Sitting in KFC, Xu Beihan looked at me and suddenly asked, "What kind of life do you like?" ”

I've thought about this question many times myself, and each time the answer is clear.

I also told some people that I was going to Gangnam... And then enjoy my life there.

"I want to go to Jiangnan in the future, how good it is over there... Watch the sunrise and sunset, listen to the rain when it rains, watch the snow fall when it snows... Isn't it nice to say that such a life is! Ordinary and ordinary yet full of comfort. ”

"It's good, it's even better if you can stay with us!"

I don't quite understand what he said, I don't know if he was talking about this winter vacation or a lifetime? If it's this winter vacation, it's unlikely, and if it's a lifetime, it's even more difficult.

Seeing that I was silent, he smiled and said, "I'm just joking, don't think about answering me." If I were you, I wouldn't want to stay here! The whole thing has to be haunted by a ghost, what a terrible thing! ”

Phantom? I looked at him with some confusion.

"Who's the ghost?"

"The one looking for you today is your ghost, and she will never let you go!" He actually laughed a little mischievously.

"Not necessarily, if I had a reason to stay, I would stay here."

I've omitted the rest of the sentence, but I want to say that you may be the only reason I want to stay...

When they returned to his house, it snowed heavily, and the snowflakes flew in the sky like elves, and then slowly descended to their final place. Looking at the person next to him, his figure was stretched for a long time under the street lamp...

He's been like to be silent lately, and I think he's probably upset about his father's business, and whoever gets such a big deal is enough to toss. If, I was thinking, if his dad had given him all the company to take over, wouldn't he have gone to graduate school? He has to take up the burden of the chairman immediately, does he like that kind of life or not! Wouldn't it be sad if you don't like it but can only accept it like that!

I tugged at the corner of his coat and asked him, "And what kind of life do you like?" ”

He looked ahead and said meaningfully: "Use your own efforts to give the person you love the most a life she wants, and be able to hold the hand of her son and grow old together." It doesn't matter where this goes! ”

"Just like the old couple on the train, right?"

He nodded.

Every time he said something that seemed to be related to me or as if it had nothing to do with me, the clearest thing he said was that if Li Su didn't come back after three years, I would hand over my future to him.

Can I think that the person he loves the most is me?

Is it also me who holds the hand of the son and grows old with the son?

But he didn't tell me so clearly, he was giving me time to figure out the weight of Li Su and him in my heart, so he has been so forbearantly in love! I don't want to see him like this, and I don't want to be like this.

I reached out and took his hand before he could figure out what was going on.

"Is that so?" I looked at him and smiled.

If it were really for me to stay here, I would be willing...

His hand slowly squeezed my hand and I felt warm, and looking up at him I wondered if it was the right thing to do. But I still walked hand in hand with him in this strange city with me, and for the first time I wanted to forget Li Su for him.

Just like Li Ruoli said, I didn't believe him so I let us come to an end. It's no wonder that anyone else is responsible for my mistrust. He hasn't had any contact with me for so long, and I don't dare to expect him to contact me again, because after all, I hurt him. I don't have the right to wait for him to come back now, maybe I've lost the right to love him!

Then I don't want to hurt this person in front of me anymore, I don't want to hurt him no matter what.

After returning to his room, he took a good look at it, and finally sent a picture frame at the back of the bookcase. I don't know the person in the frame, but I can guess who she is. She should be Xu Beihan's former girlfriend, with a bright smile and clear eyes.

While I was staring at the photo in a daze, he had already pushed the door in, looking at the frame in my hand and not knowing what to say.

"Is that her?"

He nodded, then took the frame from my hand and placed it in a locked cabinet. Gently lock it with a lock.

I don't understand why he did this.

"Don't look at the past."

I looked at him with some melancholy, did he think that I really cared about his past? Am I going to be upset with myself because of someone who has left?

"But whether you look at it or not, it's always in your heart, isn't it?" I'm a little sad. I don't know why.

"Don't you remember what Qiao Duo said? Instead of living in the past, it is better to embrace the present. ”

What Qiao Duo said, yes, at that time, Qiao Duo was just using his father's example to say this, but I didn't expect everyone to apply it!

"Alright, go to bed early."

"Don't."

I replied with some stubbornness.

He smiled warmly, patted my forehead dotingly, and smiled: "I didn't notice that sometimes you are quite stubborn, so why don't you sleep!" ”

I don't know what I want to do, I must have slept too much today and been stimulated. In the middle of the night, I actually said that I didn't sleep, so what do I want to do! His face began to get hot, and he didn't know how to answer his words.

In a trance, Xu Beihan slowly walked into me, then hugged me into his arms, and kissed my lips tenderly before I could react. For a moment, it seemed as if the world was beginning to become unusually quiet, and I could hear his regular heartbeat.

All I could feel was his deep affection and deep love, I thought I would resist but in fact I didn't, did I really fall in love with him?

I suddenly admired what Mr. Lu Xun said: If you don't explode in silence, you will perish in silence.

What kind of are we?

He let go of me and rubbed my face: "It's late, you go to bed early." ”

After saying that, he was ready to leave.

"I want to ask you a question."

Seeing that he was about to go out, I quickly uttered this sentence.

"What?"

"Do you really like me?"

I just wanted him to give me a clear answer and not beat around the bush.

"It's not a problem, it's nonsense."

He smiled at me as he closed the door for me, and answered me with something like this.

Such an answer can be regarded as a kind of clarity, so the object of his desire to hold the hand of his son and grow old with his son is me. With a smile on my face, I quickly entered Yumeka.