I would be quite sad.

"She won't give me a chance, forget it, just go. Anyway, she doesn't need me to stay, so why bother arguing with her parents for her..."

Hearing him say this, I was a little tempted to say a few words to him, but seeing him like this, I couldn't bear it again.

"What are you talking about!"

"She asked me to go because of Xu Beihan!" He seemed to have a feeling of hopelessness.

That's the case, no wonder he said that. But I've never been smart, I can know that she said this, she must just not want Li Su to be embarrassed because of herself.

I was a little angry: "Do you believe it? Seeing that he didn't answer my words, I was even more depressed, "If she was going abroad, and because you had a quarrel with his parents, you would definitely do the same to him!" Since you think it's his reason, if you have the ability, you can go to Xu Beihanbei! ”

"I know, I'm just distrusting myself, and maybe I'm afraid!" Seeing him so honest for the first time, my anger also disappeared, after all, I was only afraid because I cared too much. Just like me, I choose to hurt because I care too much.

"Then tell me, do you want to stay more or do you want to follow the immigrants?"

He should be very entangled in this question. Looking at his dark eyes with an indescribable pain, this kind of decision is really not easy to make. After being silent for a while, he finally slowly spit out a sentence from his mouth: "As long as she says a word to let me stay, I will never leave." ”

It's like a promise, but it's also like a wait.

In my consciousness, Zuo Yue and Xu Beihan have a good relationship, but she definitely didn't say anything to let Li Su leave because of him.

"But she told me to leave, you know! She called and told me to go to Canada early! The good-natured Li Su finally roared out loudly, and his stubborn eyes made people feel cold. Don't yell at me yet, and ask for yourself when she comes back. Both of you are the same, you hold everything in your heart, who knows what you are doing! "I'm also a little excited, it's really annoying for two people to make trouble like this!

That's when my text message came, and it was the third time I've changed my number since I left school. But I still saw the long-lost number: Lin Cheyong, a text message from him......

"You don't look?" Li Su looked at me curiously.

I really don't understand why he never knows my number, and every time it takes for Li Su to know it!

"Hey, why are you staring at me! It's not that I don't know! Li Su stretched out a hand and shook it in front of my eyes.

"You tell me, did you tell Lin Cheyong my number?" I really want to kill him with my eyes.

Li Su smiled flatteringly: "It's nothing if I only let him know your phone number, how can you treat him so cruelly, don't you learn from Zuo Yue!" ”

And as if he had a point, I looked at the text messages he sent and said nothing more than greetings, like an old friend. As long as he's doing well now, I'm happy.

"You give him a reply, don't be so rude!"

Listening to Li Su's words, it seems that he is my boss. Really! "I know, Zuo Yue will come back on National Day anyway, you can do it yourself!

He made an OK gesture to me and motioned to leave for a while. Before leaving, I didn't forget to remind me to text back, when the relationship between the two of them was so good, it's incredible, how long have they known each other!