Chapter 376: Definitely won't let you die blindly
The sound of the diary falling on the floor made Yin Dahang's attention wander away from the diary in his hand, and he looked at Matsuda Jinpei, who was taking a deep breath, suspiciously, and asked aloud: "Matsuda?" What happened to you? Fujiwara squatted down to pick up the dropped diary, and his face gradually became solemn as he looked at the contents on it.
I saw myself mentioned in the diary, as well as those
"I'm sorry", he couldn't help but look back at Chie Matsuoka, who was lying on the bed and had lost her vital signs. If he could, how he wished she could stand in front of him in good health and say that to himself
"I'm sorry". Then he can laugh and respond: It's not your fault. It's not your fault at all...... Silly boy, why apologize.
As the diary circulated through the hands of the trio, the atmosphere in the room became eerie. There was no sound other than the sound of the pages turning, and they all frowned without saying a word, for fear that Ben San's age would not add two more wrinkles to his face.
[2002-01-01, Fire Day, Rain] [When I came home on Chinese New Year's Eve, I saw my father's white hair and my mother's calluses on her hands, and I really wanted to spend more time with them.
But I know that there is not much time left for me in this world, and depression makes me unable to control my emotions, and I always have the idea of wanting to commit suicide.
Hey, I really want to spend more time with them. ] [2002-01-07, moonlight day, sunny] [When I went to the hospital to dispense medicine today, I saw Ai-chan.
I haven't seen her since dropping out of high school. The boy next to her is very handsome, and I hope he can give Ai-chan happiness...... It's a pity that I don't have the courage to say hello to her, people like me don't deserve to be in the company of sunflowers anymore.
But it's good to be able to take a look at Ai-chan from afar, it's enough to see her living happily, Chie, you have to work hard.
【2002-01-17, Muyao Day, Rain】【God is really joking, I'm having such a bad time, why do you torture me?】
No, I can't just leave, I have to find a way, I have to find a way. ] [2002-01-19, Toyo Day, Rain] [Today I tried to check the recent social news reports, but no matter how I checked, I couldn't find any news about Fujiwara's brother.
Isn't Brother Fujiwara a policeman? So who do I turn to for help? 【2002-01-23, Mizuyo Day, Sunny】【God doesn't seem to have given up on me yet, when I was working at a convenience store, I happened to hear someone mention the name Sosuke Takaji, and after a little understanding, I found out that he turned out to be an excellent police officer, and there were even people who liked him who established a support blog, and there must be a good person who likes so many people...... Maybe he can help me?
【2002-01-29, Fire Day, Rain】【I'm tired. It's dirty. Tired. It's dirty.
It's dirty. It's dirty. 【2002-01-30, Shui Yao Day, Rain】【I don't know how to approach Officer Eagle Division, if I go to the Metropolitan Police Department, I will definitely be found by those guys, right?】
But if I don't go, how can someone like me meet with Officer Eagle Division? ...... [2002-03-10, Sun, Rain] [I haven't been home for a long time, my belly is getting bigger and bigger, and I have to make up my mind.
Otherwise, I won't be able to go home to see my parents. 【2002-03-14, Mu Yao Day, Rain】【Child, I hope you don't blame me.
If you hate me, wait for your mother for a while, and when your mother takes care of everything, she will come to see you...... I can be a cow and a horse.
【2002-03-26, Fire Day, Rain】【Nightmare, I dreamed of a lot of babies screaming...... Hahaha, I don't know if those guys have this kind of dream.
I don't think so, only good people will have nightmares, when will the bad guys get retribution? ...... [2002-04-14, Sun, Sunny] [At the convenience store, I heard that Officer Eagle Division had detected a case, and he was so powerful.
If Fujiwara's brother was still a police officer, he would be as powerful as Officer Takaji, right? Hehe, it must be like this.
【2002-04-20, Earth Day, Rain】【Birthday is here again.】 Nothing good to live with.
So be it. ...... [2002-05-22, Shui Yao Day, Rain] [Today I spent money to find a private detective and asked him to help find my curly-haired brother six years ago.
【2002-05-25, Tuyao Day, Sunny】【The efficiency of the private detective is really good, much faster than I expected.
I didn't expect the curly-haired brother to be called Matsuda Jinpei, and he was still in the explosive ordnance disposal team...... It's amazing, people who have the courage to defuse bombs are super cool.
【2002-06-01, Tuyao Day, Rain] [I was called by them again, and they didn't let me go at this time.]
But fortunately, the work of the convenience store has ended, so I won't cause trouble to the store manager. I also sent a letter to Officer Matsuda today, hoping that the letter will not be cut off by those guys.
【2002-06-04, Fire Day, Rain】【Officer Matsuda didn't find me, maybe it wasn't that he couldn't find it, but the letter was intercepted.
It's still too straightforward to write the address directly...... Otherwise, pretend to be a fan of Officer Eagle and write to him.
【2002-06-07, Golden Day, Rain】【I paid the rent in advance for a year today, I feel sorry for the landlady, she is very good, but unfortunately I have to occupy her house to do some bad things.
【2002-06-08, Mu Yao Day, Rain】【They are here again. I took a shower today and washed my skin almost off haha!
But it doesn't matter, today I finally designed a simple ciphertext to send a letter to Officer Eagle Division, with his ability, he must be able to see what I am hiding in the letter, right?
Hopefully he will find me soon. 【2002-06-09, Golden Day, Sunny】【Something unexpected happened, Officer Matsuda was looking for me, and my plan had to be implemented in advance...... I'm sorry, Officer Matsuda, but I can only grieve you for being called by me.
But don't worry, when Officer Eagle arrives, he will definitely give you back your innocence. This is the end of the diary.
Fujiwara Yu walked to the window and opened the thick curtain, the sunlight did not pour in, and the gray sky announced that the sun had struck today, hiding behind the clouds and not wanting to show his face.
Yin Dahang clenched his fists silently and did not speak, he felt a heavy boulder in his chest, which made him almost out of breath, and when he read the diary, he almost forgot to breathe.
In the end, it was Matsuda Jinpei who broke the silence, he raised his feet and pretended to kick people, kicking the innocent air, even if he was well-educated, he couldn't help but scold twice: "These guys are really brutes!" Six years...... How old was she six years ago?! It's not a fucking person! On weekdays, Fujiwara Yoshi might have chosen to echo Matsuda Jinhei's scolding in a half-joking tone, but he was not interested at all now, he just wanted to find out the murderer who forced Matsuoka Chie to death.
He slowly squatted down to look at Chie Matsuoka, who was lying flat on the bed with round eyes and did not fit his eyes, and gently put his hand on the back of her cold right hand, his voice sounded a little trembling, as if he was restraining something: "Chie, when we meet in the future, don't say thank you and sorry." Brother promises you that you will definitely catch more bad guys and wait until the world is better...... We'll see you again. "Definitely won't let you die.