Chapter 260: How to Face It (2)

"I don't want anyone else, I just want to ask Uncle Tug's daughter Huawa."

"Huawa?" Tug was dumbfounded.

"Huawa? Is that the same Hua Wa who rescued us? Mozhi asked.

"Exactly."

Mo Zhi laughed: "I didn't expect General Shu to be a romantic person, and in just a short period of time, he actually fell in love with someone's daughter!" Well, that's a lot of the way to go. The widow will officially give you a marriage in the name of King Dawan. Uh, TΓΌg, you should be okay, right? ”

Tug was still stunned, and when he heard the king call him, he came to his senses and replied hesitantly: "The grass people also like General Shu's character, and His Majesty gave him a marriage, and the grass people dare not disobey." It's just that the little girl Huawa is stubborn by nature, and she has to go home to discuss it with her. ”

Mo Zhi agreed to Tuge's request, "If she can marry someone like General Shu, she must be happy too." But your words are also reasonable, and the widow ordered you to lead General Shu to your house immediately to ask for Hua Wa's own opinion. ”

Shu Yan and Tug rushed home together. Originally, the two of them talked about everything, but now they are very embarrassed along the way. After entering the house, Luo Wa learned the intention, and couldn't help but have another opinion about Shu Yan in her heart: It's a pity that Xiao Mo is so infatuated with him, he turned out to be a person who sees lust. I heard my father say that on the way to Dawan, I still swore to Xiao Mo, but now I see the so-called Hua Washeng's romantic figure, so I lost Xiao Mo and wanted to ask for a new love!

"Huawa, she won't agree to marry you." Luo Wa said to Shu Yan with an unfriendly attitude.

"Who said that?"

"She said it herself."

"You asked her to come out to me."

"She doesn't want to see you."

"It's time for her to go back with me."

"Coming back with you? Huawa is a Dawan person, my sister, why should I go back with you? ”

"Hahaha. Don't lie to me anymore, what's the Huawa here, she's obviously Xiao Mo! ”

"Huh?!" Tuge and Luo Wa were suddenly shocked, and it took a while to come to their senses, you look at me, I look at you, I don't know when Shu Yan saw through. "How do you know?"

In order to disguise, she doesn't wear a butterfly-patterned white robe, doesn't ride a jujube red horse, and doesn't play the purple jade flute, but from the beginning of her appearance, there are many doubts: First, I heard Xiao Mo mention, there is no one else in your family, only your father and daughter depend on each other, how can there be an extra daughter out of thin air? Second, her name is Huawa, and the word 'Hua' is the same as Xiao Mo's father's surname. Thirdly, if it was to protect against the wind and sand, it was enough to wear only a veil, and in addition to wearing a veil, she also wore an extra veil, and no matter what the circumstances, she always refused to show her true face. Fourth, the food, clothing, shelter and transportation along the way, including interacting with other people in the camel caraver, are so jerky and uncoordinated, not like people in the same camel team at all. Fifth, her voice, the taste of her cooking, although deliberately disguised, I can also vaguely distinguish it. Maybe there are reasons for all of this, there are coincidences at all, she is a woman after all, in the case of insufficient evidence, although there is a suspicion that it is Xiao Mo, but I don't dare to go directly to verify it abruptly, anyway, she can't run. It wasn't until she rescued me that I was finally sure that the silver needles she released were unique. With this unequivocal evidence, I dare to come to you so fearlessly, to propose to the king, to ask you for someone, to ask her to go back with me! ”

After listening to Shu Yan's narration, Luo Wa knew that she had wronged Shu Yan, and it turned out that he was such a delicate, deep and intelligent person. However, Luo Wa showed an embarrassed and remorseful expression: "Brother Shu, you guessed right. She's really Xiao Mo. She has traveled thousands of miles to come to Dawan for you, but I have to regret to tell you that she does not want to see you. She's gone. ”

"What?" Shu Yan originally thought that everything was under control, but who knew that he was careless and lost Jingzhou. He exclaimed, "Are you lying to me? Where did she go? ”

Seeing that this pair of confidants fell in love with each other so much but couldn't be together, Luo Wa felt very uncomfortable in her heart, and said sincerely without sadness: "Brother Shu, how could I lie to you?" She's really gone. ”

"Where did she go? Why did she go? Why doesn't she see me? ”

Faced with Shu Yan's series of questions, Luo Wa could only smile awkwardly and apologize: "I can't answer you these questions, she only left you a word, so you forgot about her." ”

"Why should I forget her? Isn't it cruel that she has given me so much and has changed my heart, and now wants me to forget about her? She has nothing to say to you, you must know the inside story. Tell me, tell me why? What's wrong with all this? Shu Yan roared, so excited that the green tendons on his forehead had protruded.

Shu Yan has never shown such emotions to anyone. Seeing his painful and anxious appearance, and couldn't bear to let him be so confused, Luo Wa hesitated for a moment and decided to tell the truth that Xiao Mo had told him these days: "Brother Shu, do you remember the long poem that she left you when she left her farewell?" ”

"It's like a stream of memorable, unforgettable."

