Chapter 64: The heart is cold
"Many times, I couldn't help running to the place where we used to practice martial arts together, I couldn't help running to the vicinity of his residence, and I couldn't help but feel happy and ......heartache because he talked to me."
"But fortunately, in the end, I got through it. Even though the process of pulling back and forth between reason and emotion was bloody and painful, I finally used time and reason to overcome habits and impulses. ”
"I thought this was the end of the story. But when I told my parents that I was going to break off the marriage contract with Jiang Wenxuan, Jiang Wenxuan resolutely refused to agree. ”
Li Tianqi let out a low chuckle that he couldn't tell what it meant, "Wang Wanfang didn't accept him, so he turned around and tried to save my marriage to him. ”
"My parents and relatives also advised me to choose forgiveness. They told me that he was just confused, said the wrong thing, and didn't really do anything to be sorry for me. ”
"He also said that Wang Wanfang's eyes are high, she definitely can't look down on Jiang Wenxuan, and she won't be with him."
Even though he tried his best to keep himself calm, when he talked about this place, Li Tianqi still couldn't control the fire in his heart.
She spent nearly a year forcing herself to give up and quietly treat the wounds left by her lover's betrayal, just so that she could continue to retain her self-esteem as a human being after losing love.
But her parents and relatives, they actually asked her to be "generous", "forgive" and "pretend to be confused"!
At that moment, Li Tianqi was completely disappointed in his family.
Few people know that although she is the eldest daughter of the head of the Li family, she is always the last in line in her own family.
Her parents and relatives did not abuse her, they did not lack her food, a lot of clothes for her, and also gave her the opportunity to read and write, practice martial arts to strengthen her body, but as long as it involves choices, from trivial daily trivialities to major decisions related to her life, she will definitely be ranked behind her parents, younger brother, and family without hesitation.
When he was a child, Li Tianqi was disappointed, sad, and puzzled, but insisted on asking for an understanding, but as he grew older, Li Tianqi was able to tell himself with an almost cold and calm attitude that he "had to accept the facts".
She has learned to accept her relatives' attitude of "giving you a good face if you are valuable, and you will honestly roll aside for me when you don't need you", and she has also silently drawn a line in her heart, always reminding herself not to have unrealistic expectations for the so-called family.
But even so, she never thought that her parents would be able to ignore her life and death to such a point.
Li Tianqi didn't want to marry Jiang Wenxuan, and he didn't want to forgive Jiang Wenxuan.
They are obviously an unmarried couple, but other women just casually hook their little fingers, Jiang Wenxuan actually sent herself to the door to offer her hospitality when she knew that there was little hope, which shows how insignificant she is in his heart.
Not to mention that if she and Jiang Wenxuan get back together, how would the disciples of the Yijian Sect laugh at her in front of her back, just talk about herself, she has this matter in her heart, and she is always stuck in her throat, how well can she live?
She will not trust Jiang Wenxuan, Jiang Wenxuan, who betrayed her but did not pay any price or bear any losses, will not reflect and correct, and next time, he will betray her without hesitation like this time.
Li Tianqi knew all this, and even after the initial anger and sadness, she was full of sincere happiness that "fortunately, Wang Wanfang jumped out before we got married".
She didn't believe that her family wouldn't understand these truths, but they still ignored Li Tianqi's personal feelings.
They weren't interested in what Li Tianqi thought or said, they just wanted to persuade Li Tianqi and let her go according to their arrangement.
However, Li Tianqi, who has been stepped on the bottom line, has changed her previous soft and gentle attitude, and she has shown unprecedented strength and rigidity in this matter.
The Li family was also angry, thinking that she simply didn't know what to do, in order to force her to comply, Li's father ran to Yijianmen, and on the grounds that she was about to get married, he completely cut off her way back to Yijianmen.
Li Tianqi's heart was like being dug out and thrown directly into the depths of the ice of the Endless Sea, she couldn't bear it anymore, and resolutely left the Li family to find another way out for herself.
The Li family didn't expect Li Tianqi to leave quietly, and when they realized that Li Tianqi was gone, Li Tianqi had already quietly slipped out of the city.
She didn't go back to Yijianmen, first, there was Jiang Wenxuan there, and secondly, her father had already told her that she would not go back, if she ran back in a blink of an eye, the people in power of Yijianmen would inevitably have opinions about her and the Li family.
Although Li Tianqi has completely cooled down on the Li family, she doesn't want to bring any trouble to the Li family, after all, the Li family is also the one who gave birth to her and raised her.
She quietly left the city and rode straight to Yunlai County, the place where she finally chose her future employment after many trade-offs.
The reason why she chose Yunlai County is because the person in charge of Yunlai County is a woman, and she doesn't have to worry about attracting gossip even if she is close to the other party, and secondly, because she has inquired about Zhen Xiaomei and knows that she not only treats the people under her rule generously and benevolently (her character should be passable), but also has several high-end combat powers, including Zhen Xiaomei herself (with the confidence and strength to fight against the Li family).
In addition, she not only dared to be tough with the four families around Yunlai County, but also won without a single soldier, and even easily pit the other party with a large sum of money, which shows that this person does have two brushes.
Entering Yunlai County and hearing this newly released latest news, Li Tianqi became more and more convinced that his choice was correct.
She felt that with Zhen Xiaomei's ability and temperament, as long as she showed enough value, even if her identity was exposed in the future, the Li family would send someone to Yunlai County to ask Zhen Xiaomei for someone, and Zhen Xiaomei would most likely be tough with the Li family for her.
Li Tianqi's life experience tells her that it's not terrible to be used, but the terrible thing is that you don't even have the value of being used.
She is not afraid to show and sell her value, she only hopes that the other party can exchange the corresponding and equivalent value.
She told Zhen Xiaomei her requirements - having enough food and clothing, having a place to live, and helping her block the Li family, and then took out the precious information she had accumulated in Yijianmen over the years.
This is her meeting gift to Zhen Xiaomei, and it is also her sincerity to serve Zhen Xiaomei.
Zhen Xiaomei flipped through it and found that this information covered a wide range of areas, basically all the sects and families in Kyushu, and Li Tianqi more or less recorded some of their situations.
Except, of course, Yijianmen and the Li family. Although she left Yijianmen and the Li family, these two places are still different to her.