Chapter 7 The word love hurts others and oneself
Fang Chengying was silent, and after a while, he still reached out and took the paper bag.
"That being the case, then thank you Miss Su for her kindness."
"Oh, why does Fang Gongzi need to be so polite, since you and I are already so familiar, why do you say these polite words to be angry? What do you say, Fang Gong..."
"Miss Su," Su Ying was right, the two of them had indeed known each other for a long time, and this time was the first time she remembered that Fang Chengying had interrupted her.
"Thanks to Miss Su's love, I am very grateful in my heart. However, he already had a marriage contract in the future, and he really couldn't respond to Miss Su's affection. Today's gift is disrespectful. However, for Miss Su's sincerity, I can't accept it! “
There are too many firsts in a person's life, and there are joys and sorrows in these experiences, although they are all valuable experiences in life, but each time the experience brought to the individual is always different.
When he said this, Fang Chengying made a big salute, bent his body very low, and buried his head even deeper. There may be reluctance in his heart, but it doesn't seem to be as painful as he imagined. Maybe this is what I often tell them that ambiguity is different from love, and the feelings are very different at each stage.
was suddenly struck, and Su Ying's face instantly turned pale from pink.
"Fang Gongzi, hehe, why did Fang Gongzi say this? So suddenly, called the little woman... Oops, Fang Gongzi thought it was a misunderstanding, right? The friendship between the son and the younger brother is deep, and the little woman, as the eldest sister, should naturally express something, and there is no love between men and women that the son thinks! Childe said this, but the little girl should be... I don't know how to respond! ”
The words were a little different, but the two people behind Fang Chengying saw her unwilling expression and slightly trembling figure at this time.
"Hey... The word love, hurting others and hurting yourself..."Su Yi sighed quietly.
"Shut up, you're the one who was rejected, it's your own sister! Your brother is too cheap, isn't it? ”
Chang Jinbai scolded him mercilessly, and he also felt more pity for Su Ying in his heart. In this era, there are too few girls like her who dare to love and hate, and bravely pursue the girls she loves...
"Miss Su doesn't need words to hide it, she is not stupid, Miss Su's past feelings are all in her eyes, she was selfish in the past, and she wants to maintain a long-term friendly relationship with Miss Su. However, after figuring it out today, Miss Su is a peerless beauty, and her future life will be a smooth road. He De and how can he make Miss Su value it so much, I am really ashamed. Therefore, while Miss Su was not yet deeply involved, she took the initiative to cut off this evil relationship. In the future, no matter whether Miss Su resents me or hates me, she will have no regrets. Delayed Miss Su's prime of youth, it is really a sin, today I simply said all the words, and I hope that Miss Su can get lost, it seems that such people are not worthy of Miss Su's affection, and please... Please also ask Miss Su not to worry about it anymore, I believe that there will be a wishful gentleman in the future, who can stay with Miss Su for the rest of her life. ”
Secretly complained that it was too cumbersome for the ancients to refuse to confess, Chang Jinbai pushed Su Yi beside him with his elbow.
"That's all for the sake of it, I think their affairs are completely out of play. Hey, you have to be careful when you go back, I have a hunch that your sister will definitely run to your place tonight to make trouble. ”
Su Yi looked indifferent: "I can't think of this?" Don't worry, I told my eldest brother last night that I would go to his house to learn chess, and I was not afraid that she would really come to make trouble with me. ”
Su Yi's eldest brother Su Chen is a famous young talent in Beijing, with outstanding literary talents, and his first-hand chess skills are even more superb, and he is the new generation of chess kings who are famous today. However, in Chang Jinbai's opinion, the level of these two should be on par, and even Su Chen is even better. However, the matter of the upper circle, what is important is personal accidents, who can really not give the emperor a son, and go to rob him of the false name of a chess saint?
Over there, Su Ying, who had been dizzy from the impact of the successive blows, trembled, and had to be supported by the little maid behind her to barely stand firm. Depending on the era, the status and reputation of women are also very different. In today's world, rejection is sometimes as severe as divorce. But fortunately, there are not many people who know the inside story of this matter, and it will not cause any too bad impact, but the fragile heart of the innocent girl has been torn beyond recognition by these few words, and she can't even say a polite response.
"Fang Gongzi's words are a good deed, but if he said such a thing in front of so many people, isn't Gongzi's heart iron?" Su Ying's maid Biyun was angry, and opened her mouth to help the master say a few words, but then Su Ying raised her hand to stop her.
"Young Master Fang... And how do you know that the little woman is not yet deeply involved? Su Ying's voice turned cold, something they had never heard before.