"Since the remorse is like a stream and unforgettable, isn't there anything to understand? The answer is in that poem. ”

"In that poem?" Shu Yan recalled the love poem in confusion, and there were 16 sentences in the whole poem, only the thirteenth and fourteenth sentences could not be solved. "That poem is full of her heartfelt words and true feelings for me, how can I not understand? It's just that the two sentences of 'at first sight, the plum blossom is lost, and the poet stone who died is not dead' I have been thinking about it until now, and I have never understood it, could it be that the answer is in these two sentences? ”

"Exactly."

"Huh? What is it, and what exactly is the reason? She must have told you, tell me! ”

"I tell you you can, but this news is both a great joy for you and a great confusion for you. Even I'm afraid you won't know how to face Xiao Mo. ”

"Compared with losing Xiao Mo, nothing matters, and there is no reason why I can't face Xiao Mo, say it quickly!"

"Your Zhixin is still alive!"

Luo Wa said very calmly.

"What?" Shu Yan didn't react at all.

"I'm talking about Han Zhixin - the fiancΓ©e who grew up with you since she was a child and was privately engaged to you for life, she is still alive!"

"What?" He still didn't react, and he didn't even believe it at all, "My Zhixin, she's still alive?" How can it be! She's already dead! This is the nonsense that Xiao Mo taught you to lie to me, right? You're lying to me! ”

"I didn't lie to you, and Xiao Mo won't joke about the true feelings he has paid for many years."

"You said she wasn't dead, where was she?"

"Those two lines of poetry are already metaphorical. 'The dead are not dead' means that she is not dead, and 'poet Shi' means the teacher whose surname is Shi who teaches the Book of Songs......"

"Dr. Xin? Dr. Xin is Zhixin? She's Shi Chong's daughter? Xiao Mo can't be mistaken! ”

"How could it be wrong! If she didn't understand this kind of thing clearly, how could Xiao Mo easily draw conclusions! Dr. Xin is the goddaughter of the Shi family, the eldest son of the Shi family deceived back from Ruyin, born in the same year, the same month and the same day as you, the most important thing is that Xiao Mo inadvertently saw the scar of the plum blossom on her left arm that is exactly the same as yours, Xiao Mo has heard you tell the story of the plum blossom......"

Sure enough, as Luo Wa said, Shu Yan first fell into ecstasy - "Zhixin, she is still alive!" Zhixin, she's still alive! ”

After the ecstasy, there is boundless confusion.

For many years, Zhixin's unique place in her heart has never been irreplaceable, even if she thinks she is dead! And nowβ€”just as that position had been quietly and imperceptibly immersed in by another person, and she had accepted it with her own free will, she was back!

"Pack up, let's go." Shu Yan said to Zhao Shun in a trance.

"Brother Shu......" Luo Wa called, but she didn't know what she was going to say. Of course, she wanted to know Shu Yan's choice, how to face these two women who were extremely infatuated with him, but she couldn't bear to ask, she couldn't bear to increase his distress, and she couldn't even bear to hear the answer to any of them. What women hate most is a man who likes the new and hates the old, and he is not. No one could have predicted that things would turn out this way, and he had no control over the situation. No matter how you choose, you can't blame him, but no matter how you choose, it's wrong.

"Tell me where Xiao Mo is." Shu Yan suddenly asked Luo Wa as if he had ordered.

"Brother Shu, you ...... Are you going to find her? Is this your choice? From her own point of view, Luo Wa certainly hopes that Shu Yan will choose Xiao Mo, but a trace of sympathy for Zhixin will inevitably appear in her heart.

"Choice? I don't know the choice. All I knew was that I had to find her and I was going to face her for real! ”

"Brother Shu, I understand your feelings, I also know the feelings between you, and I feel sorry for you when I see you entangled like this. I don't know how you choose, but I think you should go to her. She needs you to really face it once. Although she left you that heartless word, I can tell you clearly - her heart cannot leave you. Go find her. She didn't tell me where she was going, but she always told me helplessly, saying that she was tired outside all these years, very tired and tired, so wronged, so wanted to cry, so much wanted to find someone to cry about. In addition, she always thinks of her parents and family, saying that she owes them too much and needs to make up for it. From her words, it was guessed that the most likely thing she was going to be was to go home. As for where her home is, she never reveals it, just lest you go to her. Brother Shu, I can only tell you so much, you can do it yourself. ”

Embarked on the return journey with five beautiful, sturdy, and precious sweaty BMWs, but Shu Yan did not feel a trace of achievement and joy. There is just a lot of loss, pain, and guilt and self-blame for the two women.

On the day that Shu Yan was successfully rescued, a woman holding a purple jade flute and wearing a butterfly-patterned white robe rode a camel out of the Dawan capital. The romantic and beautiful love story of my grandfather and grandmother is often longed for countless times in my heart.

Now, the same boundless desert, the same long road, the same sweetheart and the same genuine feelings, everything is so similar to the grandmother back then, but it is a diametrically opposite result - the grandfather and grandmother have been together all the way, while he and his sweetheart have parted ways and embarked on the long journey home alone.

"I don't hate the sky, I don't hate the earth, I only hate this immortal infatuation."

This is what Xiao Mo said when she was parting, when she faced the inquiry of the Luo baby who sent her from afar-asked why she couldn't let go of the other party since she felt that she couldn't be with Shu Yan.

Some people died, but not completely......