"January 12, 1985."

"Today I took a boat through the Muggle route, successfully crossed the border of England, and found a small town on the border of France to live in, and finally don't have to worry about those damn Aurors, the French Aurors should not care about me until they go through the complicated and long formalities."

"I had time to start redoing my research, and it was going to be a new chapter in my life, so it was necessary to keep a new journal."

"As for the bold idea that I had conceived before, after many inquiries of information, I confirmed that it was feasible, but unfortunately, the young wizard is so hard to come to his hands that the whole of England is on guard against me. I was going to Africa, where the protection of young wizards would not be so strict. ”

"But now I have a new plan"

"I could have given birth to one of my own, what a genius idea, it only took me ten months to get a young wizard who was completely mine. I can completely cultivate from an early age, as long as I follow the plan closely, he or she will be the most powerful silent person in history! ”

"The problem now is, I need to find a man, and the good news is, I'm not bad-looking, and French wizards are much better than those English wizards, at least their sexual orientation is normal."

"Muggles are simpler, of course, but I don't want to risk squibs, I don't have much time."

“.”

"January 20, 1985."

"I overestimated my charm and the sense of responsibility of French wizards, who were willing to have a night out with me, but were so careful about safety measures. I wish I could find the Muggle who invented the condom — that's what they called it — and give him a hundred Hearts Drills! ”

"Luckily, I got a bottle of aphrodisiac with a vampire at a tavern."

"Next, I need to pick a qualified wizard."

“.”

"February 29, 1985."

"I finally succeeded, and I could feel a new life in my body."

"But I had no choice but to find out that I had no money, and in order to maintain the effect of the aphrodisiac, I had to go to the vampire again and again. I didn't know the odds of such a thing would be so low, and thankfully, if it dragged on for another month, I would have to sell my blood to a vampire! ”

"Still, everything will be fine, I killed the wizard and swept away all his belongings, of course it was risky, but who cares?"

"I decided to leave France and sail along the coast in a Muggle ship to find an island to live in."

“.”

"December 25, 1985."

"It's Christmas, and it's a special day because my sweetheart was born."

"It hurts, I don't want to go through it a second time."

"Looking at this crumpled little thing, I even softened my heart a little, maybe I should go and find other young wizards, let her grow up well, no, Nisrael, can't have such a weak thought, don't forget your dreams."

"Anyway, I'm a little restless today, and I should think about what to name this little thing."

“.”

"December 26, 1985."

"Yesterday's idea was stupid, there was no need for a name, did it?"

"It's all about the great plan, she's just part of the plan, a piece of magic material, do I have to name the materials I collected?"

"The answer is no."

"I have to remind myself of this all the time, not to have unnecessary feelings, as a wizard, as a scholar of the occult, it is important to be calm and sane."

“.”

"June 12, 1991."

"She's almost six years old."

"I can proudly say that I am a very qualified mother and she is growing up healthy."

"Muggle reading is very interesting, and by following the method above, I taught her what kindness is and what love is, and it is clear that she will be a kind and simple person."

"That's what I'd like to see, I've never exposed her to anything about magic in those six years, and I'd love to see her have beautiful fantasies about the future."

"By the way, she has a fluctuation of magic power for the first time, and maybe it won't be long before my plan can officially begin."

“.”

"December 25, 1992."

"It's Christmas again, and there's good news today."

"She's getting more and more reactive to magic, and even though I stress every day that there's no magic in the world, she'll always see me using the Phantom Shifter or Flying Charm, which of course I did on purpose."

"She tried to release her magic power, but I stopped her severely, Merlin is on top, she must be very aggrieved, I have maintained an amiable posture in the past seven years, this is the first time I have started to hit her."

"Of course, she still loves me, how can such a simple and beautiful little girl hold a grudge? She only became a little upset and unwell, but I didn't notice any signs of silence in her. ”

"Maybe I should work harder."

“.”

"February 1, 1993."

"Maybe it was a mistake for me to live alone on the island."

"She was so enduring, even though I tortured her, she still looked at me with those aqua blue, lovely eyes, begging for my forgiveness, hell, she actually thought she had done something wrong."

"I reflected for a long time before I realized that something had gone wrong, that she had been with me since she was born and had never seen anyone else. It was like a blank sheet of paper, and with my own strength, no matter how much I smeared it, it couldn't make her feel more painful. ”

"Actually, I feel like she's starting to get used to and accept what I'm doing."

"I'll have to think of something else."

“.”

"February 5, 1993."

"I kidnapped a Muggle."

"He was terrified, scared half to death, this state is not good, fortunately, my Imperius Curse is not bad, I control him."

"She was very resistant to this strange Muggle at first, but after two days of getting along, she obviously liked him a little, and of course she would, after all, everything I controlled the Muggles did for her was what I did every day before she showed her magic fluctuations."

"I'm skilled in this area."

“.”

"February 10, 1993."

"I made it!!!"

"I can feel the dark power in her, what a magical power, just because a little girl's pain can give birth to such an existence, I can't help but sigh that the science of magic can never be learned, but now, please make me proud, because I, Nisrel, have created this miracle."

"I can't wait to write about how I did it all."

Apparently, her relationship with Muggles grew deeper and deeper, even sharing her secrets with Muggles. Regarding her belief in the existence of magic, and even trying to unleash her magical powers, I certainly wouldn't tolerate that kind of thing happening. ”

"So, I restrained them, and in front of her, gave the Muggles a Diamond Heart Curse."

