Chapter 236: Unraveling
Yun Jingxuan said for a while, Yun Zhao and Zhen Xiaomei, who saw him for the first time, only felt an eye-opener, but Wei Lan, who had raised him since childhood, had a sense of familiarity that had not been seen for a long time.
Zhen Xiaomei and Yun Zhao don't get along with him much, and they don't know that he was actually very coquettish when he was a child.
At that time, Wei Lan didn't even have the experience of being in love, let alone raising a baby.
Besides, he is also very distressed that Yun Jingxuan suffered a tragedy at a young age, and the one who destroyed him was still his own uncle, which is simply a tragedy for adults.
Inexperienced and hurtful children, Wei Lan did not compromise with Yun Jingxuan because of his coquettishness.
The two men, one big and one young, have developed a mode of getting along with each other as long as Yun Jingxuan is coquettish, Wei Lan can't help but make compromises.
It was the same this time, Wei Lan was said to be dizzy by Yun Jingxuan, and unconsciously agreed to let him transport the things back to Baicaozhuang.
However, he secretly made up his mind in his heart that he wanted to make up a family business that was only worth a lot more to Yun Jingxuan.
He raised Yun Jingxuan, although it was because Yun Zhao was his friend at first, and the Endless Sea was really not suitable for Yun Jingxuan's kind of child who had suffered physical and mental trauma, but after so many years of getting along, he had already regarded Yun Jingxuan as his own child.
Yun Jingxuan is his eldest apprentice, and he is also the apprentice he has devoted the most effort to, and the five words of master and apprentice like father and son are their true portrayal.
As a master and adoptive father, can he still be greedy for his children's family business?
Yun Jingxuan didn't know what Wei Lan was thinking, he took Tao Jianye's ashes jar and went to grave his dead relatives.
Yun Zhao didn't go with him, he and Wei Lan talked about the old for a while, and then said goodbye to Wei Lan and Ji Wuwu with Zhen Xiaomei, and rode a horse to return to the Endless Sea.
On the way, the two men did not hurry up and hurry, but let the horses themselves trot forward unhurriedly.
"Xiaomei, thank you."
Zhen Xiaomei was looking around admiring the green fields on the side of the road, and when she heard Yun Zhao coming, she couldn't help but turn her head with a puzzled face, "Huh? ”
"Thank you for helping me take revenge and open my heart, thank you for developing the Endless Sea into what it is today, thank you for always pampering me and never forcing me."
Zhen Xiaomei was a little crying and laughing, "Why did you suddenly say this?" What's wrong with you? ”
"Not suddenly." Yun Zhao tightened his grip on the reins, "Actually, I wanted to tell you what was in my heart a long time ago, but we had all kinds of things before."
Now that most of the things have finally settled, Yun Zhao wants to take this opportunity to tell Zhen Xiaomei all his true thoughts.
He said: "You have always praised me before, saying that I have paid silently for the world and am an unsung hero, but in fact, I am not as good as you think, and I also have a lot of dark things in my heart." ”
"Because of those old things, I can't be willing to protect this world and the tens of thousands of people behind me, I can't be as honest and kind and broad-minded as Master, and I even once hoped that this world would be destroyed directly."
"But I don't dare to face my true heart, because of Master's last wish and Wei Lan and Mo Yang, I can't give up directly."
"I was tormented inside, but I used my reason to force myself to stay here. I don't kill people, I deceive myself into being a so-called 'good person', and I end up staining your hands with blood. ”
Zhen Xiaomei couldn't cry or laugh a little, she explained Yun Zhao:
"You don't want to suffer in your heart, if you replace me with you, I will kill all those who are sorry for me."
"And when you have been completely disappointed in human nature, you can still insist on guarding the Endless Sea, silently preventing the Erosion Worm from continuing to erode this world."
"You are already great, and your master will be proud of you if he has a spirit in heaven."
"As for the somewhat dark thoughts in my heart, it's just too normal. Who doesn't have a dark idea in their heart! When I was unlucky, I also complained! ”
"You've experienced so many unpleasant things, even if it's just blackened, it's understandable, not to mention that you're just thinking about it in your heart. Why, don't you even have the freedom to think about something for yourself? ”
"It's not that you want this world to be destroyed, your consciousness and mind can directly destroy the whole world."
"There is a saying that 'a gentleman does not care about his heart, and there is no perfect person in the world when he talks about his heart'. You have done a good job, and you are indeed a person of integrity, kindness, and a big heart. So, don't think too much about it, just do whatever you want. ”
Yun Zhao listened silently, only feeling that the baggage in his heart seemed to have been taken away by Zhen Xiaomei one by one.
"Besides, you're not killing to protect me? You're willing to break your principles for me, so why can't I kill a few more scum for you? ”
"I'm not like you, I've been taught not to point my sword at my own people since I was a child. In my case, any shape of garbage is garbage, and any enemy he looks like is an enemy. Cleaning up the garbage and dealing with the enemy doesn't cause me any psychological burden. ”
Yun Zhao's eyes were slightly red, and his heart was sour, and he eased his emotions before saying, "Do you still want to go to Xizhou?" ”
"Go ahead, it's not bad for this place." Although Wei Lan had a good evaluation of Yin Huanyan, the hall master of Xizhou Qifeng Hall, Zhen Xiaomei still wanted to go and see it herself.
If what she saw with her own eyes and what she heard from Wei Lan could be consistent, then she could continue to go deeper inward with peace of mind, exploring the vast expanse of land occupied by the Erosion Insects.
Think about the day when the world suddenly discovers that the world in their impression, that is, the land of Kyushu that people generally know today, is actually just a small piece of this world, and has been surrounded by the vast land under her rule from all sides, becoming like the fruit in the center of the birthday cake, small and small is not worth mentioning, everyone will probably be shocked that the eyes are out of the window and the chin is dislocated, right?
Thinking so, Zhen Xiaomei couldn't help but laugh.
Yun Zhao was confused by her laughter, but he still nodded and said, "Then I'll go with you." ”
Zhen Xiaomei looked at her with a smile, "Don't worry, I won't give you a chance to hide at home and work hard." ”
Yun Zhao couldn't cry or laugh, when it came to hard work, he seemed to be far inferior to Zhen Xiaomei, right? This girl is obviously the king of the kings of volumes.
The two laughed and laughed, facing the spring breeze all the way back to the endless sea.
Today's Endless Sea is a little more prosperous than before. Zhen Xiaomei no longer even deliberately hides the existence of this land - they already have enough power to protect themselves anyway.
(End of chapter)