350: The Last Love
(PS: The protagonist is either a traverser, or he has been reborn, and the brothers who see it here also know how sparse I wrote at the beginning, and I will change it later.) )
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"The guards told me that I was young and had not yet grown my bones, so it was very difficult for me to embark on the path of cultivation, and told me not to rush to achieve success, and that my situation would improve when I got older."
"I know that he is comforting me, because my sister has already been promoted to the cultivation level of the Qi refining period when she is my age, but I can't even cross the threshold of cultivation, which shows how huge the gap between me and my sister is, since then I have understood that I am afraid that I will never be able to catch up with my sister's footsteps, and if this continues, I will eventually become a person of two worlds with my sister."
The more Qin Luo spoke, the more sad and inferior he became, like a lonely and hesitant young beast moving forward in the fog.
Qin Qingyue's beautiful eyes rippled with tears when she heard this, she didn't expect that her stupid brother pretended to be so much worried when he was a child, and she wanted to refute that he didn't need to catch up with himself, let alone become a person from two worlds with himself.
The two are destined to be tied together, how can they be separated?
Qin Qingyue's sense of crisis at that time was particularly strong, for fear that the person who took away the furnace would sneak into the Prime Minister's Mansion to hurt Qin Luo, in order to protect her younger brother, she had to race against time to seize all the cultivation time, of course, she inevitably neglected to accompany him.
Moreover, the reason why Qin Qingyue did not let Qin Luo get in touch with cultivation in advance was not only because Qin Luo was young and did not have a complete root, but also because she didn't want Qin Luo to practice ordinary exercises.
Even if it is one of the seven volumes of Tianyan Method, the Different Fire Chapter, it seems too ordinary, Qin Qingyue feels that when Qin Luo grows up in the future, there is a chance that he will be the enemy of the person who took away the Different Fire Furnace, if he simply uses the Different Fire Chapter as a cultivation exercise, he will inevitably be suppressed by the other party when he encounters the Different Fire Furnace, and once he is suppressed by the enemy in battle, he will often not be far from death.
So Qin Qingyue spent a lot of effort and energy, and after many sleepless nights, she finally deduced and tampered with the Strange Fire Chapter into the Thunder Chapter to ensure that this volume of the Thunder Chapter she created would not be suppressed by anyone, and then it was transferred to Qin Luo through the hands of others.
Qin Qingyue can only be transferred through the hands of others, her identity secret contains a huge crisis, the more she knows, the more dangerous it is, and it is impossible to tell the truth to a child.
But she never thought that the thunder chapter that buried her countless good intentions, as soon as the front foot fell into the hands of her younger brother, the back foot was thrown into the brazier and burned......
"Sister, do you remember what I did when I first got the Thunder Chapter?"
Qin Luo sniffed and continued pitifully.
"I didn't know that the Thunder Chapter was sent by you at that time, because I had already secretly practiced other exercises from the guards, I knew that my qualifications and comprehension could not compare to my sister no matter what, and no matter what exercises I practiced, it would be very poor."
"Actually, although I hated what my dad did at the time, compared with my father, I was more afraid of my sister seeing my bad look, afraid that my sister would look down on me when she knew that I was a waste, and under the fear, I escaped reality with the help of resentment towards my father on the surface, and threw the thunder chapter into the brazier and burned it."
"I also know that my behavior is very stupid, but that is the only way I can not be known by my sister that I am a waste, in that case, so that my sister will not be completely disappointed in me, and my sister will continue to stay by my side, tirelessly admonishing and enlightening me over and over again......"
"I'm so stupid! So selfish! ”
"No wonder my sister calls me a fool, I'm a complete idiot! I only care about my sister in my heart, as long as I can keep my sister by my side, no matter how stupid things are, I will not hesitate to do it-"
"Don't talk about it."
Qin Qingyue choked up and interrupted, this was the first time she knew Qin Luo's monologue, and she understood the truth of Qin Luo's self-abandonment back then, which made her heart swell with infinite self-blame and remorse.
She thought that she was very thoughtful about her brother's protection, but as everyone knows, she has never really understood her brother's inner world, and she is not even aware of all the abnormal changes that her brother has caused because of herself.
If I could have known my brother's thoughts earlier, if I could have enough confidence in my brother, if I regarded him as a brother who could be relied on, I would tell him all those secrets without reservation...... Will the ending be different now?
"It's my fault, blame me, I'm hiding too much from you, I should have told you at the beginning......"