"Miss, watch your body! Biyun said, it's cold today, you can't toss yourself so much for a man, you don't listen... Hey..."The love of growing up together, Biyun really feels sorry for her own young lady at this time.
was reprimanded, but Fang Chengying still didn't dare to raise his head. He has a straightforward personality, but he is not a person who is not ashamed. Knowing that what he said today would definitely hurt the heart of other girls, Fang Chengying was also ready to give up everything, but now when he heard the cold voice of the lovely person, he still felt a tightness in his heart, and it seemed that an inexplicable emotion slowly spread in his heart.
"That's it, that's it, it's just the little woman's wishful thinking, but it makes Fang Gongzi embarrassed. Thinking about it, I have been entangled by the little woman all this time, and it has also added a lot of troubles to Fang Gongzi, right? It's all the fault of the little woman, so I apologized to my son here. ”
Saying that, Su Ying really gave a salute, not giving Fang Chengying the slightest chance to refuse.
What the son said was reasonable, and the little woman understood. In the future, I also wish Fang Gongzi a bright future, a happy marriage, and the little woman's family still has something to do, so she will not delay Fang Gongzi's time, Su Ying said goodbye. ”
After all, after being a famous family, Su Ying still knows how to maintain her face, and her words are an understatement, but her frowning brows and eyes that have tried her brilliance have not escaped the eyes of the bright-eyed after all.
"Hey... What a good girl, Lao Su, if anyone can really marry your sister in the future, it will be a great blessing for him. Chang Jinbai said with heartfelt emotion.
Su Yi replied disappreciatively: "Don't talk about it, just my sister's temper, whoever she marries is running to make the head of the family restless, you look at the posture she walks, how can she look like a lady?" ”
It is true that Su Ying, who was not lightly injured, turned around and lost the courage to continue pretending, and she had no noble temperament, so she threw off her arms and strode away from them.
"You, your sister has a heartless brother like you, and I don't know what I did in my last life~" Chang Jinbai glanced at Su Yi speechlessly, stepped forward and patted Fang Chengying's shoulder.
"Everyone is gone, don't be restrained, get up!"
Fang Chengying didn't move for a long time, but asked in a faint voice: "Jin Bai, is it right or wrong for me to do this?" ”
Chang Jinbai rubbed his hands noncommittally, exhaled a breath of cold air and said, "Do you see this breath?" Love is such a thing, one party's simple enthusiasm and dedication are like this, no matter how sincere the affection is, it can't cover the other party's cold heart, and in the end it can only quietly drift between heaven and earth, as if it never existed. Only when both sides work together, go to each other, and continue to operate, can this gas exist longer and more meaningfully. So I think you did a good job today, at least you didn't let the wrong things develop in a more uncontrollable direction, and you can be regarded as stopping the loss in time, it's the same for you and for Sister Sakura. ”
"That's good, that's good..."Fang Chengying finally stood up straight, grabbed Chang Jinbai's shoulder and muttered: "Oh, my old waist, I'm tired." What's wrong with the two brothers? This matter has finally been resolved, so let's go to my house for dinner? ”
Chang Jin Bai is a maverick, he doesn't like to talk about the broken rules of those aggrieved people, and it is already common for him to go home late, even his old son is too lazy to ask, and it is naturally no problem to go to Fang's house for a meal. But Su Yi was not so casual, so every time Fang Chengying had to ask, mainly to ask for his opinion.
Su Yi's expression was faint: "You kid, you just rejected my sister's true feelings, aren't you afraid that I will go to your house to make trouble?" ”
"Hey, what the hell? As far as the relationship between the two of us is concerned, are you really willing to do it? Besides..."
After a pause, Fang Chengying staggered his gaze and continued: "It's all my selfishness, and I take the blame, even if I really blame me, I don't have anything to say, right?" ”
If he hadn't caught the little sadness in his eyes, Chang Jinbai really didn't care as much as he said.
"Okay, okay, today is a happy day, let's go, old Su? Just to avoid your sister, kill two birds with one stone! Duanshui Master Chang Jinbai went online again, and the little brother walked towards the gate of the academy as if nothing had happened just now.
Fang Chengying's affair came to an end for the time being, but the three of them couldn't relax immediately. The annual examination is just around the corner, and this year's annual examination is still a joint effort by gentlemen from several academies in Beijing to conduct a unified assessment, and the result is to be hung on the bulletin board at the entrance of Jing Zhaoyin for three days, so in the next few days, in addition to the confident Chang Jinbai, the remaining two people are desperately reviewing, and even Su Ying, who has never taken the results seriously, joined in, saying that she didn't want to embarrass her parents anymore, but in fact, it was just to find something to relieve boredom, and by the way, she could get closer to someone.
The small gang of four people still walked together every day, but the atmosphere was much worse than before. There are many things that are quietly changing, everyone can feel it, but no one will take the initiative to say it.