"Merlin is on top, I really don't want to recall the look on her face when she heard the Muggle's screams, I think her pain will be stronger than that of Muggles, after all, she is too simple, I have to admit, I relented, so I gave the Muggles a life-requiring spell."

Happily, she collapsed, and the power of Silent was shown for the first time. Of course I'm prepared, I've been busy for the past seven years, and this tower is full of spells, and they have only one effect, suppressing the silence. ”

"Now that the plan is successful, the rest of the work will be much simpler, I need to feed the silent, of course, with the pain as the feed. This time the method used is good. ”

"I should think about how to catch more Muggles."

“.”

"August 5, 1994."

"Hurting her by torturing Muggles is starting to work."

"She resisted all strangers, and while killing those Muggles in front of her would still make her feel painful, it would be a waste, I couldn't find that many Muggles, and I'd changed several ways to avoid getting noticed. Hell, I feel like I can go to Hogwarts as a professor of Muggle Studies right now! ”

"Of course, I won't do this, judging from the newspapers, the British wizarding world has not been peaceful lately, and that boy who has never died has caused a lot of trouble, ha, I'm tired of hearing this name in the past two years, savior? It's ridiculous that a crappy dark wizard could make the entire British wizarding world helpless, and finally ended everything with a baby. ”

"Wait, when my plan succeeds, they will know what true despair is, I can't wait to see the silent power destroy all of London In fact, I tremble with excitement as I write this."

“.”

"August 2, 1995."

"Reading in the newspaper that the boy who died of great calamity announced that the mysterious man had returned, judging by the tone of this report, the British wizarding community did not believe this at all."

"They don't believe in the resurrection of a dead man."

"How can these fools, who have the power of magic and are qualified to explore the mysteries of magic, only obsessed with waving their wands and washing dishes every day, understand what magical and great things magic can do? No, of course they don't understand, in their opinion, it is the normal wizard who washes the dishes, and the dark wizard who studies the mysteries of magic. ”

"When I get back, I'll tell them what a wizard is supposed to look like."

“.”

"December 15, 1995."

"She doesn't show any reaction in front of me anymore."

"It's normal, I can't remember how many methods and means I used to deceive and torture her in the past year or so, I read an ancient book from the East, to be precise, a book of the art of war, I have benefited a lot, in fact, most of the methods I have used against her have come from the inspiration of this book, of course, these methods are useless now."

"I can recall a few times when I was very helpful, and on one occasion I pretended to go out and hid in the Tower with the Transfiguration Charm, and she didn't resist the temptation to go find the Muggles who were in the cages."

"Of course, she didn't want to let the Muggles go, but tried to kill them, which was no surprise, she knew there was no way out of here but death."

"Poor girl, she thinks that killing them is the same as rescuing them, and if she is discovered by those Aurors, she will be imprisoned in Azkaban and never get out, of course, I don't see it that way, at least in my tower, she is right."

"Those Muggles will never imagine how many tortures I have, never how much pain can go, and death is of course relief. They just looked at her in fear, in fear, not knowing what she was doing all this for, they were scolding, they were pleading, they were spitting on her, I couldn't get tired of watching it. ”

"Of course, I still stopped her, how can it be so easy? I need their tormented souls to strengthen the tower's spell and suppress the silence within her. ”

"Another time, I returned to the tower pretending to be seriously injured and died soon after. My acting skills were awesome, she believed it completely, and the first thing she did was go and eat a butter cookie. ”

"She thought I didn't know what she was hiding, how could I not know? I just think it's a good thing that she's still able to retain some of her humanity, which at least shows that she can still make nutrients. ”

"Anyway, after eating the butter biscuits, she started to commit suicide by jumping out of the window, I secretly cast a spell, and she didn't fall to her death, which is a funny thing, and after that, she always thought that this height would not kill people."

"Back to the point, I watched her try all sorts of ways to kill herself, obviously she wanted to be free, poor sweetheart, of course this day won't be too long, but in my way, in the tower I've prepared for her for ten years."

"There are many other anecdotes about how I deceived and tormented her, and I would love to record them, but this diary is too long, and I thought I should go and see her, and she seemed to be very interested in the two newly captured Orientals, of course, only by what I knew about her—she never had any expression on her face."

“.”

"December 21, 1995."

"Today I tried to let her dispose of the corpses herself, of course, the two Oriental corpses, they brought me a lot of fun."

"I still remember one of the Orientals who was tormented to the point of delirium, actually yelling for the last meal, I know that the Orient has a tradition of severed head meals, they seem to have an unusual attachment to food, I left the decision to her, I know that she hid some snacks, and before her several suicides, she used to eat a cookie first, she should resonate with this Oriental's thoughts."

"It is disappointing that she does not care at all about the pleadings of the Orientals, and is indifferent to the torments, and I regret that my lovely daughter is no longer kind."

"There is only one Muggle left in this batch, but I don't need to think about replenishing it, she has reached her limit, and no matter how much she can't squeeze out a trace of nourishment, I can see it."

"Of course, I'm not going to waste it, tomorrow I'll use up the last Muggle and get ready to pull the silence out of her. With the suppression of hundreds of painful souls over the years, as long as I don't take the initiative to trigger it, that Silent Ran should be able to settle down for two years, which is enough for me to complete the attempts I preset. ”

"It's her birthday, it's Christmas, it's going to be very memorable."

(End of chapter)