"Don't blame my sister!"
Qin Luo said busily, ignoring the severe pain and powerlessness of the collapse of the Dao Foundation in his body, and persistently continued to wipe the mottled tears for Qin Qingyue.
"My sister will not be wrong, all the mistakes are my fault!"
"I regret it! Because of my own waste, I deliberately resisted cultivation with bad intentions, trying to keep my sister by my side, but my sister was not only not left behind, but her cultivation progress became more and more rapid day by day, and even abandoned me after a few years, and went to the rivers and lakes alone to experience, making a great reputation, and reaching a height that I couldn't look up to completely......"
"No, it's not! It's not like that! ”
Qin Qingyue denied it again and again.
She was by no means abandoning Qin Luo at that time, but when her younger brother gave up cultivation and the danger was everywhere, she had to be more enterprising, more dazzling, and attract all the eyes that should have been cast on her younger brother in the dark, and bear all the dangers on his behalf.
"Sister, let me continue, if I don't apologize to my sister and finish what I said, I'm afraid I won't be able to close my eyes when I die."
The power of immortality has been poured into the present, and Qin Luo's three souls and seven spirits have all returned completely, but his consciousness is still in a trance, and he only speaks with basic instincts, and he will say whatever thoughts flash in his heart.
"I am not happy at all to see my sister become famous at a young age, I am always worried about my sister, I know that my father has a lot of enemies, and as my sister becomes famous, there will be more and more enemies targeting my sister."
"However, I couldn't help my sister in anything, I could only show the appearance of breaking with my father and sister, ridiculing my sister for becoming my father's lackey, and degrading myself every day in the gold cave...... Actually, I hope to attract more attention from my sister, and I hope that my sister will choose between me and my father, spend more time on me, stop cultivating so hard, and don't help my father do so many dangerous things......"
"However, I was self-defeating, and everything was messed up by me."
"I went from pretending to break up with my sister to really breaking up with my sister, saying too many things to hurt my sister, doing too many things to hurt my sister, and annoying my sister to hate me, every time I think back to the stupid things I did, I always want to die with remorse, but I don't even have the qualifications to apologize to my sister......"
Qin Luo was in a trance and spoke with instinct, but Qin Qingyue listened to the heartbeat like a knife, as if every word in her brother's mouth could pierce her psychological defense, and the tears had already collapsed on her noble and flawless jade, and she continued to soothe and soothe:
"I don't blame you! Not once to blame! ”
"Really?"
Qin Luo's face turned pale and smiled: "I don't believe ......"
"My sister must have blamed me before, after all, for a long time, my sister ignored me once."
"Speaking of which, I really want to thank the Holy Maiden Liu! Fortunately, she was kidnapped and taken away by her, which re-aroused my sister's concern for me, and personally dispatched to rescue me. I have to wait until what year and month will I be able to say another word to my sister...... Not. ”
Qin Luo couldn't speak again.
Because Qin Qingyue knew that it was difficult to comfort him with her verbal words, after all, she had indeed been extremely disappointed in stupid people for a while, and she could only lean over and block Qin Luo's mouth with practical actions.
"Don't talk about the past......"
"I also regret it, I shouldn't have hidden so many secrets from you, I want you to come back to life now, I want you to come back to life no matter what......"
Qin Luo's Adam's apple continued to squirm and contract, his eyes staring intently at the water eyes close at hand in front of him, and a strong desire to survive suddenly exploded in the depths of his consciousness.
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Fengtian City, Zhongshu Province.
Since he read the letters left by Xia Yue, the mountains of folds on the table have been spread out back and forth by Qin Wude several times, but none of them have been fully reviewed by him.
"It's been eight days......"
Qin Wude whispered softly.
He has always been a calm temperament with Mount Tai collapsing in front of him and his face does not change, but he has never been able to calm down tonight, and the sage's keen intuition makes him vaguely feel that the fate of the people in the world will be determined tonight.
"Qingyue, I can't help you anymore, whether you can become a new Heavenly Dao or not, you can only rely on your own strength."
Qin Wude finally left behind the mountain-like twists and turns in front of him, got up and walked to the window.
After more than 20 years of busy work, it's okay to give yourself a night off tonight.
If everything goes well, Qin Qingyue collects the seven volumes of the Heavenly Evolution Law and turns it into the Heavenly Dao, and in the future, this world will no longer need him, the prime minister who leans towards the government and the opposition.
If everything goes wrong, the person who gathers the Heavenly Evolution Law and turns it into the Heavenly Dao is not Qin Qingyue, and he will no longer be needed in the world in the future.
It is worth mentioning that Qin Wude did not go to the East China Sea with Qin Qingyue this time, but chose to stay in Fengtian City, on the surface, it seemed that he was in the center to protect Xia Yue, but the actual reason was that he could not go to the East China Sea, his cultivation had all dissipated, and there was only one breath left in the life fluctuation.
This was the price he paid that day for forcibly sympathizing with the broken Heavenly Dao and receiving merit to instill it into sanctification.
After the first battle that day, he withered both in life and cultivation, and became an ordinary old man on the streets, even if he had the heart to go to the East China Sea to help his daughter, he couldn't do it.
"Such a brilliant world, how can countless beings like you, me, and him be destroyed in one fell swoop?"
The vision penetrated the darkness that enveloped the entire heaven and earth, Qin Wude saw the lights of the ten thousand homes in Fengtian City, and said softly in his heart.
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"Sss
"It hurts!"
In the darkness where she couldn't see her fingers, Xia Yue rubbed her swollen buttocks and gasped hard.
The previous ruins collapsed, and millions of tons of seawater split their heads and faces fell down, Xia Yue and Liu Chengyin were held in Hua Ruoxian's arms at that time, and the three of them were washed into the abyss below by the sea water on the spot, and they didn't know how long they had been stunned halfway, and they didn't know where they were when they woke up at this moment.
"Sister Yue'er, is that you? You're hurt? ”
A crisp and tender voice came, Xia Yue instantly heard that it was Liu Chengyin's voice, and as soon as joy appeared on her face, a cloud of spiritual power bloomed in front of her, and Liu Chengyin flew over quickly, hurriedly helping her up from the ground.
"Sister Liu, Sister Hua and Xiao Guoshi?"
Xia Yue couldn't care about rubbing her buttocks, so she glanced behind Liu Chengyin twice, but didn't see any other figures.
"I don't know."
Liu Chengyin shook his head: "We were washed away by the sea before, and I just woke up not long ago, and I heard movement here before I came over." ”
Xia Yue looked around and saw that there was a solid ground under his feet, and next to it were two narrow stone walls, and the sea water was dripping from the cracks in the stones overhead, and he immediately had a certain understanding of his situation.
"Let's continue to find someone, the two of us are too weak in cultivation, and it is difficult to protect ourselves in the ruins, and we have to meet with Sister Hua and Aiqing to ensure it."
Liu Chengyin also had this idea, and was about to nod his head in agreement, when footsteps suddenly sounded behind him.
"Who?"
The two daughters followed the prestige at the same time, first saw a slender and round jade leg out of the darkness, and after determining that the person who came was not Xia Qiankun, her heart suddenly rejoiced, and then her eyes moved up, and she saw a cold and beautiful face, and the joy that had just been born in her heart faded away in a blink of an eye, and was replaced by an alarm bell.
"Bai Meiyu! It's you! ”
Xia Yue shouted in his heart that the path of the enemy was narrow, and like Liu Chengyin, he immediately drummed up all the cultivation in his body, and he didn't care whether his own slight Taoism could deal with the other party, anyway, he would show his posture first.
Bai Meiyu glanced at the second daughter and said coldly: "I'm also looking for Luo Lang, you follow me." ”
With this sentence, you directly kidnapped me and Sister Liu?
Xia Yue had the experience of being kidnapped by Bai Meiyu, and thought that she meant to threaten the two of them to give up resistance and take the initiative to follow her obediently.
"We can find Qin Gongzi ourselves, we don't have to follow you!" Liu Chengyin said vigilantly.
Bai Meiyu frowned: "Your cultivation is too low, you will definitely die if you meet Xia Qiankun, and you can only be safe if you follow me." ”
“??”
Xia Yue and Liu Chengyin were stunned, looking at each other.
"What do you mean? Are you still willing to protect us? ”
Bai Meiyu bowed slightly: "I promised Luo Lang that I will not restrict him from now on, since you are also Luo Lang's woman, I am willing to let go of my previous hostility towards you." ”
"You don't have to think I'm lying, because you don't have anything worth deceiving me, and if I am hostile to you, you won't even have a chance to strike in front of me."
Xia Yue was angry when she said this lofty sentence, but it was a fact, and she couldn't refute it.
(End of chapter)